Dewaangi

part 7 (Pyaar ka junoon)

Roshni was in her room..While Sayra was standing outside of her room..Sayra was tensed..
Sayra(to herself):pata nehi Roshni yeh tujhe kaise junoon sawar hua hain..Tu dunia bhula bethi hai apne aashiqui main..Roshni apne dunia main wapas aja apni zindegi ko jee le zara..Itna dewaanapan dekhke mujhe dar sa lagta hain..kahi tere dil tut na jaye..yeh dil to kanch ki tarah hain..Ek bar tut jaye to jurta nehi hai..
Sayra:Roshni..!!Sun rahi hain na meri baat tu?!Aise andar khudko kaid kar lene se kya hoga?Bahar aja meri jaan hum uncle se baat karenge na sath main..woh sunenge humari baat..
Roshni:Yeh dunia sunti hain par baat ko samajhti nehi hain.. Nehi jee sakti main Aman k bina..Ek use hi chaha hain meine dilse..maine to bachpan se kuch nehi manga unse.unhone jo lake dia woh hi lia..kabhi koi shikayaat nehi ki maine.
Sayra:Haan roshni main janti hoon..Aur uncle bhi to iss liye tujhe bht pyaar karte hain..teri khushi k liye hi Woh yeh sab kar rahe hain..
Roshni:Meri khushi bas Aman main hain..
Mujhe sirf woh hi chahiye..meri zindegi ka har ek faisla abbu ne lia hain..aaj bas main unse apni zindegi wapas chah rahi hoon..kya woh nehi mil sakta mujhe wapas?kya abbu itne pathar dil ho gaye hain?
Suddenly ahmad came there,and said
Ahmad:Haan hain hum pathar dil..magar sirf apki khushi k liye kar rahe hain hum yeh sab..Apko ek behtar zindegi dena chah rahe hain hum..lekin ap to na samjho ki tarah batein kar rahi hai..Bagawat kar rahi hain...
Roshni:Maine jo chaha hain agr mujhe woh na mila to main khatam kar dungi khudko..
Ahmad:apka aur uska milna kabhi nehi ho sakta ab..kyuki apki taqdeer humne Arham k sath jor dia hain..
Roshni:ab jo chahe woh kar le ap  abbu..agr mujhe mera pyaar na mila to main khudko mita dungi

Bgm:Main duniya bhula dungi teri chahat main..

Ahmad:Apko to Arham k sath nikaah karna padega..mark my words roshni. 
Ahmad (to Sayra):Ap chahiye humare sath..yaha bethe rehne se kuch nehi hoga..yeh pal bhar ki dewaangi khatam ho jayegi.
Sayra looked at Ahmad and said nothing..
Salma:Haan sayra beta tu aja humare sath..Raat bohot ho gai hain yahi ruk ja...

Sayra nodded in yes..Ahmad and salma left..
Sayra:kaise chor ke jaun tujhe akele yaha Roshni..
And she stayed there..she sat on the ground and rested her head on the door..
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In Roshni's room
Roshni:Yeh dunia chahne walo ki chahat ko puri kyu nehi karti hain..kyu pyaar mohabbat k age dunia k reeti rewaj ajate hain..aaj abbu ne mera sath nehi dia..shayad woh denge bhi nehi..main kya karu..mera jeena mushkil ho raha hain..

She was feeling restless..Roshni was sweating badly..she was not in her sense..Roshni held her dress tightly..she wanted to call Aman but she failed to call him. Roshni sat on the floor..she then held her head and closed her eyes...but Ahmad's words were hurting her... She was breathing heavily.. Her head was paining.. Roshni then stood up and went to the medicine box. She opened the box and took some sleeping pills. In order to have a good sleep she took many sleeping pills..She was thinking about Aman and her relationship and was also thinking about Ahmad's words.

Roshni sat on the bed...soon she fainted and fall on the ground..
Sayra who was sitting outside of her room heard the sound..And she panicked