Fleeting Love - Jennie Blackpink X Male Reader [KPOP Idol Story] Romance

Insecurities

When you woke up your right eye hurt like crazy.

"What the fuck.", you mumbled. You tried to get up, but ultimately sat down on the bed with your legs crossed. Everything turned. You were in your room again.

As the fuzzy pictures became clear, you suddenly saw Rose in front of you.

"Oh YN, here's a a coolpack for you.", she said and threw it on your lap.

You are always trying to be casual, Rose. Although I don't think you are as cool as you are acting like.

"What the.. What happened?"

"The company doctor quickly checked you up but said that everything's fine. Although I highly doubt he would do anything. I mean, you know, they all get paid to shut the fuck up."

She smiled widely. Her white dress accentuated her pink hair, which she dyed and cut a little shorter for her new comeback.

"Nice hair style."

"Yes, thank you." She giggled. "Top secret. Nobody is supposed to know that so I must dress up like crazy to hide it."

"Oh by the way", Rose said. They give you until tomorrow morning to rest. Then you'll also have to fill out the paper work."

"How gracious of them", you said.

"I managed to calm down the CEO quite a bit.", Rose answered.

The way she pronounces the words is so cute. The Australian accent comes through. 

"I mean, he really got what he wanted, seeing that you will quit and sign the paper stuff. You really did get yourself in a pickle, haven't you. And yet, here you are, handsome as always.", Rose said. She poked your shoulder.

You blushed. Although you were loyal to Jennie, it wasn't that often that you got compliments from beautiful girls. She happened to be the superstar vocalist of the world famous group WHITEPUNK. Rose only heard praise after praise. You only heard the scathing criticism at the monthly agency check ups designed to crush your soul. "Do this, do that. Lose weight. You are fat and ugly and not talented." Even when you starved, cleaned your skin and improved your dance tenfold, there was nothing but a slight nod of appreciation.

"You know", she said. She switched from a higher cutsy voice into her deeper noona voice. "I always liked bad boys with a black eye."

"Well, one of these things is correct, at least.", you said and touched your eye. It still hurt like crazy.

"Are you a moron?" , she said and smiled widely. "Oh, younger people are so dumb and foolish."

You raised your eyebrows. "Why are you letting out the noona so much right now?", you said.

"Don't be such a drag." Rose cackled. She leaned her head forward. You couldn't deny that Rose was beautiful. That Rose had class. But she wouldn't betray Jennie like that or would she?

Or would she?

"I mean, you have thought about kissing me, have you.", Rose said. She leaned her face really close to yours and her dark red lips came closer, too. Your heart was pounding. Sweat ran don your hands.

What.

Your face froze for a second. Then, awkwardly, you slowly said: "I think you know that I love Jennie and that i would never betray in that way."

Please don't end our friendship. Please.

"Im just kidding, moron." She drew a breath. "What was going on with you and Jennie, anyway? Why did you mess around with that other girl."

"I was too jealous. I don't know. I believed everything about that fake dating story. I don't know why... I guess I'm just insecure. She is a world star surrounded by thousands of fan boys. I'm just a lonely wannabe idol.

"Jennie would never betray you. She is too smitten with you."

"You know", Rose stood up and her slim figure walked to the windows to look upon Seoul. "To be honest I saw her with one boyfriend before that and she never looked at him like that"

"How?"

"The way she looks at you." She paused for a moment. "Anyway, im glad your still able to take a joke."

"Ha, i know what you mean. " You ran your fingers through your hair, mockingly. "I'm such an attractive oppa, am i right."

"Yeah, but i am older than you."

"Noona, I know. You constantly remind me of that." You laughed together. Her grin appeared again and she rubbed her shoulder against yours. You heard a shuffle. Jennie stood in front of you.

She threw a sharp, dark look at Rose, Rose quickly distanced herself from you .

"What are you doing", she started to scream around.

"I ... I was just ... We were just having a little bit of fun, of smalltalk. Nothing seri..."

"Nothing serious!" She screamed. "You have guts to behave like this."

"You are breaking my heart." She hit your chest. "First you are meeting up with another girl... then you got beat up and look like you were in a gang fight... then you are losing a career you were working on your whole life... now you are laughing with another member as if nothing happened. I really hate you, you know!"

"Jennie nothing happened." You immediately stood up and went towards her. You tried to kiss her but she turned her head. "I was just an immature, little bitch. I know. But thats not who I am , really and you know that .. even when I thought all that was real I..."

Your phone vibrated. Song Aras name was showing up on the screen. Now, Jennie clenched her fist.

"What does that slut want.", Jennie said. Her eye make up suddenly seemed to get a tone of darker red.

Let me take the fucking phone. I want to talk to her..", she said.

"No Jennie please... "

She took the phone. "What are you doing ? Why are you calling? Do you know who this is? "

You heard mumbling on the phone. She froze.

Jennie was biting her lips. "I will turn the phone on loud speaker", Jennie said.

"Hi, YN. I wanted to talk to you. I missed you." She talked with a deep voice. "I love you so so much. Our night together was unforgettable."

"What?!", you screamed.

"See.", Jennie said.

"I don't know why she does this but she is ly..."

She stepped out of the room quickly. Her black skirt wafted because she stepped away so quickly. When you opened the door, another bodyguard stood by the door, although not the one that beat you up. "Oh no, not another one of your breed. I had enough trouble with you guys today.". you said.

"Jennie, stop.", you screamed.

"Yi-Jun, stay here, I don't want him to follow me", she said.

The bearded guy just nodded.

"Oh, you are so mature, you are such a big girl, Jennie", you mockingly yelled as she ran to the elevator. You couldn't go forward anymore because of the bodyguard.

"You hurt me enough, you idiot.", Jennie answered.

She turned around one last time and you were mesmerized. You couldn't say anything as her brown eyes pierced your soul. The elevator made a ding and the doors closed.

Finally, you screamed on the top of your lungs. "I am sorry".

What am I supposed to do now? I may lose the love of my life. I may lose my career. My father may lose his job... What am I supposed to do... Help me, God, please help me...