In Love With The Cursed

Chapter 9

"This is great, I dont know why I didn't just become a remodeler instead of meat dispenser." Amber chimed as the looked at her painted flowers and butterflies on the wall. Taehyung had come to visit me yesterday and told me how he and the others were busy trying to renovate the children's schools and make it more appealing.

I had offered Amber and I's services of painting and he had happily accepted. I did think it would be a way for me to spend some time with my mates as well but I had seen them for all of a minute before they had to rush off to a meeting. I had to understand though, they were busy just as I and couldn't stop their whole day for me, even thought I knew they would should I ask.

But I wouldn't, I didn't want to get in the way of them and their work. So instead I had spent the last two hours painting about the toddlers classroom with Amber, and it was coming along nicely. They had told us to do whatever and we really had.

I had mainly focused on drawing and painting some fun animals while Amber had been just next to me adding the flowers and bugs to the mix. We were doing a pretty damn good job, I only hoped the children would like it.

"Why did you choose meat dispensary? You could have chosen anything?" I asked, trying to outline the giraffe I had finished painting awhile ago. Amber shrugged, continuing to add colours to her flowers.

"If I'm being honest, the money is good and it just makes me feel like I'm contributing you know? Doing something beneficial for the pack." She let out, finishing another tulip.

I nodded, understanding where she was coming from. Many people in the pack preferred the beneficial jobs as they wanted to feel like they were helping, many even had more than one job. But the pack always worked together and everything that everyone did was always beneficial.

"By the way, did you find out what your mates were hiding?" Amber asked innocently, carrying on with her painting. I glanced to her from the side of my eye, deciding I might as well tell her. She's my best friend and I know she wouldn't repeat anything I said to her.

"Yeah, they're half breeds. Half vampire half wolf."

Amber gasped, swinging her head to look at me with wide eyes.

"Now that is just meant to be, a half breed witch alpha and her mates half breed vampire alphas, fuck you make me jealous." Amber giggled, taking it much better than I thought she would. I thought she'd be worried on the matter, but she seemed more excited than anything.

"Yeah, I guess we are." I shrugged, a small appreciative smile tugging on to my face.

"How did it go when you confronted them about it though?" She continued, placing her brush down as she looked my way. I sighed placing my paint brush down as well, turning my body to completely face her. I could feel an ashamed look wash over my face, still feeling shameful for how I had gone about the situation.

"Well, I kind of tried getting information out of their beta and then I got caught, and then it was a massive fight." I summed it up shortly, not wanting to go to much detail about it. The argument was our first and it was pretty bad, I guess that's alpha mates for you.

"Mira! You sneaky bitch!" Amber gasped, covering her mouth as she began giggling hearing about all my gossip and shameful actions.

"Yeah I know okay, it wasn't my finest moment and I already feel shit about the whole thing." I grumbled, looking down at the floor in embarrassment and shamefulness.

I couldn't stop thinking about what I had done, even if my mates had forgiven me. It was shameful and embarrassing, it was disgraceful what I had done. No to mention I couldn't get the disappointed look on Yoongi's face out of my head.