I didn't have much sleep last night.
I kept thinking about what I should do.
Then I heard my alarm go off and I realized that I didn't get any sleep at all
I was probably going to sleep in all my classes.
After staying up late thinking all night .
I've decided that I don't want to change. I like the make over it makes me feel good about myself.
And it feels good to be noticed.
And have friends well I think they're friends .
So i wanted to look extra cute today, because today was the day that I was going to talk to Jake .
It was a warm summers day , do I've decided to wear a dress , with my chucks it was cute though cause this dress made my cleavage look amazing .
I curled my hair and put my make up on still haven't masted the whole putting on make up part yet but I've got the basics .
I made me cereal this time I warmed it , because today was special .
I drove to school and I saw Tyra talking to Chandler it was weird because when I got out of my car both of them stared at me , Tyra smiled and Chandler just stared at me . I went up to them and greeted her , first thing that came our of her mouth was .
" holy fuck , you look HOT! " .
Chandler said " she's right , you do . "
I could feel my cheeks turning red so I just smiled at them.
The bell rang so I was off to my locker to get my English book.
Jake and lolla walked past me , I don't know what came over me , but I blurted out " hay Jake " .
He just looked at me , lolla started laughing. And so did he.
Lolla said " Baby , why's that loser talking to you? "
He just shrugged and started laughing .
I just looked down because I was so embarrassed .
I went to English and again Tyra and Chandler we talking . I think they like each other .
So cute.
But Chandler couldn't take his eyes off me which was weird.
I just ignored it and went to go sit by my desk , Jake turned around and looked at me.
Then started laughing again.
Asshole.
School was done , after school I went to my car and saw Tyra and Chandler talking again . Weird but okay .
It was Friday and all I was planning to do was watch Greys Anatomy and eat popcorn and chocolate till I can't anymore .
Fuuun.
It was 8 o clock my phone starts ringing , it was Tyra , " put on the shortest dress you have the highest heels , curl your hair , and do your make up I'm coming in 15 . You better be done when I get there , bye bitch"
Wait what ? Why ? Where we going ? .
She put down the phone.
Okay then.
Better get done she's probably gonna take me out to dinner .
I want Chinese food.
I got into the shower .
I put on my black tight dress , with the nude heels that Tyra gave me , curled my hair and did my make up. Getting good at the make up thingy I must say .
Father hasn't came home since last night.
Mother hasn't been how since Monday . But it was okay , I like being alone that way I can do whatever I want , and by whatever I want I mean eat popcorn and chocolate till I can't anymore .
I'm such a rebel.
I heard a hooter , it was Tyra , I walked slowly down stairs because these heels are really high and I might fall on my face .
I put the key under the mat in case father came home .
I got into the car , the music was playing so laud .
This really weird song was playing.
Drop that kitty down low or something like that , whatever it was , it was weird .
Tyra seemed to love it cause she knew every word .
I switched it off.
" hay! That's my jaaaam. "
" where are we doing ? " I asked confused .
" we're going to a party ! "
" what , who's party?! "
" Jake's "
My heart stopped.
