A few minutes later, you still sat in the room with Rose. You guys were comfortable on the big couch.
"What am I going to do?"
In the background, a plane was flying in the clear blue sky. The skyscraper was so high that you felt like you could touch the airplane.
Rose shrugged.
"I don't fucking know . Really. I don't.", she said. She was getting quiet and looked at you in a funny way. As if she was thinking about something big.
"It's okay, spit it out", you said.
Rose began to speak, slowly, carefully. "You had so much talent you know. Everyone thought you would become the big star of CRISP. Now you're leaving because of Jennie. Isn't that a mistake?",
"What?"
She stood up and paced back and forth. While she spoke, she used her arms to accentuate her points.
"i mean, I just say, you shouldn't base your whole life on one person. You shouldn't make yourself unhappy because of one person."
"Rose, what are you saying?"
Silence. Rose stared at you. You stared back. Her eyes were glowing with love and affection.
Suddenly, she jumped down on the couch and kissed you. Her sweet lips tasted luxuriously. A shock wave flew through your body. You kissed her back.
Your fingers glossed across her slim shoulders. You touched her soft, soft skin. It felt like a cloud.
No. No. No.
What the heck.
You stood up.
"I... I... I have to go now. Im sorry.", you said to Rose.
"Please, stay here, I want you, please..."
"No, Rose. I can't"
Tears shoot into her eyes. Suddenly, her slim body looked frail.
"Please.. please... please...", she said. "I loved you from the beginning when I first laid my..."
"What are you even saying, Rose? Are you listening to yourself when you speak?", you said.
Rose clenched her fists.
"I will never leave you like Jennie did."
"Rose, I thought that was bullshit? The thing about Mark was bullshit?!"
Rose answered with silence. Now, she looked at you in a weird mix between affection and anger.
You stood up and wanted to go.
"No, stay.", she said and held your wrist. "Please, please , please..."
You wriggled yourself out of her hold and stormed to the door. She ran behind you.
"Don't go , I need you, I really do."
"Rose, please. Don't make this more difficult than it has to be."
With one soft and clear push you shoved her sideways.
"You don't know how difficult it was, do you?", Rose said.
She started to cry.
She blubbered out. "You don't know how difficult it is to see someone you like with a different person over and over and over again."
You were hesitant.
Should I comfort her or not? No, I can't. I'm sorry.
"Please, don't cry."
Rose looked up.
You tried to soften your voice. "Rose, you never gave of the vibe that you were interested in me, at all. "
"I know, I had to hide it , I did have to hide it."
"Why?", you said.
"Because... I did not want to jeopardize my friendship with Jennie..."
"You did a good job with it, then..." You looked on the floor, unable to even look into her eyes anymore.
Thats exactly what I feared. A good friendship lost.
You pushed down the handle of the door and opened it.
"Rose... I'm so sorry, goodbye."
"No.", she whispered.
You shut the door. When you entered the elevator and went downwards, the contracts were already ready. You signed them all. You wanted to get out. You did not want to prolong this ordeal by any minute. Although there was a lot of pain and anger and sadness, in the moment you signed the documents you were just numb. The employees locked at you, shocked. You heard the whispers.
"Our greatest talent, gone."
"It's so easy to lose everything."
"Years wasted. I feel sorry for that kid."
Every comment pierced into your heart, deeper and deeper.
I'm so, so sorry father. I disappointed you again. At least, you are safe now... I hope so... Dear god, help me...
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Fleeting Love - Jennie Blackpink X Male Reader [KPOP Idol Story] Romance
RomanceJennie from BLACKPINK and you are in a relationship. Will it endure the strains of the idol life or will the relationship end as quickly as it started?