Fleeting Love - Jennie Blackpink X Male Reader [KPOP Idol Story] Romance

The Secret

"Finally, I can see you.", you said. 

Jennie had the hoody deep down on her face so nobody could see her, but you could. 

" I tried to reach you. But I couldn't. You changed your number.", you said, not saying that you got her new number but didn't have the guts to call her during all this mess. 

"Jennie", you said, while touching her slim fingers, "I could never lose you. You are the one for me." 

"What happened to your face? The cut on your lip? This is getting worse and worse. Are you getting beat up everyday? ", she replied coldy but you could see in her eyes that she cared.

"I... this doesn't matter. You matter. This relationsship matters. Jennie, I solved everything. Hwangbu will step back. I can return as a trainee. Everything is fine!", you continued. 

"What?", Jennie said, her beautiful face revealing itself a little bit more under the hoody. "I don't believe this. You must be lying." 

Just in this moment, the TV screen in the small cafe was broadcasting the news that Hwangbu was stepping back as CEO of Crisp Entertainment. 

"This... this is unbelieveable" Jennie said.  "This... How did you do this?" 

A big, bright smile appeared on her face. 

"Oh, I did not do much. I just had a talk with him" you said, not wanting to imply her into any of your actions. 

She grabbed your hands and firmly  looked into your eyes. You could have not imagined yourself more happy and grateful that this is your girlfriend. 

"This... This is great.", she said, softly, almost whispering. "This guy has been growing into a nightmare."  

However, one dark secret remained at the back of your mind. 

Should I tell her about Rose? If I do this relationsship could implode, the group could be destroyed. If I dont, then she may find out through othre means and never trust me again. What should I do, what should I do? I have to tell the truth, don't I? 

„Jennie, there is something I need to tell you.", you said slowly.

 She was beaming at you.  Her white teeth full of rosa gum were exposed. "What is it?", she said. 

"Rose... Rose... kissed me", you stuttered

„What?", she said. "What?" Her face now growing to look dark, her smile dissappeared completely. She looked towards the ground, her eyes darting back and forth. 

Jennie folded her hands, covering her face with them. Then, she leaned on them shortly. 

„That can't be true, that can't be true", Jennie said quickly. 

„Im sorry, but it is."

She was quiet. 

„I did not do anything", you said. „I was shocked, the same as you."

Suddenly, her small face was full of tears again. 

„But you let her kiss you. It's your fault and your fault alone."

She got up, and tried to storm out while you tried to hold her hand. When you realized she was serious, you let her go. 

„I don't really believe that you would shift the blame to me, Jennie. Don't go now. It will have consequences", you said, full of anger.

„Oh really", she answered. Then our relationsship must have been worse than I would imagine."

„Don't go, you ungrateful ...", you stopped short of cursing.

„I wouldn't believe you would throw such a fuss. You immature brat.", Jennie said, supressing her tears. 

„Just go. Go.", you said. „I don't really wanna see you anymore if you run off at every argument.", you said.

Full of anger and dissapointment, you could not really hold on anymore.

„Don't blame me. I just told you the truth!" , you said.

You both had stood up, looking at each other dramactically.

You tried to move towards her and then it happened. The waiter crashed into you. All the glasses broke. You quickly sent away the waiter, saying that you would take care of it. Everybody in the cafe looked at you, although you hoped nobody heard what you talked about in the corner. Jennie looked at you too, then she turned around switftly again and left the building.

„Jennie, don't do this", your voice grew louder. 

„Are you out of your mind", she hissed, „keep your voice down."

„Jennie, if you go now, we are not a couple anymore. I'm sick and tired of this."

„So what?", Jennie said, looking coldly at you.

„So what?", you said, stunned.

She turned around and stormed out. You abruptly sat down again and took a deep breath. You saw that one person was thinking about filming the incident and you did not want to expose Jennie.

I am not so sure about this relationsship as I want to be. She storms out everytime I say something. So I destroyed  WhitePunk. And I broke up with Jennie. Great. Now I can focus on my trainee career again in this rotten company. What ist he matter with her? Why is she so irritated when I tell her I have been kissed by another girl? I did not do anything. I did not initate it. Argh. I don't know what to do anymore. Or am I just an asshole? Do I really want all of this?