There he stood, at the end of it all. He was exiled, sent far away, put in a ten to ten block radius. Every day it became harder and harder to keep going, to even get out of bed. He couldn't remember when he had a decent meal. It's not like he cared anyways.
He felt... Nothing to be honest. He stood on tom of a tower, that reached the build limits, and he still felt nothing. He wasn't scared, angry, sad, happy.... Those feelings seemed so distant.... He didn't know what happened, what is happening to him. He missed the feeling of a hug, he missed the warm smile he forgot so long ago. He missed the sweet words that would reassure him every day that he was fine, and that they will never leave.
Liars.
They were all liars, hidden between caring and smiling...
He was one of them too.
He deserved this.
He deserved all of it.
But it was painfull.
It was his chest that hurted so terribly. His heart? Or was it his lungs?
He didn't know.
A sigh escaped him, and he slowly tore down the tower, untill he arrived back to the ground, safe. He wanted to feel something. But the only thing he could was the pain starting at his chest and filling up every inch of his body. He exhaled, and laid down on the grass.
He had no shelter, he never bothered to build any.
He stared at the dark sky, not bothering to move to his bed. Rain slowly started pouring from the sky but he did not care. He just kept starring at the stars and the water falling from the sky.
The sun came up, and then it went down. He didn't moved an inch, numbness growing ever so slightly inside his chest, the pain growing alongside with it.
And then the sun went down.
And it came up again.
And he wached the clouds changing in the sky, and he wached the stars show up again and again... And one day, he didn't knew when, he didn't care, but he felt something. He was calm. Still numb, but this numbness was calming. He sighed, a small smile forming on the pale lips.
But he did not move. Because he would chase the calmness away. So he just stared up to the sky.
Half a year passed, untill someone visited. They found him in the same position, laying on his back, starring at the sky, the smallest smile still faintly there on the dry lips.
Green plants and beautiful flovers bloomed on him, like the nature gave him the last, gentlest hug it could provide.
He loved the nature. And nature wouldn't leave him alone.
The last thing he saw was the sunset shining in the most magical colours he'd ever seen.
It reminded him of his friends. And the last thing he felt was a calm happiness.
It was over.
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