generation lost (Cricky)

7. Ouch

****RICKYS P.O.V******

I enter my house , and sneak upstairs , my mums out , great. I kick my clothes off and run the shower. As i'm waiting for it to warm up I begin to takes my makeup off. I cant believe I looked like this today , my makeup had run every where.

I start to look at my body , the spots , the scars , everything. its disgusting , I hate my self, how could any one ever like me , never mind love. i'm doomed for an eternity alone.

I snap out of my negative thoughts and quickly hop into the shower, letting the water run all over my disgusting body....

I climb out the shower and start to get ready for bed - well put on some boxes .

I wade through the mess on my floor and plonk my self down on the bed , falling asleep almost instantly . My dreams are empty , darkness surrounding me , not the nice kind , the bad kind , the uneasy kind.

I wake up , and trudge towards my closet , pick something to wear and then straighten my hair, do my makeup etc..

Great , schools almost started , I head out the door and see Chris a bit ahead , I run to catch him up , but he just walks even faster . I give up , feeling annoyed and rejected . I arrive at school , which was empty.

" hey emo "

I sigh and carry on walking .

"Hey emo , when I'm talking to you you look at me"

I turn around to see the boy who was punching me before behind me .

"Yeah , that's better , its time to finish what I started , and this time your stupid 'boyfriend' isn't around to protect you."

I gulp and slowly back off before turning around to walk to form

( A/N home room ? Idk we call it form at my school ☺)

I feel a hand grasp my throat as I'm pushed towards the wall , I'm struggling to breathe. He begins to punch my face , busting my lip , and I think I now have a nose bleed. My face kills . the bell goes and I'm dropped , wheezing for breath and sobbing my eyes out. I'm left while people rush off to class , about 10 minutes later its silent , until I hear what sounds like two people walking up the corridor . I gingerly open my eyes and see josh and Angelo walking towards me . I - I think Angelo told josh to wait at the end of the corridor because he just stops. Angelo runs towards me and picks me up. Carrying me towards the nurses office. He lays me down on some kind of bed. I think its empty , because Angelo is tending to me. He cleans up my busted lip , and nose bleed. I have no idea how he can resist so much blood... He pulls out an icepack and gently places it on my face. He smiles.

"Thank you" I whisper , before I fall into what I hope is sleep.

I wake up, panicking before I realize where I am , Ryan , Balz ,Ange and Ghost were at the other end of the room. I wonder where Chris is.

I sit up. "Hey guys.....w-w-what happened ? "

Angelo replies " you had a bloody nose and a busted lip , I think someone decided to punch you in the face , can you remember who it was ? "

I nod "I-I think it was Tyler"

"What a stupid piece of shit , he is going to get it next time I see him" Ghost said angrily .

"Where- where's Chris ? " I ask timidly .

They look around before Ange says " we aren't sure , you did text him didn't you Ryan "

"Yeah " Ryan replies.

I look at the clock , 12:00 , just 2 hours to go until I can go home .

I wonder why Chris didn't show up. Any way , I guess it didn't matter. I sit up and stretch, getting ready to stand up , when Ange says "What do you think your doing ?"

"Ummm, going to class"

"Ricky , its lunch -_-"

"oh"

Me and the guys just sit there , getting to now each other for a bit when Josh suddenly pipes up " Hey Ricky , why did you move to Scranton ?"

"Oh, umm , my mum was concerned about me , I didn't have any friends and I was bullied really badly "

All the guys had a pitiful look plastered on their faces , I wanted to scream at them to stop it.

Then Ryan said " Ricky , were always here for you okay ? you can tell us anything you know " adding a reassuring smile at the end of it .

Time flew by and before I knew it it was 12:30, time to head to lessons. Great , P.E.

(A/N or gym, what ever you want to call it )

Chris should be in this class with me. I enter the changing rooms and pick a corner at the bottom of it , I start to get changed and realize someone is watching me , I turn around and see Chris has his back to me , so it wasn't him. I glance around and realize it was Tyler . I brush it off and continue to get changed . When I was finished I waited for he teacher to instruct us to go out side . As I was walking towards the running tracks I was grabbed and pulled behind a wall , a hand over my mouth preventing me from screaming for help.

Great , it was Tyler , I stopped struggling and just gave in. When the others had all gone by I was realised from his grip.

"Hello Ricky " he whispered with a creepy grin , my heart was pounding with fear , but I couldn't move.

I back up against the wall , he just moves closer to me . I feel his fist hit my already damaged face , this continues for a while , before he leaves to join the P.E group , I pull out my phone and text Angelo,

R - help , tyler came again , im on the floor next to the sports equipment sheds

A - okay ricks , im on my way , hang on :)

A/N next Chapter will be up when this one gets 10 votes! haha am I pushing it ;) anyway hope you enjoyed this , if you have any ideas or anything , please comment , or message me ! thanks guys ! xx