All because I liked a boy //Finney Blake

I miss you

                                           ~📞~

14 days, 336 hours, 1209600 seconds without Robin... I miss you.

"Eleanor, get your ass in here!" My father yelled from the living room. What does he want.

I closed my diary as I walked out of my bedroom in my pajamas facing my dad.

"Yeah?" I asked not seeing anything wrong

"Have you seen my "absolut" liquor bottle?!" He questioned scrummaging threw the cabinets as bottles clanked.

"Uhm no why would I?"
"Don't you sass me young woman!" He yelled pointing his finger towards me in anger.

Absolut is one of the most famous liquor in the U.S.
$275.6 is the price. Wow he had the time and money to buy a single bottle of alcohol and not food? Typical yonis.
He's such an idiot I mean you can literally tell just by his name...

As he was still struggling to search for the bottle I went back into my room seeing as the time was 7:05.
I got dressed doing the same thing every morning.

Stuff just hasn't been the same without Robin. At least I've got Finney beside me though, he's been a good help.
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Walking out the door, and up the road to finneys I noticed. There's a new flier for Robin. His uncle has probably been putting them up daily since we've gotten lots of storms.

I knocked on the door as it flung open faster than expected. There Finney stood with a smile on his face which automatically made me smile too. He walked out of the house as I could hear Gwen's foot steps stopping around.

"Gwen cmonnn!" Finney whined having his hand on the door about to shut it.

"I'm coming shit head! Just wait" she yelled as she walked out the door shutting it behind her

Each day I walked along Finney and Gwen's side. We've been sticking together throughout school and after school hours too. I've gotten a lot closer with them however.

I feel like I don't have to act differently around them then others. I'd consider them my best friends at the moment...especially Finney.

But it's not like anything serious right, haha. We're just friends!!

Friends that hangout everyday. Friends that share drinks. Friends that laugh together until they can't breath. Friends that cry together. Friends that-...

Holy shit. Do I like Finney blake?! No no of course not of course I don't. I've never had a crush on any guy since like kindergarten I mean cmon now let's be real with our selfs Eleanor.

You do not like him.

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Walking into first period I always looked beside me to see if Robin would just randomly show up like normal. Of course I got my hopes up each time, cause he was never there.

After my first two periods of being half awake, not paying attention, and playing with my pencil. It was time to go to lunch.

There I was walking to the lunch room with my head hung low. I looked up trying to find my table as I saw Gwenny waving her arm around motioning for me to come over.

I sat down next to Finney and across from Gwen.

"Hey Eleanor!" She said with a smile ear to ear

I looked over at Finney who was munching on his mac n' cheese. When he noticed I was looking at him a stopped chewing as he had his pointer finger on his mouth

I giggled softly as he did the same

"Hey do you have a lunch?" Gwen asked looking around not seeing food on the table.

"Oh uh no, I didn't have time to pack." I said with a tiny smile.

I did have the time. I was hungry. But we didn't have food at home. We barely did. People sometimes didn't get why Vance stole. They just don't know what it's like for kids like us growing up.

"Have my blueberries." She said as she pushed her box of them towards me

"No, I'm not just taking your food" I said furrowing my eyebrows down pushing them back towards her.

"No seriously...I don't even like them anyway, Finney makes me take them because he wants me to eat healthier." She whispered rolling her eyes

"I heard that Gwenny" he said with a disappointed face

"Well it's true! I don't like them and you make me!" She crossed her arms

"Well sorry I care about your well being Gwendolyn" he sassed by saying her full name which I know she hates.

She scrunched up her nose and eyebrows with an angry expression.
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My last period was with Finney, I happily watched as He walked over sitting beside me taking off his Jean jacket revealing his blue and white shirt, the sleeves were cut at his forearm. I liked the shirt, it was nice.

"Dig the shirt" I smiled looking towards him
"Oh uh- yea thanks" he stuttered with his cheeks flaming red. Man it was easy to make this kid blush.

He tried to hide his red face behind his notebook until it wore off.

As Mr.Johnson explained yet another boring lesson I  was falling asleep until something sharp poked me in the side.

"Ow!" I whisper yelled looking towards Finney with his pencil by my hip.

"Pay attention, your falling asleep" he whispered with a smile going back to his geometry. Nerd.

I rolled my eyes as I carried my head with my arm letting my hair flow to the side. Soon enough I feel Finney pick up my hair throwing it over my other shoulder.

I lift up my head looking at him with one eyebrow up

"What, it was in my way" he shrugged as we both laughed.
I looked over his shoulder at his work as he was writing.
He picked up his head slowly turning it towards me

"Shouldn't you be paying attention to the lecture?" He asked gesturing to the chalk board with his hand.

"Yeahhh but this is more fun then listening to Mr. Johnson's voice" I said with a sigh still watching him work.

I was trying so hard to stay awake, I even slapped myself a couple times to wake myself up but I just couldn't. My head fell onto finney's shoulder lightly as I closed my eyes.

Finney's pov//
                 I felt a weight on my shoulder with hair tickling down my back. Eleanor fell asleep on me. Butterflies knotted up in my stomach, I could feel my face get red. Jesus why do I blush so easily!!

I didn't know what to do with her head on my shoulder. I didn't want to wake her up because I know she hasn't had a good sleep lately since Robin has been gone. Neither have I.

I looked over at her relaxed face and her delicate breathing. Some hair flowed down her face. How much hair could a woman have gosh.

I brushed it back tucking it behind her ear. I smiled looking at her. I think I might like Eleanor...

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