generation lost (Cricky)

2.meeting the guys

A/N okay I wrote all this but it got deleted so I'm not a happy bunny but its ghosts birthday today . yayyy! Please vote and comment !

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*Chris'p.o.v*

Oh shit I hope he didn't see that...

I turn back round and look at him , the fear in his eyes say everything.

I quickly try to break the silence

"Hey Ricky do you wanna eat lunch with me and some of my friends? I know they'll like you."

"Umm y...yeah s.s.sure"

At this point I just gave up and avoided him till lunch. I was sat next to him in everything , but I hardly spoke or looked at him.

*RICKY'P.O.V*

I was in science sat next to chris. I think something's up with him because he avoided looking and speaking to me .

There was a kid next to me that kept saying stuff then laughing at me. I was surprised Chris didn't do anything, but he does seem to be avoiding me.

When the bell for lunch went Chris rushed out of class. I quickly followed but lost him half way there.

I finally arrived at the lunch room and found the table he was sat at. I plonked my self down in the only seat left, next to Chris .

"Guys, this is Ricky and Ricky this is josh but he prefers balz," we all laughed "Devin , but he prefers ghost, then Ryan, and Angelo "

I instantly liked josh... I uh mean balz , not in a gay way , he's just funny and cool.

I shrank back in my seat, why is Chris avoiding me ? Do I have feelings towards him? What's going on ?

Josh just have noticed because he smiled at me and said "Hey Rickie , do you want to come back to our house after school ? "

I nodded and the bell went

~~~~~~end ofschool~~~~~~~

I walked out with Chris , we waited next to Angelo' car.

"Hey uuuh do... You And the g..guys like live together ?

"Yeah why?"

"J...j...just wondered "

Angelo and the rest of them came over to the car.

"SHIT" Ang exclaimed "there's only 5 seats, someone's going to have to sit on someone else's lap."

"Okay I guess its gonna have to be the smallest sat on the largest" josh said.

They all looked at me, then Chris. I started blushing , heavily.

Everyone was in the car apart from me. I waited for Chris to get comfortable before climbing onto his lap. His arms instantly snake around me , holding me to his body . He was really cold but it was nice. His head rested on my shoulder, I turned around and he started leaning closer to me , I did the same , I could feel his breath on me. We were interupted by Angelo saying "look I know you two are sat on each others laps , and everyone here's gay or bi , but that is no excuse for a make out session in the back of my car"

I could feel my self blush really hard and Chris tore away from me. Avoiding looking at my eyes .

Suddenly josh piped up "hey Rickie are you gay, straight or something in the middle?"

"I am uhh gay " I said in the lowest voice possible .

Josh high fived me " same "

"Ghost is bi , so are chris and Ange.

Me and Ryan are gay , like not for each other , nobody's dating anyone at the moment. Though some people have an eye on someone"

I swear everyone just gave josh a death glare .

We pulled up at a large Victorian style house. It was beautiful

I asked were the toilets were and followed chris' directions .

As I was coming down the steps I heard Chris saying in a low voice "we all like Ricky but just to make it clear , no one is to harm him unless they want me coming after them. Understood ? "

I wonder what they ment by that ? I opened the door and walked in . josh tried to break the unnerving silence

"wanna watch a film? "

We all nodded in agreement chris rushed up stairs , probably going to bed.

There are so many things I need to ask him about . like : what happened in the car? What were they just talking about ?

Josh put the nightmare before Christmas on and we all sat on the carpet. I wonder why we didn't sit on the couch.

The carpet was pitch black and fluffly , the walls were white and black stripes and the TV was massive.

Chris stepped into the room, making us all jump. He smiled when he saw what we were watching , and instantly got under the duvet that was on top of us and snuggled next to me , I guess it was just so he could fit under it.

Suddenly josh turned and looked at chris with a horrified expression on his face. Chris blushed and continued to watch the film. I wonder what that was all about......

We had a bit of a movie marathon and when we finished it was past midnight. Chris offered I crashed here for the night. I gladly accepted , he took me upstairs and handed me some pajamas and I got changed in the bathroom. I went back into his room and he was talking to Angelo , I couldn't tell what he was saying but from the expression on his face, it didn't sound great.

Ange rushed out of the room and chris turned to me and forced a smile.