Howl Of Fame (TO BE PUBLISHED)

Chapter 14

Hindi pa lang tapos ang kanilang pagsasaya at pagsalubong sa eclipse ay mabilis akong umalis sa pagkakatipon. I said to Jake that I just needed to use the restroom, but the truth is, I can't stand longer watching Moon and Aphrodite being together and kissing in front of us. The weight of the atmosphere is killing me, suffocating me and depriving my happiness by their felicity.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako kayang dalhin ng mga paa ko. Ang gusto ko lamang ay ang makaalis dito. I enter the forest without thinking I might kill myself in cold.

Denise had previously forewarned me about love, but she had never forewarned me about this agony that would have been worse than beating in a jail. Napatingala ako sa buwan. Am I not your favorite star anymore?

Napahinto ako sa kalagitnaan ng gubat. I can't see anything but trees and more trees. The snow started to chill and my clothing was no longer able to keep me warm as it snowed even harder.

Snow flakes began to fill from my eyes, and helps me to feel numb. I can't stop crying because of the weight I'm carrying. I broke down in tears as I sat in the crook of a large acacia tree.

We are not a kids anymore. We're not that young who's always curious about the world outside. This is reality. He's belong to someone else, and I remain useless. All those old kisses and hugs was merely part of our curiosity and loneliness. But what happened today makes me wonder if I ever crossed in his mind.

Bigla na lang nangantal ang buo kong katawan. Nagsimula nang lukubin ng malamig na simoy ng hangin ang aking pang-amoy na nanuot hanggang sa aking dibdib. Napahawak ako sa ilong ko nang bigla na lang tumulo ang pulang likido doon. The blood from my nose won't stop from running down. My hand started to freeze, and I could no longer see but a fuzzy vast.

A pair of shoes abruptly came to a stop in front of me, my head began to spin, but I was too dazed to see who it was. The blood was still streaming into my nostrils and I couldn't help myself anymore to face the consequences of running in the middle of freezing snow.

His voice echoed in my head as he started to speak, "look at you. You look dying." He chuckles and crouches down.

Inangat niya ang aking mukha gamit ang kaniyang daliri. Sinubukan ko pa ring alalahanin ang kaniyang pamilyar na boses. Hindi ko na rin magamit nang maagi ang paningin.

"Wh-who a-are you?" My lips were shaking.

He suddenly reaches his lips on mine. I stun at my spot and not able to move. His lips do fit mine and the urge of lust flowing down to my nerves is burning me. Ang kaninang nakakamatay na lamig ay napalitan ng naglalaglab na apoy na tila ba ay naglalaro sa aming labi.

"Do I need to introduce myself to you?" he said between our kisses. He crashes my lips again.

"Do you feel that?" he whispered in my ear. "Want to know why?" His voice is throbbing my heart. The warm air from his mouth shiver down to spine. "Because your soul only belongs to me," the Alpha remarked.

He kissed me, deeply. No matter how hard I tried to tell myself to push the Alpha away and avoid him, my entire body was demonstrating the contrary. The hunger and agony I'm currently experiencing seem to be temporarily relieved by it.

I was catching my breath when he released my lips.

"I made you for this day. Alam mo ba iyon?" He said. "Without my order, you are just an ordinary mortal who tried to save her sister!" he whispered on my ears. " I gave you the power to be one of us and now..." Hinila niya nang malakas ang buhok ko, "and now, I take back what is rightfully mine."

Ramdam ko ang bawat salita na pilit niya na ginigiit. He knows that I was a mortal. He knows that I was one of the subjects. He orders to implant a monster inside me.