Just Sit Still

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Warning reader has ADHD

I woke up and noticed the empty space next to me. I sat up and looked around to find the room empty. "Wolf?" I said. I then heard the bathroom door open and saw Wolf walk out still buttoning up his shirt. "Good morning sleepy head." Wolf said to me with a smile. I just gave him a smile back. I already started to feel restless I quickly hoped out of bed and pulled the sheets back up for to night. I then grabbed some clothes and headed in to the bathroom to get ready. After I got dressed and brushed my hair and teeth I walked out into our room and put my pajamas in the dirty laundry pile. I walked over to my nightstand and picked up my medication bottle. It was very light when I picked and I quickly looked down at the bottle in a panic "Crap!" I shouted. Wolf quickly looked over at me " What is it? Are you ok?" He asked. "Yes everything is fine. It's just I ran out of my medication and the pharmacy is closed today." I said. Wolf looked at me and gave a small laugh " That's what you were so upset about?" He said. I looked at him with shock "Of course this is something that I am upset about. I haven't gone a day without my medication in over a year. Plus you have to go over the layout for your next big heist with the crew today. It's just I don't want to mess up anything while you guys talked about something so important." Wolf gave me a sympathetic look "Y/N you don't have to worry about messing anything up. You will be ok." He said as he walked up to me and gave me a hug. "Now let's go eat some breakfast and see how everyone else is doing this morning." He said and I nodded my head and followed him out of the room. As I stood in the kitchen eating a pice of toast I tried to distract myself with my thoughts. I had been dating Wolf for two months now and I have known the crew for about a month and a half. Wolf obviously knows if have ADHD but none of the crew knew about it I never felt comfortable telling them. "Alright everybody let's start talking about our next heist." Wolf yelled to everyone. I walked over to the table and sat down. After a few minutes into the meeting I started to feel restless I started to tap my foot on the floor hoping to keep myself occupied. It wasn't helping though I started to mentally panic as I noticed myself looking and listening to every little thing in the room. I started to feel my energy building up I just stood up and walked around the back of the room trying to still listen to what Wolf was saying.

Snake pov
As I was trying to listen to what Wolf was saying I noticed Y/N tapping her foot frantically on the floor. I have ever only known Y/N for a little bit and over all she seemed like a really nice girl and she was pretty helpful to have on heist. But I have noticed that she is always moving and has a very short attention span it was annoying but most days I could ignore it. Unfortunately today though she seemed to have a shorter attention span than normal and it was starting to bother me. Suddenly and very randomly Y/N just stood up from her chair and started to walk back and forth in the back of the room. I was trying my hardest to ignore it but it was really starting to annoy me. Finally I just snapped "WOULD YOU JUST SIT DOWN AND PAY ATTENTION!" I yelled.

Y/N pov
Was walking around the back of the room and I started to chew on my lip feeling the energy building up more and more. All the sudden I heard someone yelling
"WOULD YOU JUST SIT DOWN AND PAY ATTENTION!" Snake yelled facing me. I just froze I never liked it when people yelled at me and I felt so embarrassed for interrupting the meeting. I felt my body being crushed
under everyone's stares it was just to much and I ran back to our bedroom and closed the door. I started to cry I wanted to roll up into a ball on the floor and pretend that I was invisible. But everytime I sat down my body just forced me back up again so I just paced back and forth crying across the room.

Wolf pov
I watched as Snake yelled an Y/N and I saw as she just froze. I gave her a sympathetic look as I watched her mentally breakdown I didn't know what do. Before I could say anything she ran into out room closing the door. "SNAKE WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!?" I yelled.
"What she was annoying me besides she should be paying attention this is important information." Snake said to me. "She has ADHD she can't stay focused like you can." I said. All the sudden every had a face of guilt. I left them and walked to our room to check on Y/N. As I walked into the room I say her walking frantically around the room crying. "Y/N it's ok calm down." I said as I grabbed her shoulders trying to keep her still. "I'm sorry Wolf I didn't mean to." She said while crying.  I gave her a hug and she hugged back tightly. "It's ok Y/N you have nothing to be sorry for. Just breath your ok and I am not mad ok." I said looking at her. "Let's go for a walk around the city so your not stuck inside all day. It will help clear your head." I said. She looked up and nodded in agreement. "Can we walk to the park?" She asked. "We can go anywhere you want."I said as I used my thumb to wipe the tears away from her cheek. I gave her a small kiss on the lips and we walked out of the room hand in hand to get ready to enjoy a nice long walk together.

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