" Ty we need to get home now!!" .
" what? Why? " .
" mother's in trouble. "
We all got into the car and all that was going through my head was.
Please be alive.
Please be alive.
Please be alive.
Chandler tried to calm me down by , telling me it's going to be okay .
I was shitting my pants here.
I'm terrified.
We got home.
The front door was wide open.
I ran inside.
All I saw was broken glass on the floor.
The fuck happened here ?.
" Mother ?! "
" father ?! "
I went to the kitchen I saw mother laying on the floor , both rists cut open everywhere. Blood laying on the counter , on the floor .
" mother!! " I screamed as I tried to shake her awake .
" someone call 911!!"
I stared crying.
" No , no you can't die !. Not now , please just wake up ".
I hugged her body.
Please be alive .
Please be alive.
Please be alive.
When the police came I was still hugging her.
I didn't want to let go .
" no don't take her away " I cried .
" please give her back " .
They took her away .
Chandler came running to me and held me.
We stayed like that for about an hour .
I couldn't stop crying.
" want to go to the hospital? "
Chandler finally spoke .
" pppplease " .
He gave me his jacket and we all got in the car .
We got to the hospital and the doctor's pointed me to her room.
She's alive ?
She's alive !! .
I ran to the room.
Mother was alive .
She was laying in the bed with bandages over both her arms .
Mother looked so peaceful sleeping .
Thank God she's alive.
I stayed there for the rest of the night and Ty stayed with me .
Mother started waking up .
" mother , you scared me "
She looked at me and said .
" He doesn't love me , that's why I did what I did "
She started screaming and hitting herself and the bed .
" HE doesn't love me!! , his too busy loving his wife "
She started screaming again , the doctors came in and gave her a shot that put her to sleep .
She's cheating on father.
Oh. My. God.
" it's lexi right? "
" yeah ? What's wrong with my mother ?! " I said .
" well it turns out , your mother has a tumor in her brain that's affecting with her personality , it's kinda like bipolar ".
Bipolar?! .
Okay that's fucked up .
" but luckily it's not that serious yet , it's going to get worse " .
" I don't know what I'm gonna do "
All that was on my mind was mother is cheating on father.
