Adopted By Elizabeth Olsen]

05/fists

I can't, I just can't, I need it to live, it's my drug, my punishment, with a blade, with scissors, with whatever and never in public, obviously, keep your pain to yourself, you don't need pity or affection from anyone, Why put others in my problem? That's something I never liked, that's why I didn't want Lizzie to help me, I would have to talk, don't get me wrong, I'm very grateful to her for everything she did, I felt loved, but I didn't want to make her part of the problem, I shouldn't have written to her and accepted that invitation, if I keep seeing her she'll find out, I want to keep seeing her, but my mind won't let me "don't make her part of your miserable life" I thought, just keep going like this it is going well

It's too late, the damage has already been done and it's irreparable, i tried to stop, but there's something that won't let me, I feel bad, I'm bad, I don't want anyone to find out what I did. she'd kill me, Lizzie would think I'm crazy, she'd call the police to have me committed.
Sometimes I would like to end everything, but I feel that soon I will find the opportunity and maybe I will be happy, but it never happens, everything stays the same or worse, I'm tired of the monotony, soon this will end, they won't remember me or miss me just hold on a little more belle

It was 12:20, I had already gotten ready to go when Lizzie arrived, I put on a gray sweater, a black skirt with long stockings and my boots

I changed the bag for a backpack, put some things and took out my money.
My phone rang, it was a text from Lizzie

LIZZIE🌸🩹

I'm outside, come out kiddo

Going
✅

Here we go", I left my house and opened the car door and there she was, she looked so cute,

"Hello, how are you?"she asked hugging me,

"Fine" I answered trying to avoid making faces,

"Okay, we'll go to the mall, I'll buy you clothes, whatever you want" she said

"You don't have to do that, i brought my money and I'll buy my things" I said

"No way , i invited you," she exclaimed, she wanted to keep me, I don't deserve it

"but-"

"No but, you won't stop me" she exclaim smiling

During the trip, we talked about many things, like music and movies, she asked me if I saw any Marvel movies, I said no and she made a strange face, we arrived, she parked the car and we entered the building

"Look, this store has very nice things, look like your style"she exclaimed excitedly,

"Lizzie, I don't want you to spend on me" I said trying to stop her

"If you don't choose, I will" she said entering the store, I couldn't stop her.
"Do you like these?" She asked, showing me some clothes.