generation lost (Cricky)

6. Why am I doing this ?

***CHRIS' P.O.V***

"You were thinking about HIM" I say excitedly, bouncing on the sofa slightly.

"wow" I heard him whisper "that's incredible"

I smile like a Cheshire cat, pleased with the fact I had impressed him.

My smile quickly fades when I hear what he says next.........

"Chris," Ricky says weakly "why..why did you kiss me this morning ?"

oh shit shit shit shit . why did I ? I don't even know my self. I hope he cant tell I'm panicking... nope he cant , I've had practice with this, what should I say ? oh god if I don't speak soon he will think I'm such an idiot.

"what? it was nothing , I guess I was just overwhelmed by the moment . not thinking straight," I blurted out. I guess it was kind of true, I didn't have feelings towards Ricky .

"oh, okay" he mumbled, the hurt obvious in his voice.

The silence was broken by Angelo shouting

"Hey Ricky, could you come to the kitchen ?"

***RICKYS P.O.V***

"Hey Ricky, could you come to the kitchen?"

I got up to leave. hurt by what Chris had said, I don't think I have feelings towards him... but why would I feel hurt. maybe ... maybe its just my brain being awkward again. Yep that's what it is . I don't like, love or want Chris. Who am I kidding , I certainly didn't love Chris , but I definitely had feelings towards him, not strong ones , but still feelings.

I arrive in the kitchen , Angelo stood next to the door.

"Ricky, follow me , we need to talk."

He stepped out of the door , leaving the jet black and bright white kitchen, I gingerly followed him into the back garden, he walked quickly and I had to do a kind if jumpy - walk to keep up. We exit the large , unkept back yard and I find my self in a woods with him.

"Ricky , I need to tell you something "

"O..okay Ange " I say with hesitation.

"You need to be careful with the guys, none of them would hurt you intentionally , but when they turn into their true vampire form , they become survivors , monsters and forages. They will hurt you . I , on the other hand , have been able to control my self and no longer need to turn into my vampire form , apart from for defense reasons . ricky. What I'm trying to say is, be careful. I am ALWAYS here to help. " he said , adding a reasuring smile.

"O..okay" I stutter, struggling to take in what he just said.

We walk back to his house and before he turns the handle, I blurt out "I'mgoingtogohomenow" and rush off , hoping he didn't follow me.

Luckily he didn't and I rushed off , it was getting dark and I lived quite far away, I walked as fast as possible.

****CHRIS'S P.O.V*****

I was sat on the sofa , thinking about earlier , I cant believe I read his mind

so easily , its never been as simple before.

After about 10 minutes , I sense Angelo and Ricky just out side the house, I could sense that Ricky had just run off, I sprung up , and climbed out the window , not bothering to go out the door. I quickly find what im looking for. Ricky . I follow him , hidden behind the bushes and trees.... what AM I doing ? why don't I just turn invisible ? god damn it Chris.

I walk next to him , being careful not to stand on anything or make a noise. he starts muttering to himself , like REALLY muttering , I could barely hear what he was saying .

"why am I doing this ? they are vampires , they could kill me at any time . why am I trusting them. why are the so GORGEOUS ? "

I could feel a hot blush run up my cheeks... well I would if vampires could blush.

"What am I on about , they aren't gorgeous , they are ruthless killing machines , why am I hanging around them ? because I haven't got any friends . and I will most likely continue hanging around them , because , well I'm not exactly gonna get any more friends. Hey they aren't that bad , and one of them did kiss me earlier ."

It may have been dark but I could tell he was blushing , I could sense the blood in his cheeks .

I turned into my vampire form , and fly back home , training my mind not to attack. I quickly change back and enter the house. 

A/N next part will be up when this gets 10 votes. Am I pushing it ;) ? haha , comment if you have any ideas etc.. xx