Part 32
You parked the car in front of the pharmacy, you and Josh walked inside and looked for pregnancy tests, a man walked in with a camera, you turned to face Josh and said "you distract him while I get the test" he nodded then walked over to the man and started talking, you picked up a pregnancy test and went over to the tills, you paid for it and went back to the car, Josh followed closely behind you, he got in the car and said "have you got it" you pulled it out the bag and said "of course" he smiled then drove back home, when you got back you went inside and George and JJ was watching Big Bang Theory, you closed the door and said hello, Josh looked at you and said "ok, go upstairs and tell me what it says" you nodded and went to the bathroom, meanwhile Josh sat down with George and JJ:
JJ - where did you go?
Josh - just shopping
George - cool what did you get?
Josh - ah nothing really
George - why did (y/n) walk upstairs with a plastic bag
Josh - maybe we don't wanna save the environment, god is this some sort of '50 questions' or what
JJ - we were just asking
George - yeah, why are you so stressed
Josh - I'm just tired that's all, sorry guys
George - that's ok
A few minutes later you walked downstairs and went into the kitchen, Josh saw you and walked behind you, he closed the door and you both sat down at the kitchen table:
Josh - so what did it say?
You - it was mutual
Josh - what's that?
You - it doesn't know if I'm pregnant or not
Josh - oh, what should we do
You - I wanna know if I am or not, I got two so I will try the other one in a few hours
Josh - ok, well I'm going to make lunch
You - alright, I'm going to throw away the pregnancy test
You walked upstairs and went into the bathroom, George looked at it, you ran up to him and snatched the pregnancy test out of his hands, he looked at you and said "are you pregnant?" you looked at the floor and through the pregnancy test in the bin, you held George's hand and walked to the bed and sat down, he sat next to you:
You - George well...
George - so are you pregnant or not?
You - not sure yet, but I will do another one in a few hours
George - you're a bit young to have a child aren't you
You - it wasn't on purpose, it was an accident, plus its 50 50 chance so I might not
George - what if you are?
You - so what
George - well what if Josh is always on tour, we go around the world, nothing in the same place for more than 3 weeks, who's going to help you, he might not want to get married next, what if you guys break up, the child won't have a father, what are you going to do
You - you're right, I can't have a baby, Josh will never be around, I'm only young, I will need my own house, a new child safe car, I'm not ready
George - oh, no, I didn't mean to freak you out
You - I would need a better paying job, who's going to help me
George - (y/n) shh, calm down, we don't know yet, sorry to have gotten you worried, everything is going to be fine, now come on, I smell lunch
You smiled and hugged George, you both went downstairs and Josh had just finish making bacon sandwiches, they smelt lush, when you finished eating you went into the lounge to watch a movie, you all decided to watch Ted, it was so funny. When the movie finished you went upstairs:
JJ - (y/n) is spending alot of time upstairs, is she alright?
Josh - she's fine
JJ - ok then, I'm going to get my laptop, I'll be in my room if anybody wants me
*JJ walks to his bedroom and leaves the room*
George - I know
Josh - about (y/n)
George - yeah
Josh - did she tell you?
George - I found out myself
Josh - hope you know she isn't pregnant
George - well she doesn't know just yet
Josh - imagine if she is, wow, I would get married, have a big house in the country, go on little holidays, make cookies, I would have 2 kids, preferably a boy and a girl, boy first so the girl would have a big brother to protect her, we would have a nice dog and take it for walks in the woods, have an open fireplace and the kids will fall asleep when we are watching a movie, read them bed time stories, watch them grow up, we would have a perfect life together
George - you're missing one thing
Josh - oh what's that
George - Union J, what's going to happen
Josh - they wouldn't be time
George - so you're saying that if (y/n) is pregnant you're going to leave the band
Josh - I would have too, I wouldn't leave her alone with a baby
*it turns into an awkward silence*
Josh - you understand don't you
George - no, not really
George walks off upstairs, you walk past him on the stairs, he looked upset, you went into the lounge and Josh was standing there, he looked at you and said "and..." you walked over to him and said "I might need to go to the hospital"