Mission To The Heart (TeacherXstudent) (GXW)

Chapter 25 - Headache

We better sleep. She said shaking her head as if trying to get out of a trance but still looking at my lips I guess she lost her fight because her lips were on mine not long after that.

This is so wrong...she said pushing me onto the bed and climbing on top of me, my breath caught in my throat only a moan left my mouth, as my hands found their way to her thighs leaving marks everywhere.

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I woke up with a huge headache and wrapped myself in a duvet, waves of nausea adding to my misery I could feel the agonizing urge to throw up after a few times of deep breaths I got it under control I really hated throwing up.

As I turned on my side my eyes locked with Miss Adams's face still in peaceful sleep, I could feel the anxiety entering my body the memories of last night entering my brain. The kisses, my hands running upon her body, the moans everything was coming back, I was scared of her reaction I didn't know what she felt she never talks about it, what if she has only sexual attraction to me or something, I want more than that I think I'm starting to... it's just complicated she's my teacher, someone, I can not have I could get her in jail it was just so messed up.

When she opened her eyes I felt my breath catch in my throat, eyes the color of autumnal leaves the morning light giving them a golden color I was so mesmerized that all the anxiety fled away from my body, I could feel her analyze my every move I guess she was just as scared as I was, we stayed still for long minutes only looking in each other eyes. I could feel my eyes getting heavy only to fall into a slumber sleep right after.

When I woke up again I was alone in bed, I sat up and looked around I notice clothes at the end of the bed and a towel so I just headed to the shower trying not to think so much of what was about to happen.

I had lost count of how many times she said this couldn't happen but it was still going on, and every time my heart broke a little bit more, I was starting to get tired of this back and forward.

I took some time in the shower to get all of my thoughts in place and calm my racing heart trying to prepare for what she was about to tell me. When I got downstairs I was attacked by three racing dogs that come my way, they were one of my happy places I could not smile at these big boys I was so caught up with them that I barely ear miss Adams clear her throat to get my attention.

I guess you want to talk. I said while looking at the ground she didn't say anything only pulled me by the hand to get closer to her.

Hey, I'm not mad, okay, but you know...Riley...this really can't...be happening...even if I'm almost lunging from a cliff for you, every time I look at you or touch you makes me not care about jail...but please understand. You're so Young Riles you can have anyone you want and this - she said pointing between us too - maybe is only admiration for an authority figure, and I know that is a normal thing at your age but...it will pass eventually. she said while passing her fingers through my face and cleaning my running tears that were falling from my face.

Before I could say anything someone open the front door it was Jason's brother, the look on his face was pure shook.

I should go. I said while taking her hands from my face slowly and starting to walk to the door giving Jackson a small sad smile.

Miss Adams Pov*

When I heard the door close I just let a loud sob leave my body I felt like my heart was being squeezed I couldn't breathe normally, I couldn't see anything because of the stream of tears that were falling down my face. I felt two strong arms evolving me and a voice trying to reassure me that everything would be okay.

I... Hurt her again... I said crying even louder only to feel Jackson squeezing me harder against him.

Everything will be okay, try and breathe okay, breath with me in and out. That's it. He said

Did you guys do anything? He asked.

No, she stop it but if she hadn't I wouldn't have stopped it, Jackson, I want her, I need her for fuck sake, and I can't have her. I said

Yes, you can, hey look at me, it's almost over, and then you guys can be whatever you guys want okay? He said looking straight into my eyes.

That if she doesn't hate me until then I keep hurting her, breaking her heart because I can't keep my hands to myself. I said closing my eyes to try and fight the new tears forming in my eyes.

Jessica, that girl looks at you with love yes, love okay she looks at you like she is in love with you, and I can tell the same thing about you, hold on okay it will be okay, if in the end, she doesn't want you, you fight for her to get her back, okay.

Okay...Thank you... I said hugging him.

I will send a text to Jason for him to be with her right now he will know what to say to reassure her okay? Now breathe and relax okay and tell me all the details about yesterday and how she ended up in your house.

You won't judge, will you? I asked.

Who do you think I am? Of course, I will. He said laughing and that cracked a laugh out of me.

But first, of all why are there three dogs in your house? he said looking at the three big dogs, I only smiled softly at them.

It's Riley dogs. I said.

I hope you guys enjoy this small chapter also, the next one will be a big one. <3