X depressed reader

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TW: Self harm mention and attempted suicide

AU: Peter is your caring husband (not evil!)
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Your POV

Have you ever just laid in bed, staring at the ceiling wondering why God let's you feel this pain. Why he's doesn't save you?, why must we feel all of this sadness?. Every time I tell myself to do something my mind just says "Why?what's the point?". I don't know..is there a point?.

All we do is wake up,eat sleep reproduce and die

Wake up  Eat  Work  Sleep  Die
Wake up  Eat  Work  Sleep  Die
Wake up  Eat  Work  Sleep  Die
Wake up  Eat  Work  Sleep  Die

That's it, I can't even think of anything that makes me happy anymore. "Love?Are you in here?" His silky voice called from behind the door, "In here" I forced myself to raise my voice loud enough for him to hear me. The door slowly opened to reveal my sunshine husband,  he's the only thing that could make me smile. I stared from beneath my covers as he sat down on my bed. "Are you ok?" He asked while stroking my hair, I shook my head. "Do you want me to stay or go?", I slipped my hand out and intertwined our fingers together. He didn't sigh or groan or anything the others did. Instead he chuckled and climbed under the covers with me. He pulled me close to him, the smell of rain and cologne lingered on him. We laid there together for a few minutes before he grabbed my wrist and kissed my scars. One by one, "I love you, my heart. You are the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes upon. No matter what anyone says even yourself, I love you more than anything. I always will, I will never leave you" he stared into my eyes. I gave him a small smile, tears threatening to spill. "It's okay to cry, my dear. It's always ok" he whispered as he kissed my hair. He continued to stroke my hair and rub my back while whispering praises. For the first time in a while I felt happy. I felt loved.

Life is hard sometimes, some moments can make us hate it. But I don't think we should give up on it, our life is a gift, it's a privilege only some get to have. We don't understand how important it is until we're standing at the gates. Now there are people in our lives that make us sad but there's always someone who will help us..who
loves us. Whether it be your Parents, Siblings, friends ,or pets. There is someone for everyone because our creator knew it was going to be hard. So I implore you not to give up but to instead push yourself to be more than you ever thought you could be. Because I believe in you, and so does everyone else on this platform

~ The author

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Sorry for such a emotional message at the end, lost myself in my thoughts😅

I hope you enjoy the short story..and my letter to you all

Love ya!

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 06, 2022 ⏰

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