A Promising Prayer ( ON HOLD)

Part 12

A week passed since the day Alexia died, Alexis is only a week. I changed her name from Trelxia to Alexis because that shit wasnt cute. Trell still stay with me helping out with her, he is a big help around the house. I cry about Alexia every single day, and today was the i was going to get pick out her outfit for her funeral tomorrow. Don been so supportive of me, he really been taking care of me as well as giving me my space. One day I just want wanted to sit in my bed and cry and he respected that. I got out of bed and headed to the bathroom, and turned on the shower. Once it got warm In and bathed and got out. I put on a black dress then pulled my hair back to a low pony tail and brushed my teeth. After i was completely ready i woke Don up.

"Good morning bae" he said sitting up in the bed.
"Good morning" i said back before walking out the room, to get Alexis and Trell up.
"Wake up" I whispered to Trell as i shook him lightly.
"Im up moma" he said as he got outta bed.
"Gone get ready, i will get Alexis ready" i told him getting Alexis out of her crib.
He nodded then headed to the hall bathroom. I took Alexis to my room and washed her in my sink, once she felt the water she woke up crying. I dryed her off and put her clothes on, by that time Don was getting out the shower. So i went in my room and sat on the bed, i brushed her hair with her soft brush. I put her too bows and fed her a bottle of milk, she was sleep bout time the bottle was half gone. I layed her out in my bed
"Baby have you seen my-" Don came out yelling, i cut him off mid-sentence.
"Shhhh" i said looking down at Alexis, he looked at her And started to whisper
"Im sorry have you seen my black shirt"
i point on the chair next to our bed. He grabbed it and kissed me on the head and walked out. I got and walked out,
"Trell you ready?" I asked walking up to the bath room in the hallway. "Yes ma'am" he said opening the door.
"Alright lets go, get Alexis car seat" i told him as i walked to my room to get Alexis and her bags. I picked Alexis up and layed her against my chest, and walked down the steps. Trell had sat her car seat by the front door so when I got there I grabbed it and put her in it. I bundled her up in lots of blankets i didnt want her to get sick, I grabbed my coat and took her out to the car. I open the back door and put he in and strapped her down. I got in the drivers seat and blow the horn for Don and Trell to come on.

The came out and Don locked the door behind him, Trell got in back and Don got in the passenger side. Once they were in I pulled of heading to the Funeral Home. When i pulled up i got so sad, once i parked we all got out. Alexis was still sleep so we kept her in her car seat, and walked inside. I waled to the front and signed in

"Imma finna go pay for everything" Don whispered as he walked to the back, i walked to side where she was. It wasnt really rooms that the bodies were it was more like sections separated by curtains. Her section was surrounded by sky blue curtains, her casket where she now layed her head was the same color. It had angels and doves painted all over it, it was one me and Trell picked out. Alexia was wearing a black dress until we picked out her outfit with her hair curled to one side. He makeup was simple just a lil eyeshadow and eye liner then lipstick to set the look,She looked beautiful. Trell and Alexis came in behind me
"Wassup bae" Trell said coming in sitting Alexis on the in her carseat and walked over to Aleixa's casket and kissed her.
"Man that daughter of ours crazy, she throwed up on me at 2 in the morning" he said to Alexia laughing. Trell would always talk to her like she was still alive, he talks to her like she actually gonna respond.
"She so pretty tho, she just like you baby" he said smiling at Alexia.
"You look beautiful" he said staring at her.
I felt tears rolling down my face, Trell is so damn strong and he a great father.
"She gets mad if ion compliment her momma" he said laughing looking back at me.
"Dont cry moma" he said getting up coming to comfort me. He rubbed my shoulders
"She likes heaven way better then she liked it her ma" he said layed his head in my shoulders.

"Im glad your here" a lady said pushing a rack of clothes in. "Look thru these" she said as she left the rack with us as she turned and walked out.
"Everything paid for" Don came in and said. He looked at the rack of clothes and pointed at a beautiful long pink dress, "thats the one" he said walking over to Alexia. I walked over and grabbed the dress its was absolutely beautiful its was silk spaghetti strap and had a shear scarf that wraps around the shoulders. I loved it
"She gonna look beautiful" Trell said smiling.