Mission To The Heart (TeacherXstudent) (GXW)

Chapter 14 - Denial

I woke up feeling rested and for a minute my mind was blank, and I was just laying there with no thoughts what so ever, it didn't last long before I knew my mom and everything that was going on just popped in my head, how great, I can't just have a break. 

Got up and got dressed, had my coffee and after that went to my car, and when I looked at my watch I knew something was wrong, shit it's too fucking early why does this keep happening to me, and then I realized that I didn't set my alarm yesterday, I'm a mess, I need to get my shit together.

well, I guess I could go and talk to Miss Adams, I want to say thank you one more time for her support, so I got in my car and drove to school.

I hope she is not annoyed by my presence, it's actually really hard to know how she is going to react, sometimes she is the sweetest most loving person and sometimes she is just a bitch, don't get me wrong I kinda love that side of her but she can also be scary and really intimidating.

As soon as I got out of my car I went inside, of course, I was practically the only very stupid person to be so early at school, oh well what can I say my love for history is stronger than anything.
If Jason was here he would probably say something like "yes history for sure, and nothing to do with the very hot teacher you so have a crush on" yes thank you, Jason, you're not even here and I can still hear you, I laughed, and went to the classroom, I knew I was going to find her there, she always got to school pretty early.

I was getting close to the door when I heard my name, I stopped, the door was not fully closed and I could see Miss Adams and her Friend and also teacher Jackson, they were talking about me, I needed to know what were they talking about, I got close to the door and just stayed there listening.

I overheard Jason and Patricia talking about some crazy stuff and your little friend Riley was in the middle of it, Jackson said.

Well if you heard the same things she told me, you must have thought they were talking about a movie because that sounded all made up, Miss Adams said

(She didn't believe me, now I'm hurt, I shared a part of my life that is so important to me and she couldn't even tell that she didn't believe me to my face, I thought trying to fight the urge to get inside that classroom and tell them everything I had in my mind.)

I know, I overheard a lot of stuff and I have to say, I'm starting to think that Riley might be a bad influence on Jason and Patricia.

(What? How can he think that, I thought.)

Come on Jackson don't make this something that it isn't, Riley is a nice girl this is just a way for her to cope with her mom's death, I really didn't believe anything she said, or at least most of what she told me, but if that makes things better for her who am I to judge, Miss Adams said.

Oh no enough I have to get out of here, if I listen to this one more minute I am going to explode!
I wanted to find Jason and Patricia and tell them about what I just heard, ohhh I was so pissed off, but my class was starting and I have a feeling they were starting their classes later because I couldn't find them anywhere.

I couldn't pay any attention to the class, Miss Adams's words were going on and on inside my head, How could she not believe me, and worst how could she let me tell her everything and pretend she believed every word I said. I just want the bell to ring so I can get the hell out of here and go talk with Jason and Patricia.

Finally, it was time, the bell rang and I got up as fast as I could, I knew I could find them in the library, and that's where I went. 
I saw them studying, went up to them, Patricia noticed me first, I Riley how are you? How did things go? Tell us everything she said in a very exciting tone.