generation lost (Cricky)

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***Chris's P.O.V***

"nooo, I mean like are we dating ?"

What am I doing ? Why did I think it was a good idea to take him here ? To have him on my lap , cuddled into me? This is bad. What am I supposed to do ? I cant just lead him on like that . What am I doing? Okay calm down Chris .

"We should go" I said a bit harsher than I meant to , I pulled him up , grabbed his arm and teleported home.

"You should go "

"b-but I'm staying at yours for the weekend-Ange let me" he whimpered

"Fine"

I opened the door and we were instantly bombarded with questions. I slipped past them and went to my room.

***Angelo's P.O.V***

As soon as the door opened , we all rushed over to greet Chris and Ricky, asking them how it went. Chris barged past us , and stomped upstairs, Ricky was on the verge of tears. We all hugged him and he started to shake and sob. Josh obviously had no idea what he was doing and blurted out :

"What is wrong with him"

"he's crying" I whispered to him.

"You guys are so insensitive , let me talk to Ricky alone " Ghost hissed. We backed away from Ricky and Ghost picked him up and carried him into the living room.

***Ghost's P.O.V***

I put Ricky down and close the door behind us. I Pull him into a hug and let him cry on my shoulder. After about 3 minutes he stopped crying and I let go of him, I sat on the sofa and motioned him to sit next to me . He sat next to me and lent onto me, I put my arm around him and held him close- I knew he needed it.

"Ricky?" I whisper softly .

"yeah" he whispers , his voice hoarse .

"Will you tell me what happened ? "

"Everything ?"

"Everything "

"okay"

He sat up and began telling me what happened :

"Well we flew to the cinema, I was on his back. When we got there , he stole some popcorn for me , and we slipped into the film place thing. During the film , I some how ended up, you know- like cuddled into him " He started blushing.

"And then Chris put his arm round me , I realised what I was doing and pulled away. When we were leaving he grabbed my hand and we walked out of the cinema. I got on him again and he started flying over things I didn't recognise , trees and fields. He made me close my eyes and when he landed he tied a blindfold over them before proceeding to carry me somewhere. When he put me down , he untied the blindfold and it was beautiful. We were next to a river , there were candles everywhere and a rug and a duvet on the floor" He started smiling.

"He pulled me onto his lap and we just watched the sunset, wrapped in a duvet , rocking back and forth. When the sun had gone down, I started talking to him. I asked him if it was like a date, and he said yes" The hurt was obvious in his voice "And then I asked him if we were like... dating. And-And he grabbed me and teleported back here " He broke down crying and I instantly wrapped my muscular arms around him- poor Ricky , he doesn't deserve this.

He eventually just falls asleep , I lay him down on the sofa and put a blanket over him. I leave the room and walk upstairs , knocking on Chris's door.

"What" he grunts

"Can I come in ? I want to talk to you "

No answer. I open the door , He's sat on his bed with his knees pulled up, his face resting on them and a small black teddy bear being held firmly by his hands. I close the door behind me and sit next to Chris , putting my arm around him . My attitude towards Chris had changed, he may be upsetting Ricky , but he's still my best friend , and I know he wouldn't do all this to purposely hurt anyone.

"Chris , are you okay ?"

"No"

"Chris , tell me what's going on. This isn't like you"

"No. Devin , just leave." He pulls his face out of his knees, still holding the bear. Its obvious he'd been crying.

"Not until you tell me what's happening " I say sternly.

"GET OUT" he shouts , standing up, towering over me .

"Chris" I say soothingly "It's okay. You can tell me, please"

He sits back down , his legs stretched out and his hands on his lap, holding the bear and looking at it.

"Chris , what happened 5 years ago wasn't your fault. "

He threw the bear across the room and started to cry silently .

***Chris's P.O.V***

What happened 5 years ago was my fault , it was all my fault. If I hadn't been so careless I would still have him here today with me.

On my birthday , 5 years ago , my beautiful boyfriend , who I had been with for about 2 years, decided to take me out. His name was Kuza and he was gorgeous . He knew I was a vampire , but he didn't understand that a vampire is a killing machine , a pure source of evil. We may seem perfectly fine and human , but as soon as we turn vampire, were usually uncontrollable. We can manage 5 minutes being in control at most. He took me to a café and we had coffee and talked. I loved being around him so much.

When we got home , he gave me the bear as a present , one of the only things I have to remember him by. Things got pretty heated and before we knew it we both had our shirts off, and he was slammed against the wall , kissing me passionately . We broke away from each other , and I began to trail kisses on his jawline and neck , until I reached his shoulder. I have no idea why I did this , or why I thought it would be a good idea , but I bean to nibble on part of his neck , earning a moan from him, he moved his neck sharply , causing one of my fangs to tear into his skin. I started to turn into my vampire form , My body became taller and thinner. My face became longer and very skinny, the bones poking out. My eyes became large and red and my hair became incredibly long and black. Kuza muttered "wow" and the red liquid spilled out of him even more, I couldn't take it. I latched onto his neck and took all his blood, draining him in a matter of seconds.

I relaxed and exited my vampire form , I was holding a limp Kuza in my arms, I led him down and just cried . The guys had gone to their friends for the night to give us some 'privacy'. They came home to me sobbing , led on his chest .

We buried him in a field near our house.

After that night , me and the guys have been improving our control, that's why we could have small amounts of Tyler. In fact I could probably be exposed to blood and not want it.

I do like Ricky, in fact I REALLY like Ricky , it's just , well. I still love Kuza , I think ,

and I wouldn't want the same happening to him- it probably wouldn't , we can control ourselves now , but I wouldn't want to take that risk.

Okay, hope you enjoyed this. A BIG thank to BalzWhorrorMIWxxx for giving me the idea to use kuza , and I'm sorry for not using Ashleigh :(

Thank you for reading ! Next chapter up at 12 votes ! :3 ~ jade