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azaria

When the lecture is finished I put my laptop away and turn to invite Kate to lunch but the second the lesson is done she is hastily puts her stuff away and walking out the door.

Is there something wrong with me that? I feel like no one wants to be friends with me. I tried really hard to be nice and welcoming i guess I'll have to try harder tomorrow.

Standing up I walk out of the lecture hall and since I have an hour or so to burn before my next class I walk to the school library. I walk to the sitting section and pull out one of my favorites from my bag. Kiss the sky, by kbr. Honestly Connor cobalt has my whole heart like I'm in love with the man.

I'm a hopeless romantic i love love I love everything about it. I just don't think it's possible for someone to love me romantically. Is that depressing? Maybe. I'm certainly depressed by it.

Anyways I know no one will love me the way Connor loves Rose but I want to live vicariously through them. I want to live another life through my favorite books.

I'm reading the part where Connor pulls out the diamond collar when I hear a loud bang. I look up and see a guy putting some huge books on the table. I cant see his face since his back is to me but I can see he's wearing a black suit. He's extremely tall and I'm not a short woman I'm 5'10. I stand up and walk over to him and see he put Econ and business textbooks on the table.

"Hi I'm Azaria but you can call me aria it's nice to meet you" i say while he's still facing forward. And, woah his side profile is so beautiful his nose and jaw are so pretty I want to see if I'll cut my finger by touching it.

He slowly turns towards me and I underestimated his height because this man is like 6'5. Abort mission. ABORT MISSION.

He finally looks at me and I feel like all the air has been knocked out of me. his eyes are the coldest eyes I've ever looked into. They're gray and framed by thick lashes. His lips look so soft. Do they feel as soft as they look? I'm dying to know. He just keeps staring at me not saying anything it's almost like he's assessing me. I can feel his eyes on my face and body.

ABORT DUMBO WALK AWAY DONT EMBARRASS YOURSELF

"You're super good looking like really pretty. The model kind of pretty. like your face is something of dreams not mine just in general okay I'll stop what's your name" I want to kill myself why can't I be cool omg if only I could be like mina.

Channel mina believe in yourself this is a fresh start. Be kind to yourself.

"Alexander king" he says with the most bored tone I've ever heard. His voice is so hot like extremely deep i almost swoon. "Your voice is swoon worthy" i blurt out "I didn't mean that. I extract my last statement you didn't hear it" he just stares at me and walks back to the shelf to pick up more books

I walk with him just in case he needs help. "What's up with all these books you're taking?" I ask while looking at him. He doesn't even acknowledge me. Rude.

"Okay buddy what's with the silent treatment? Are you shy or something? Omg if you're shy don't worry I won't be rude to you."

"I'm not shy" he's not even looking at me. Maybe that's a good thing because his eyes are too powerful.

"Are you having a bad day then?"

"None of your business leave me alone" he barely moves his face saying this. Omg maybe he has Botox. "Do you have any Botox? And I'm here to help you in case these books are too heavy for you"

How the hell did he add two more books to his pile. "I guess you don't need my help huh" he's starts to sit down and i sit next to him.

"Anyways why do you need all these books?" I can feel his annoyance coming off of him in waves. This is honestly great because if he hates me then there's nothing I can do to make him hate me more.

"None. Of. Your. Business." He grits out his jaw is clenched with anger.

"Is it because I'm black?" This usually stumps them. i smile.

He looks at me with his dead eyes and a chill goes up my spine.

"Yes"

Hold up what? I start cackling because that was so unexpected. Tears come out of my eyes because of how hard im laughing. I finally calm down and look at him and he's already staring at me.

"That was actually really funny"

Unless

"Are you racist? I automatically assumed you were joking." I start to glare at him.

"I'm not racist but I don't like you not because you're black but because you're annoying" is it just me or is he already in love with me?

"I'm sorry I stopped listening after you said you weren't racist. Also, congratulations love, you said your first sentence" i say smiling at him

"You ruined my day" he deadpans

My heart hurts hearing that but I'm saved from replying because I see my phone ringing. I pick it up when I see it's Isaac. I stand up leaving Xander alone.

"Hey isaac" I'm back sitting in my own table now but I can still feel Xanders eyes on me so I look up but he's looking at his book. Weird.

"Can I come over tonight?" He probably wants to see mina

"Loser just ask her out"

"I'm visiting for you" i can feel his blush

"Liar but fine. Also mina is making food to celebrate our first day and me not being pregnant."

"Huh? I don't even want to know. Should I bring something?" He's know her longer than I have... omg he's nervous.

"Are you nervous?" I tease

"No shut up virgin" i laugh at that

"You're a bigger virgin and yes bring something she's Egyptian it's part of her culture you can't come empty handed"

"I know shush bye now love you"

"Love y-" he hung up that little weasel.

Holy fork my class started I pick up my tote and run out of the library to my class.

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I feel like I'm not giving them enough chemistry but I also don't want the whole lust thing right away