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It's been a long time since Aizawa didn't leave my side. It felt a bit burdonsome at a time but it also felt nice having someone around me. The only problem was that I knew that he was not doing this out of his own free will. He was doing it because his conscience was telling him to do this.

So all he did was in vain.

It really didn't helpt at all.

Not only that but I knew it already.

My friends... they were not real friends. 

Once the bell rang and Aizawa had to leave for his own class, I wated for a bit and after just a bit of time I went silently out of the room. I knew my way around school and so I went up to the roof. It wasn't my first time but certainly my last one.

This is for the best!

I can't just return to my mom like this!

She already has it hard enough.

I wonder what she is doing today.

I went straight to the edge of the building and felt the familiar touch of the railing. Now all I had to do was climb over and jump. It was that simple and yet I was kinda unsure if I really wanted to die this way.

I will trouble Aizawa if I jump down this roof...

I can't trouble them!

I was standing there leaning close to the edge and looking at nothing while enjoying the brize of the wind. That was until I felt something wrapping around my body and pulling me away from the edge.

This must be Aizawa...

What should I say?

That was all I thought until I felt him picking me up and hurrying somewhere. It was thanks to the sense of direction I had and from me knowing this building that I knew he went straight to Hound Dogs office with me.

I wonder why he brought me here...

Did he realize what I was about to do?

Still why would he bring me here?

There were way too many questions and in the end all I could do was sit there and do nothing.

Now that I was actually together with Hound Dog, I just looked at the man. For some reasons I couldn'T get a word out. I felt empty inside. Why didn't he let me end it, who knows but Aizawa was right there too. He had me in his lap as we were there.

Hound Dog: Izuku, can I call you like this?

No answer.

Hound Dog: I'll take that as a yes. I am sorry for all what happened but I want you to know that you are not alone. There are people around you worrying about you.

Again no answere.

Did that dog really think I didn't know that?!

I knew that there was Aizawa but he was worried about himself and the guilt he would feel and not myself. It was just like that, that I started to focus on something else, I didn't care about the situation nor about the person talking to me right now at all. It was uselesss and a waste of time anyways.

Hound Dog: Do you wanna talk about it.

No.

I didn't had anything to say.

They knew what happened to me since I was getting healed in UA's infirmary. There was really nothing to say more about this. Did they thought I had something more to say to begin with? I lost hope and I didn't trust them so why would I open up? Did they really think they could understand what I've been though?

Aizawa: Problem child.... I am here for you. Please don't do this again.

Hound Dog: I know this might not help but he is right. He isn't the only one there for you. If you need to talk, I am here too.

Nothing. I decided not to say a thing until the bitter end and they needed to accept that fact. It wasn't for long or more like after an hour of deadly silent in Hound Dogs room that Aizawa brought me back to the infirmary room. There he brough a comfy blanket for me and put the things on the bed.

It was really comfy and I liked having it in my hands. The feeling of it calmed me down a bit but I still refused to talk to them. I just wanted to be alone and that was it. Maybe even eternal rest would be a nice option too.