Fleeting Love - Jennie Blackpink X Male Reader [KPOP Idol Story] Romance

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Sung Ho leaned over. „Hm, that sounds interesting." 

The apartment was not tidy, but you were thankful that you were able to live here for a while until you figured out what the heck was happening. 

„Yo, I know it does."

"So, you are an asshole after all." 

„What?"

„YN, think about it. You just told her that a bandmate, a person she spent years with, basically betrayed her behind her back and kissed you. And you expect her to be reasonable and rational. Your INTP vibes are shining through."

„I never should have done that damn test anyway. I was drunk. I'm pretty sure the results came out wrongly because I was just pressing buttons.", you replied. 

„Yeah, sure,", Sung Ho said. 

„Believe what you want to believe", you said waving your hands through the air. „Besides, if I was an introvert, why would I spend so much time with such a hassle like you."

Sung Ho put his hands on his heart and simulated being heart broken. Wow. It hurts. It hurts so much.", he said. 

He threw an ice cold coke bottle in your hands.

„Now shut up", he said, „and let's watch this silly variety show."

You saluted mockingly. 

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You strolled alongside the streets nearby the main building of CRISP Entertainment. The skyscraper touched the bright skies of Seoul. You have been just informed that you were re-instated in the entertainment company, although they were transfering you to THE WHITE LABEL, a sub label of CRISP Entertainment. It was in a more comfortable, small building in Hongdae, the student and artsy center of Seoul. 

What am I doing? Should I really return? 

Although your new manager Mr. Lee was pretty nice, you couldn't trust anyone in this damn entertainment world. Besides, wasn't just about anyone in the entertainment world nice when they want something from you.

„Am I really ready for this?"

You were now being considered for the new hip hop group of the entertainment label as everything was being denied and the PR team worked overtime to repair your tainted reputation following the dating scandal. 

I'm pretty sure they're doing all of this for former CEO Hwangbu, not for my sake. 

„I don't know if I really want to be famous anymore, want all of this anymore.", you mumbled. 

I am pretty much in indecision over this whole issue. And the fact that I can not meet Jennie as easily  because of the debut preperations is pretty f'ed up. 

Just like that, you saw the big TV screen on the Seoul Highway, with snow coming down towards it. The wind was cold and blew in your face. You freezed.

 On the screen was Jennie. The big news was that she said that she is not in any relationsship and is open to meet anyone.

What? Did we really broke up? What is the matter with this BS? It was just an argument for gods sake!

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After calling Jennie for the 10th time, you gave up. If she did not want to talk, she did not want to talk. You were not torpoding your whole company, which gave you another chance, by trying to meet her publicly again. And you could not have meet her in the company, considering you were now under the dating ban again. 

Wow, so I basically swapped on restriction for another. I guess I have to give up and hope - for her sake - that she thought what I told her was a lie - considering that WhitePunk would implode if she did think it was true. 

You were content. You told her the truth and you hoped she would give up on you - because that would be the best for her and her career. 

Still, you felt uneasy about the future. 

Please, mother. Help me. I wish you were here.