generation lost (Cricky)

3.Devils Night

A/N enjoy the pic ;-)

***CHRIS' P.O.V***

I forced a smile , I didn't want Ricky worried.

I pulled a mattress out and put a duvet on top of it for him.

I love my room , its gorgeous . my double bed is silky black and I have a dark wood floor , as well as dark grey walls. Rickie obviously liked it as well , his eyes were trained on every detail , he was fascinated.

Rickie layed down on the mattress and I crawled into bed, the silk sheets wrapped around my almost naked body - I was just in boxers-

I heard a quiet soft voice whisper "Night Chris"

"Night Ricky"

I could tell ricky was asleep ,his breathing had changed. My eyelids were growing tired , I glanced at Ricky before they sealed shut , I was in a deep sleep.

**Ricky's p.o.v**

it all flashed before my eyes , getting beat up , getting pushed , getting punched , getting knocked to the floor,razors, blood, the feel of having them tear up my skin, having my soul teared into shreds and my heart shattered like glass.

I woke up , beads of sweat dripping down my face , crying my eyes out . Chris was at my side, he offered me a glass of water, I gladly accepted it and took small sips. I'm fairly sure the others are awake , but just decided to let Chris deal with it.

My eyes were frobbing from all the tears that were spilling out of them , Chris smiled and pulled me into a gracious hug , his head rested on mine.

I finally calmed down and heard Chris say gently "Ricky, what's wrong"

I just shook my head and mumbled "bad dream"
I know it was more than that.

He wasn't convinced .

"Ricky you get back into bed and try to get some sleep, okay ? "

"N..n..no" I mumbled , I was shaking from crying so much.

"Ricky come here you can sleep in my bed if you want" he sighed.

I crawled into his bed it was so soft and silky. I curled into a ball and felt Chris wrap himself around me. He was so soft and gentle, I loved this so much. I fell asleep with a smile plastered on my face .

***next morning***

I woke to find myself in a beautiful room, I panicked then realized where I was. Chris had vanished, I sat up sleepily and rubbed my eyes, yawning. The alarm clock next to the bed told me it was 6 AM . school starts in a couple hours , I wonder where chris is. I walk downstairs to find Angelo with his back to me and a coconut held to his face. He placed the coconut on the side and turned to me.

"Oh, hey Ricky !"

He smiled

"Hi Ange ! Where's everyone gone ?"

"Oh they went uhh... Out. "

He quickly turned around and I went upstairs to get ready.

I came down, showered , hair done and make up perfected. It was 7AM and the guys must have got back. Chris rushed up to me and dragged me gently into a different room of the house, this one had white walls , light wood floor and a brown sofa in it.

"Ricky, last night, what really happened ?"

"B..bad d..dream"

"Don't lie to me"

"Chris I'm breaking" I said through sobs " I don't know what to do "

He pulled me into a hug and we stood like that for what felt like hours, but it must have only been around 5 minutes. I'm falling for a guy I've just met.

I calmed down and chris pulled me upstairs and reapplied my makeup, making me look presentable.

We rushed off to school and accepted we were going to have 7 hours of hell to look forward to.

~Chris' P.O.V~
I'm worried about Ricky , what exactly did he mean when he said "I'm breaking"

I don't know what's going on in my head , never mind his.

I don't know if I have feelings for him, I mean he is pretty cute , and adorable . especially when he blushes.. NO I'm not going to let my feelings ruin this friendship , he is a pretty cool kid. I should be able to unwind and sort this out tonight.

~~lunch~~
~ricky' P.O.V~

"Hey chris, can I uhh come back to yours after school ? "

"No , I'm sorry Ricky that wouldn't be a good idea..I uhh mean... We are.. Were busy, but Ange is free if you two want to hang out ? "

"Chris" Ange said "when you do these.. Things , I always have plans you know" he gave chris an annoyed yet disapproving look.

"Don't look at me like that ! " chris blurted out.
"you know I'm higher than you" he added quietly , but sternly.

Okay that was weired I have no idea just happened . like . just . WHAT? I have no idea. I'm kinda disappointed I can't see them after school but they have plans. That they are obviously lying about -_- .

~~end of school~~

I head home, I take a look at my house , its not much , just a small cottage . I take a deep breath and walk in. My mum rushes up and hugs me then shouts "Richard Allen Olsen III , I cannot tell you how worried I was last night . why didn't you answer your phone ? What was going on ? But most importantly , WHERE. WERE. YOU ? "

"Look mum, I made some friends and I crashed at their place last night. "

Just as she opened her mouth I dashed upstairs and locked my door. I check my watch, 4:34. I kick off my shoes and turn on the T.V , I put kerrang on and sat their for a couple hours .

7:46

I decide to head out, I sneak out my window which , quite conveniently has a tree next to it. I balanced on the branch then jumped down.
I started walking , it wasn't dark, but it was getting to that stage.

Pretty soon I heard some loud metal music coming from a nearby house , I sneak into the back garden and open the door.....

A/N oooooh a cliff hanger next chapter should be up soon , but if you hadn't noticed I write quite long chapters . I'm off to go write the next chapter, please vote and comment !