Renia Osmeia is gone

Chapter 3

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"The lady wishes to go on seperate carriages."
"What?" Did i perhaps do something unpleasant? Something worthy enough to make Renia feel embarrassed to go on the same carriage as me?
Is it because i'm weak right now?
"Your highness, do not worry, the lady has always been like this since young ages."
Liars
"Is that so.. maybe i overreacted" There's no reason to be nice and kind if Renia is not here, "Let's leave, i'm sick of this place"
"Y-yes your highness..."
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(Renias POV)
Hah.. did i do something bad unconsciously, for some reason i feel guilty. Maybe i should have saved him, even though he's the male lead he's still a human like me.
I'll apologise when he gets back.
knock
A slight knock could be heard, it was a quiet knock, unlike those of my maids.
"Renia, it's Cassis.."
Ah, this is my chance to apologise...
but...
why am i so still?
I feel as if i can't say anything.. as if i've been turned to stone.
I'm scared, what do i do?
"Renia? Are you inside?"
I should reply right? Just say one word, one sentence and then it's over, just calm yourself down.
"C-come in."
"Renia.. are you feeling okay?" the child who stood at the door looked at me worriedly, "Yes i'm fine, you'd better not worry about it, i'll be fine your highness.. Is there something you wish to speak to me about?"
"Y-yes.. Renia.. do you hate me?"
The eyes of the child sitting before me suddenly were filled with tears, "N-no! Why would i hate you your highness?" What do i say or do? I've never comforted someone before this is all new to me aswell.
"You don't call me by my name or want to spend time with me!" Cassis wiped his eyes and looked directly at mine, his mouth was quivering slightly as if he was trying to hold in more tears, "Ah.. C-Cassis, please don't cry." It was all new to call him by his name, so far i only addressed him as 'your highness' and nothing more, he seemed shocked that i had called him by his first name and then pulled his face away, avoiding any contact with me, "Y-yes.. i-i think it's a bit late so i'll be going now Renia! L-lets spend time together tomorrow" and with that, the child ran out of my room.
"Ah..wait...."
I had yet to apologise for leaving him all pitiful and miserable like that..

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"My lady, his highness, your fiance is waiting for you in the drawing room."
Ah, he wasn't lying when he said he wanted to spend time with me, "Is that so? I'll go now then, i'll see you later"
"Yes my lady! Please stay safe!"
Yes, safety is my number one priority anyways.

"C-Cassis, have you been waiting for me for a long time?" It was still awkward to call him by his first name, "No! I've just gotten here and wanted to see Reni!" He smiled brightly at me, how unfair, even if he was skinny and seemed weak he was still as radiant as ever.
"Then, shall we go have a stroll in the garden?" he happily obliged and seemed excited to be spending time with me, most of the times i would be in my bedroom writing down notes about the original novel.
"Have...Have you eaten yet your highness..?" he looked at me with a pouty face, i wondered what's wrong "Is there something the matter?"
"Reni acts too mature for her age, if you're a child you should act like one"
Act like my age? Is that even okay? I'm constantly walking on thin ice ever since i've gotten engaged to you, how would you know anything, "Yes.."
"But besides that, i haven't eaten yet, i was too excited to see Reni today!" This idiot of a prince forgot to eat because he desperately wanted to see me? Hillarious, "Then, how about we sit there, i'll call the chef to make some food and we can eat breakfast together today."
"Yes! I want to eat with Reni!"
"Please sit here your highness, i'll be back soon."
He sat down and i left quickly to call for the chef, the walk from the kitchen to the garden would take a while, i spent the time walking thinking about one thing, 'How do i avoid Cassis?' it seemed like the child was growing onto me, i liked how he was constantly relying on me but as he's the male lead, i'm destined to die by his hands. If i were to avoid him, wouldn't everything be solved?
"Sister Renia!" Ah my brother was here, "Sister Renia! Did you miss me! I missed sister Renia thissss much! I haven't seen sister in 5 days!"
Despite my brother and i being siblings, we rarely see each other. When i first reincarnated into this world i panicked and my younger brother, Isis watched it all, ever since that, Isis had spent a lot of time with me and i hung onto him out of desperation to survive this place.
"Yes, i've missed you too Isis"
"Where is sister headed off to? I'll go with you!"
"Ah, i'm going to the chef, we're going to prepare snacks and breakfast for my fiance and i"
"oh.. sister does have a fiance?"
"Yes, sister is now engaged with his highness the prince Cassis."
"I thought the rumours were fake, so i silenced everyone who spread things like that."
What? He did what now?
"Aha.. well, we'll be late if we don't go."
Was there anything about Isis in the original novel? I'll have to check my notes again, if not then i...
No! There was something written down! Isis had ended up being a war hero and after hearing about his sisters death, he planned on killing the emperor, Cassis. Upon hearing about this Cassis ended up having him executed but didn't he die before execution!?
So this little boy before me, ended up taking his life.
"Sister? Are you think about something?"
"Ah, it's just, i'm thinking about complicated things."
"if it's complicated to sister then it's best to not think about it!"

A/N: Thank you so much for reading chapter 3 of Renia Osemia is Gone (ROIG)! If you have any tips for me to improve on please suggest them! I love reading your comments and will do my best to respond.
Sorry for any spelling errors, please try your best to understand what they actually are :).