My saviour ( Kaworu Nagisa X Shinji Ikari)

Train ride

Shinjis pov: ONCE AGAIN

I wait at the train station, planning on wasting my time listening to music, there's nothing else here, there's no one else here. It's a surprise Trains are still running despite ,everyone leaving this city to get to a safer place, and these trains mainly lead to worksites.

The trains starts and so does my music, I remember the message I got from Kaworu, that message was just so... I can't explain it, hearing his voice made me feel this energy and so much happiness, like I could instantly start running around, skipping and jumping, laughing and screaming all at the same time, i cant stop thinking about him, but thats weird so i have to stop myself.

I stare out the window opposite me, a shadow formed through the train as it passed a tall building, I look up to try get a glimpse of light, but I get a glimpse of hope. I see Kaworu standing at the top of the building, his blood red eyes staring back at me, and his hair gently taken by the wind, he just looks so perfect and graceful, he seemed almost god like . "Hang on, WAS THAT KAWORU??" I was so taken back by his beauty I didn't even question him on the roof.

I run to the window I just viewed trying to confirm what I thought I just saw, but the building getting farther and farther away I could no longer tell, I plop back down to my seat still filled with the shock but it slowly disappearing, trying to convince myself i had imagined it.

i decide to get off at the next stop, its time to go see kaworu. i don't plan on telling him what i saw because its most likely my stupid brain malfunctioning, he probably think I'm a schizophrenic or have psychosis or some sort of weird issue, i don't want kaworu to think im weird, but maybe he already thinks that, why would anyone think highly of me, nobody does and nobody ever will, there no reason for them its not like I'm anything special. i decide to stop by a shop on the way, picking up some cheap crap to share with kaworu. I feel the energy i felt before getting stronger, its like i can sense kaworu is near by, my heart is racing in my chest and my eyes are watering. Im so excited to see him

I see kaworu sat alone on a swing, still wearing his school uniform, and his pants still wet from when he jumped straight into the water on the day i met him, did he not change? either way he didnt look dirty or anything if anything else he looked radiant, i can feel his aura pulling me in like a magnet, what is this feeling? Kaworu why are u doing this to me. i question in my head while my face turning pink. i try to keep my head down to refrain any suspicion or causing any weird tension, like i always do. I walk up to him, no i didnt, his presence pulled me forward, like a moth to a light.