generation lost (Cricky)

14

***CHRIS' P.O.V***

I was snapped out of my thoughts when Ghost coughed , directing my attention to him.

"Chris, I need to ask you some things , but you need to promise to tell the truth-otherwise I will get josh up here"

I sighed "Okay"

he sat next to me and tried to make eye contact.

"Chris, do you like Ricky ?"

I took a deep breath and managed to say "honestly , yes , almost as much as I did Kuza" That sounded so horrible. I cant believe I just said that.

"Would you be willing to ... kinda move on , from Kuza"

"I honestly don't know" I said blankly "But I think I could move on for Ricky , I think Kuza would understand"

"Do you know how upset Ricky is ?"

"Look I didn't mean for this to all happen , it just- it just did"

"Chris , you need to talk with Ricky"

I sighed "Okay"

"Okay then , come downstairs with me and I'll go get Ricky"

I stood up to follow him out the door when he said "Chris , leave the bear"

"NO" I say protectively , keeping it firmly in one of my hands.

We made our way downstairs and entered the living room, Ricky was sat next Ryan his face buried into his neck , crying silently, Ryan's arms wrapped protectively around him.

"Oh hey guys " Ryan mumbled.

We just nodded. Ghost approached Ricky and whispered something in his ear , which was unaudible for me. Ricky nodded , and curled out of Ryan , whispering "thankyou " to him. Ghost motioned for us to follow him. We walk up the stairs , Ricky in front of me , my head level with his ass. It took so much effort to not just stare at it. God it was perfect.

Ghost enters my room , and we both follow him, sitting down on the bed next to each other as Ghost stands in front of us. I glance over at Ricky , his eyes were red and puffy , probably from crying. I felt so bad.

"You two , I'm leaving you in here until you've sorted things out , the window and door will be locked , and we have made sure you cant teleport , Chris" He announced , sounding incredibly formal ; for Ghost.

I don't know why he decided to do all that , because I wanted to solve this with Ricky. Ghost exited the room and locked us in, making Ricky panic and shake. I lent over to him and wrapped me arms around him , trying to comfort him. Eventually it worked and he calmed down, allowing me to talk with him.

"Ricky , your so beautiful " I said , not registering what I was doing.

He blushed madly before muttering "Thanks"

"Ricky , I'm sorry about earlier , I really am, its just.."

I felt the tears in my eyes . I could not break down now, it isn't the time. The more I think about what happened with Kuza, the more the tears threatened to burst free. I couldn't hold them back and I violently burst into sobs , holding the bear as close to me as I could.

Ricky was obviously startled by this, and did his best to comfort me, trying to putting his arms around me. I quickly snap myself out of it and he removed his arms from me.

"Chris." Ricky sighed, looking me in the eyes sadly, *sigh* "I really do like you Chris. I understand if you don't feel the same way, we've only just met and I have no idea why this has all happened so quickly. "

Well I guess I kinda figure out that he liked me - and well humans are often a lot more attracted to vampires , which is probably why he's developed feelings so quickly. Damn, I do like Ricky. I know I do and I cant keep denying it.

"Ricky," I say, placing the bear on the bed , taking his hands in mine , looking straight into his deep blue eyes "I-I do like you , it's just - well, 5 years ago , I had a boyfriend , Kuza. It was my birthday , and he took me out to a fancy café, where he gave me the bear" I motioned towards it with my head before looking back into his eyes.

"Anyway , when we got home , things got umm-uhh pretty heated and I accidently made him bleed. I couldn't resist it and I sucked him dry- killing him. But don't worry , I can control myself now, we all can, we've been practising having more control."

He gulped before meekly whispering "Okay"

"Ricky , I'm sorry. Will you be my boyfriend" (A/N *cringes at how cliché that sounds*)

"YES. yes ." He screeched before wrapping his arms around me, making me chuckle.

"Okay Rickster , you get some sleep. tomorrow I need to explain some important crap about vampires to you... hey where do you think your going ? Aren't you gonna spend the night in here with me? The doors are locked anyway"

"Okay , where do you want me to sleep?"

"Do you want to sleep with me ?" I asked , sounding hopeful.

"Okay , but please don't eat me"

We both stripped to our boxers , I turned the light off and we crawled into bed. Ricky curled into my chest and I wrapped my arms around him , giving him a gentle kiss on the forehead.

A/N I have finally decided where to take this story ! Yayyy . I hope you liked it, i'm glad they've sorted it out , it wasnt any fun writing about them being sad :(
I've been thinking about doing a chris x kuza fan fic (not related to this story) but I can't decide whether it would be a good idea or not. :/
Anyway.

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