Insane 《》Hyunlix (1)

Hope

                       ★Felix's Pov★
Maybe it was the heat of the moment that I went that close to him or the words that Hyunjin said that made me want to give him a bunch of love. This boy hold my heart for my whole lifetime even though 5 years have passed.

I kiss his neck lightly as Hyunjin wraps his strong arms around my waist. I couldn't really restrain him if I had to but at the same time, I know he wouldn't hurt me.

He is holding me close to his body even though I'm already sitting on his lap. He is heart rate is fast which is slightly concerning. I reach up to check his pulse, 117 bpm. I play it off by running my fingers down his neck as I flatten my palm to rest my hand down on his chest.

Why does he even believe that I didn't love him or moved on? I still have my lock screen set to the graduation day picture that we took. He's been through a lot though. I guess it just takes time again.  "Felix" He whispers, just him whispering my name in my ear sends shivers down my spine.

Should I really be doing this here though? My main priority is for me to figure out the whole Yeosang and Seo Changbin thing and not get into whatever this mess is. He consumes me like a wildfire though, it's just hard to resist him.

Besides there are only three workers on shift right now anyways and I can trust all three of them, only me and Dr.Lee M knows the codes to each other's patients. I'll start figuring stuff out tomorrow. Now to let the night figure itself out.

He lifts my chin up lightly with his pointer finger as our eyes lock. "You're playing a dangerous game Lix." That old nickname, he still remembers. He plants a kiss as the base of my throat removing his finger.

The kiss is light but still makes it feel as if my skin is in a raging fire. I look in his dark brown eyes "Then I guess this is a game that I need to never stop playing huh?" I smirk as he smiles a bit. I know he is about to do something but who knows just what that might be.

"Temption is a lovely thing Felix, will you give in? I'm giving you one chance out"

But temptation is not what this is, it isn't lust either. Because we love each other and we both know this but right now, it's nothing but a losing war because neither of us know each others true feelings.

Fate brought us in one place for a reason. Maybe to fix what was once breaking. Or maybe just to see where it will land us.

"Temption? It's more than that, it's a drug that might comsume us both if we aren't careful. So will you cave in or will you tap out love?" I whisper in his ear.

                 ~★Hyunjin's Pov★~

The truth? There are so many different scenarios that are running through my head at any given second and things that I can imagine can happen. He squirms around on my lap seemingly innocently but I know what he's doing.

He's seeing how long either of us can last. He turns around so his shorter legs are around my hips as he fully sits on my lap. So many things are throbbing physically and mentally from him. Mentally because in a span of 48 hours he was dead to alive to this. And physically because of this.

A part of me tells me to just shut down and act as if I didn't know him. But he doesn't deserve that treatment and I also know that I couldn't do that either. I mean look where it landed me without him in my life. Bum fuck nowhere with a side of confusion and not being able to leave his side.

I lean in close to the point of our lips hovering over each other. I'm seeing if he'll give in but this time he's being more stubborn which almost makes me smile at his old ways.

I pull him closer by his tie as our lips collides. He holds the back of my head gently as our lips speak in a way that words can't. The things that we won't say, the unspoken thing of love.

I pull away slowly just to tease him and also to prevent us from doing more things that are too soon. "Sealed with a kiss. Call that a contract. To the dangerous drug."

He rolls his eyes smiling "I ment it as a indirect way of saying the three words that neither of us dare to say." I know what he means but I think in a unspoken way, we already did.

"Oh? What would that be?" I play dumb with him. Oh how the tables have turned.

"Hyunjin..really?" He looks at me trying so hard not to smile again. Thats the sunshine I missed. I was low on my vitamin F.

"I have no clue what you mean. 3 words? I like you?" I tilt my head as his cheeks are still red from whatever that was that just went on.

"Okay the two 3 word phrases. Since you don't know, then why tell you? You don't need to learn more, right?"

"I have so much to learn from you Lixy. Now speak what's on those beautiful lips."

"What's the magic word?" Who does he think he is? Felix Potter? None of us do magic here and this isn't the place for that either.

"Open sesame?" He shakes his head laughing as I am trying my best to play along with his game.

"That's technically two" He boops my nose smiling a little,oh this little crazy sunshine.

"Please" I pout a little as I poke his cheek. Maybe that will work? This is nothing but cute insanity. What irony this is though.

"I need you. That is the first phrase" He spoken all I needed to know as I quickly kiss him as he deepen the kiss deeper sliding his cold hand under my shirt right above my hip.

He pulls away this time as he plants a kiss on my jaw then whispers. "Okay the second phrase is a little cliché and over 3 words. I will love you into the next life. No matter what will happen"