The boy next door (with Austin Butler)

Chapter 12

THE SONG AT THE TOP IS THE SONG I LISTENED TO WHILST WRITING THIS SO IF U WANNA LISTEN TO IT TOO IT ADDS ATMOSPHERE

"Are you sure you're okay with this?" He says with a deep rasp after putting my chin between his thumb and pointer finger and lifted it up to look him in the eye.
"Yes, I'm sure."
I pull his pants down just leaving him in his boxers, his boner is large and hard, for a second i panic. I've never seen one this big before. I pull his boxers down and just start off but spitting on it and using my hand. I start to swirl my tongue around the tip and he leans his head back and lets out a slow, deep moan, one of pure pleasure and ecstacy. I begin to let it slide down my throat and out, over and over again.
"Mhmmm, yes baby girl, just like that." He moans whilst stroking my head like a pet, but I liked it. I started to go quicker and quicker.
"Fuck, yeah." He bites his lip to try and shush himself. "Your so fucking hot. My little devil."

Fuck me, the way he is speaking is really turning me on even more . I just want him, the passion is like an ignited flame with no way of extinguishing it. This doesn't feel like a normal teenage hookup this feels real, spicy. This was like heaven in hell, I shouldn't want it this bad but here I am, needing him like a drug. He is my drug, my morphine he's there to numb the pain but he's so addictive. I've had a taste and I want more.

"I want you." I whisper as seductively as possible whilst undoing my tie.
"Show me how bad you can be." He says as if he is challenging me. I proceed to begin stripping for him. First my bright pink thong. I walk back over to him and lead him to a chair and sit him down. I grab his rock hard dick and put it inside of me. I start bouncing up and down moaning quietly directly into his ear. I then take off my shirt leaving me just in my bra and skirt. He reaches his arms around me and begins to undo my bra, as he does that I start to give him a hickey. He eventually gets my bra undone and takes it off me. He begins to suck on my hard nipple. I bite my lip and softly moan. He then picks me up and i wrap my legs around him and he puts me up against a wall. I let out small moans with each deep thrust. I bite his lip and begin making out with him.

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🦋31st May 2007🦋

My alarm blares and I suddenly wake up, I go in the shower and wash my hair. I get out and put my uniform, I run downstairs and wait for a knock at my door. 10 minutes later and the knock still hasn't come. I run back upstairs and do my makeup and hair.

Where is he? Oh my god, it was definitely yesterday he must of regretted it and now he probably doesn't want to be mates with me anymore. Oh for fucks sake, I've fucked it up again. I'm just going to have to run to school.

I run downstairs and grab my bag and leave the house. I run all the way to school. Once I'm stood in the school parking lot I see his car, parked up by the entrance. My eyes well up and i grab a tissue and wipe my eyes. I walk inside and my heart drops. Austin is stood down the corridor with his arm around another girl. Not just any girl, my number one enemy Ruby Hawks. My throat tightens and my world starts to feel like its crumbling. In that moment Austin looks up and sees me, his cheeks flush red and he looks away. I just stay stood still, frozen to the spot. Tears fall down my cheeks. My heart races and I turn around and walk out.
"India, wait!" He calls as he notices me leaving.
"Austin, babes! Ignore her." She grabs his arm and stops him from following me. I run all the way back home crying.

I open the front door and go straight to my room. I scream and let all my anger out punching my pillow. Hoe could he do this? I'm so stupid, why do I do this to myself. I cannot find someone who wants ME! He seemed so genuine and true. 6 weeks, he spent every day with me for 6 weeks. What did I do wrong?

A thousand thoughts at once flood my head. Blaming myself, blaming him. Trying to find any reason but i couldn't. Was I just not meant to find someone? I lock my bedroom door and curl up on my bed and cry.

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🦋1st June 2007🦋

I haven't left my bed in 3 days, my mum has been making me my meals and leaving them by the door. I finally decide to get up and go on a run. I need to clear my head and that's one way to do it. I brush my hair and put it in a messy bun and throw on a pair of jogger bottoms and a oversized hoodie. I grab my headphones off my desk and put some trainers on.

I open the door to leave when I look over at Austin's house 'For Sale' it says on a sign attached to the wall. I walk over to the house to see what's going on and the place is empty. Where has he gone? I pull out my phone and try to ring him... no answer so I try call his sister and once again no answer. I run around the block a few times trying to forget what I just saw.

I get home and my mums car is in the driveway, she must be home from work. I walk in and she is sat in the kitchen. I walk over and she is sat on the couch watching TV. I walk over to her and sit next to her.
"Hi baby, how are you feeling?"
"I'm ok, wheres Austin? Why does their house have a for sale sign?"
"I need to talk to you about that, they moved to L.A. he knocked but you were in your room and I didn't want to.upset you. I know how you are when your upset, you need room. But he left a letter if you want that?"
"Where is it?"
"Its on the counter in the kitchen."
"Ok, thanks mum."
She gives me a kiss on the head and I walk into the kitchen. I see an envelope on the counter and I grab it and run to my room. I lock the door and sit on my bed contemplating opening it. I grab the letter and rip it open before I change my mind.