there's a girl. another girl. I like her. I like her a lot. honestly. I'm not quiet sure how to explain how much I do like her.
I told him I wouldn't do anything with her on Saturday when she spent the night. I lie to make sure things don't change. he doesn't have to find out. she doesn't go to this school and she doesn't fuck around with any of my friends.
he'll get over me eventually. but love doesn't just die. it's not that easy.
but I like her. maybe she'll mean something.
cause, God, do I like her.
we went to the movies. first time ever seeing her. we met online. one of those relationships.
and I was looking at her. she looked over and pulled the whole, 'the movies over there, but here' thing but, gosh, she was beautiful. I don't know how to describe what she's like. she's amazing. beautiful. honestly everything I need right now.
she makes me smile and laugh and oh I can't wait to see her this weekend again.