For years I've been crushing on Jake , his like my romeo except for the part that he doesn't even know I'm juliet because his too busy sucking face with the captain of the cheerleaders .
Lolla.
I've hated that girl since first grade. I remember when it was bring your toys to school day , and I brought one of my dolls , one of my favourite dolls with an extra dress for her . And lolla brought her barbie doll with the Ken and the car . She always wants to be better than everyone . Which is why she is so popular and is dating the hottest guy in school.
And she's so pretty though with her long brown hair and the perfect face with her amazing skin and light brown eyes .
I was jealous of her.
So jealous , she has everything .
I have nothing.
Well I'm turning eighteen this year maybe it's time for a change ? Maybe this year people will notice me ? Maybe I will make friends. And laugh since I've never really laughed before .
Then I thought to myself that . That idea was shit.
I shouldn't be worrying about what people think , and I should focus on school and study hard so that I can become an amazing surgent like mother .
Everytime I try to talk to mother about being like her , she would laugh at me and would tell me that I'm not good enough I'm just under average.
And will never get where she is .
Those words run though my mind every single day.
It haunts me.
I'll prove her wrong.
I'll prove her so wrong.
I'll be better than her. Which is impossible , but I'll try .
I remembered Tyra has to come over after school to do our task , will be fine with father because his drunk sleeping on the sofa.
"someone's by the door!! " I hear a drunk voice call from down stairs .
It's Tyra I yell.
I opened the door and let her in we went straight to my room , and started doing our task . We never really talk much but sometimes she gives me fashion advice that I don't even take note of .
She would go on and on about her boyfriend which isn't in our school but lives in her road.
We were half way with our project when she just closed our books and then the five words I didn't wanna hear came out of her mouth .
" I'm giving you a makeover " she screamed as she jumped on my bed.
