𝗖𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗗 / ᵗᵃᵉᵏᵒᵒᵏ

42- CLOSER

When you're in love you don't want to see your partner's teary eyes at all. They feel so bad, you feel hurt. Those tears hurts you too.

But when you are the reason why your lover is crying your heart feels like it is tearing apart. You feel so guilty.

Sometimes love can be hurtful. It is not always about rainbows and butterflies. Loving someone can hurt you too. Even if your love is too strong something still can snatch the person away from you just because you want to see them happy. You can't force yourself on them. It becomes stressful.

Seeing jungkook like this was hurting Taehyung. No matter how stubborn Taehyung is, he still failed to make his heart realise that Jungkook is not someone he loves. Little did he know his heart is much more stubborn than him.

He loves his brother, mother, Father and his noona but it was not what he feels when he is with Jungkook. This a feeling which makes him lose his mind. Makes him look at Jungkook all the time.

He wants Jungkook to feel happy. Jungkook's teary face when he said about his parents death hurted him. He could not stop himself from hugging Jungkook.

His heart beats so fast seeing jungkook so close. His cheeks turns pink automatically looking at Jungkook, thinking about Jungkook.

It is not the love which you feel with you brother and parents or you friends. It is a different kind of love.

He never really thought Jungkook is in love with him. Yes he doubted that Jungkook have some kind of feelings for him. Maybe it was just a crush but the way he knows Jungkook now, he can literally feel the sincerity in Jungkook's words.

Seeing the biggest mafia boss on his knees with his teary face made Taehyung feel like a criminal. He really stole this man's heart. No mafia leader would just fall on their knees in vulnerability. He knows Jungkook will never just beg like someone to stay. Even though Jungkook never told him to stay but he stopped him from taking his life.

He thought he still is not treating Taehyung the way the boy deserves. He was already guilty yesterday and this thought made him more guilty. Made him feel like he does not deserve Taehyung at all, even if he tries to be someone who deserves the pretty boy, he can never be.

Taehyung heard a slight sound of sob leaving Jungkook's lips, without controlling himself he threw the metalic thing on the floor and sat infront of Jungkook.

Jungkook was not looking at him but he sensed Taehyung close to himself. His scent was enough for Jungkook to understand.

Taehyung cupped Jungkook's face and made the raven head male face him. Jungkook's nose and eyes were red from crying. Silent tears were flowing down. This scene broke Taehyung's heart.

He bit his lips to stop himself from crying. Gulping the lump from his throat he pulled Jungkook's face closer and placed his forehead on the other's and muttered "I'm so Sorry. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to take it so far." He apologised softly. A tear managed to escape his eyes. His voice was full of guilt. He was regretting his action.

The prank went too far, but it made Jungkook confess which he was hiding from Taehyung for few months now.

Jungkook quickly held Taehyung's hands and took them off from his cheeks.

Taehyung thought Jungkook is mad at him, and he should be. Whatever Taehyung did was not acceptable at all. This sudden prank broke Jungkook so suddenly.

Jungkook pulled Taehyung to his chest and hugged Taehyung so close. He was not sobbing now but his eyes were still teary.

Taehyung was shocked. He thought Jungkook will scold him, yell at him or maybe get up and throw something in the room here and there. Instead of doing them he hugged him tightly.