Defeated by Life

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Feeling so defeated,
Lost everything, even the hope.
I can't remain positive anymore

Where is god ? What's his plan?
Now I really wanna know.
Where my life is going? I don't know.

so unlucky, So useless like garbage,
oh but even that can be reused.     life has become a joke.

Listening harsh ugly words from people I love..,
I experience death hundred times at once.

Must have done some bad deeds,
Which now I am getting back.
Have to go through it..,
Let's see until when I can take that.

No hope, No dream's..
It's a boat I am sailing in harsh sea with no shore.
If I lose my boat now, what I am gonna do I am not sure.

The light house that I was seeing with hopes, is also lost.
I am trying to keep it all together but I can't..,

It keeps falling apart, now I have lost the will to fight.
In this Darkness I am not even looking for a light.

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Do let me know what you felt.

Be happy be safe.

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