Coroika: Hivemind x Fierce

I Love You, Even When I Don't Show It.

Jet's POV

Why the hell did I say that... I scowl at myself. But... I'm not wrong either. That night when Mom left. She got so mad at Fierce that day in the kitchen but he didn't deserve that. He was only two and he was just a toddler. He hides behind Dad who is just yelling at my Mother. Unlike him he loved both me and Fierce equally when we were young. I start to cry even more and start to look back at the years of what everyone has ever said to me. 

You're such a bully Jet. 

You need to stop being so rude..

You'll never make friends like this...

Ugh, I wish I'd never met you..

All those hateful words just start to stick inside my mind as I continue to cry quietly. 

" J-Jet? You here? Fierce came back without you and I got worried and thought you might be here." I hear Justice's voice coming from behind and I turn around to see him. He pokes his head from behind the trees and walks over to me. My mascara starts to blend in with my tears and once he notices he speeds walks towards and takes a seat. 

" W-What happened? Did Fierce say anything to you?" He asks me so quickly that I can barely keep up with him.  I just shake my hand and begin to wipe my tears. 

" N-No its nothing I just... Said something I deeply regret to him and I should know better as his older sister." I mumble and Justice wraps an arm around him. His helmet is kind of cold but in a way that I feel more comfortable and safe around him. SO I lean in and we just start to talk about everything but what's making me upset is what I like about Justice. He knows when I;m upset I don't like to talk about it until a week or so after. He just listens and talks about other things that make me happy. 

 " When we get home you can paint my nails and design your auto bombs together. I actually have a new way to make it more powerful and I think you would really like to use it." I can tell he is smiling and I weakly smile back. 

" Yeah I liked that very much." I whispered and I swear he was glowing from inside the helmet. Suddenly I feel a queer like feeling pushing itself fro my brain to my heart as Justice talks more about his auto bomb. He's kinda closer to me than usual and I can't help it but smile and blush slightly at his quirky presence. My hand starts to inch closer and closer to him and then our pinkies slowly brush against each other. He notices that and then takes me by the hand. Our fingers intertwine with each other and my heart starts to race with every passing second until we are fully holding hands. Thats when everything gets silent and its just us and the slightly humid breeze. Justice just stares at our hands and I feel like I should tell him right now.So build up all the courage and lean in towards his helmet and kiss him on the screen. It tasted like metal and Clorax. Hopefully thats not what his lips taste like. Once I pull away , he takes his helmet off and stares at me. 

" W-Why did you..." He starts but then trails off. 

" B-Because I like you Justice." I say quietly. 

" B-But you said-" 

" I know what I said. And I didn't mean it at all. I' just not good when it comes to other people feelings. Nor expressing mine either. When I was young I would always insult and be quite rude to be people. I-I mean its slightly better but recently its starting to come back. And as you can see." I turn my face to see the mark Fierce left. " Karma really is a bitch." I chuckle but it comes out more broken as my tears begin to return. Justice cups the side of my face and gives me the warmest and kindest smile anyone has ever given to me.

" I'm glad you told me this cause I really like you too but I think you should apologize to Fierce about whatever you said to him cause he came back with the most fragmented look on his face." He says and I nod slowly. He pulls me into a heartfelt hug and I take in all of his warmth. 

I'm glad he understands what I'm going through and doesn't hate me for my complex personality. As we sit I realize the sun has been replaced by the crescent moon. Little white stars dot the sky and overall the scene looks like something you would see at the end of a romance movie. 

Where everything is just perfect... 

I'm glad he understands that I love him. 

Even when I don't show it. 

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