I want to talk to him.
I want to go back
and text him
and apologize.
But there is always the fact that
maybe,
he's OK with not talking to me.
That he's done with talking to me
and what I said only hurt in the moment.
Even if what I said still hurts me,
days after what has been said.
I want to know if he cried when I said that
Or if he just shrugged it off
I cried
That's for sure
I cried so much.
I want to talk to him
And
And
Just be with him
Like we used to be
I fucking miss him
And I doubt he cares
I shouldn't have said what I said to him
Should have kept the relationship going
Even though
I was hurt so much
But
I would still have him
The person I could talk to
But
He hurt me
All the time
He's words
All of his words
Im done with him
But I want him so bad
Why must everything be about him
