Part 37
You woke up, Josh was getting dressed, you sat up and said "morning, morning Josh's ass" he pulled his jeans up and turned around, you jumped out of bed and he walked over to hug you, you smiled and said "so what are we going to do today?" he backed off a bit and his face dropped, you started to get a sad face and you said "what's wrong" he held both you your hands and looked into your eyes and he said "well, today me and the boys are going to talk to our producer so I can't spend the day with you" you walked over to your wardrobe and picked some clothes, you didn't even look or care what you were going to wear:
Josh - sorry but we have to do it
You - I know, why didn't you tell me
Josh - thought I could sneak out, I'm joking, I guess I forgot but this morning George walked in here and reminded me, you were asleep and you looked peaceful so I didn't want to wake you and tell you
You - ok then, I forgive you baby
Josh - good
You - so when will you be back home?
Josh - well...
You - what now
Josh - we have to meet him in... Rome
You - What! Rome, you mean, the one in Italy
Josh - is there any other Rome?
You - I'm taking my forgiveness back, first, how can you forget going to Rome, second, how can you not tell me, three, how can you leave today
Josh - sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
You - stop it Josh
Josh - sorry
You - dunno if I should forgive you or not
Josh - please forgive me, I didn't mean to, if you want I'll stay
You - no no go, its your job, you go home and pack, see you when you get back
Josh - I want to stay
You - well you can't
Josh - don't be angry
You - I'm not angry, I'm happy *did a fake smile* now go
Josh - you sure
You - yes, bye baby
*Josh kisses you*
Josh - bye angel, see you soon
Josh left the room, it was you and Daisy all alone, you got dressed into black skinny jeans, peach Hollister top, brown ugg boots and a black beanie, you walked downstairs, George and Josh had already left, you looked around for Daisy, you looked at a note on the table and it said:
Hi (y/n), I have to go to work today, I know its Sunday but there is an emergency, hope you understand, will be back later
Bye babe
Daisy xx
You threw the note in the bin, you went over to get some Weetabix with sugar on it then sat down to watch tv, you then got a call from your mum:
Mum - morning sweetie
You - morning, you going to say something horrible about Josh again
Mum - look I'm sorry about that, its been a stressful week and also...
You - I know, my other relationships have started amazing and ended terribly
Mum - you're right
You - Josh said it, trust me he is different
Mum - I won't know until I see him, look I have something to tell you
You - uh oh, what's wrong
Mum - well, I wanted to tell you in person but *long awkward pause and then mum starts crying*
You - don't cry, what's wrong
Mum - *pause* well *pause* your father is, well *starts crying again*
You - no, no, shut up, you're wrong, this can't be true, no
Mum - sorry, I can't
Your mum hung up and you burst out crying, you couldn't believe your dad was dead and you had no one to hold you.