Without A Parachute. Bakudeku.

Denki kaminari

*trigger warning: cutting*

When class was over i was surounded by my friends. They have been around me like gurad dogs ever since Kacchan came back in with me. They started heading toward the locker room. "Guyes. Im heading back to the dorms. See you there, i really need go get started on finishing an assignment" I said. "Fine." Shinso said. 'Good they think im totally fine. Thank god for my smile'
I started walking back, when i knew they could not see me anymore i started running. I first stoped when i was back in my room. Closing the door behind me. I went straigt to the bathroom rouming around my drawer till i found it.

I looked at myself in the mirror. "Useless, quirkless, they only pitty me, using me" i said to my reflection. When I draged the razor blade over my arm. Making 5 long cutts. Normally i would make little onse i could hid but Monoma got me worked up today.
I put the blade agains my skin and was about to drag i when i heard the door open behind me. I could see Kaminari in the mirror, standing in the doorframe. "Dont. Izuku please put the blade down." He said coming in and closing and locking the door after him. I was afraid he would yell at me for being a burden so i put it down.
"Good. Now let me help you" he said comming over and hugged me from behind. Letting me see what he did. He quickly and efectivily took my arm, rinsed it and bandaged it.
When he pulled me awey from the sink. "Now Izuku. Im going to call a friend that helped me a lot. He is going to come here." He said. I turned around and looked up at his face with tears in my eyes. "What do you mean?" "Before i startet here i did that too. That was what got me thinking you did it" he told me. I nodded. I dident want him to tell anyone but he got his phone out and cliced on it and took it to his ear. I could hear Kiri answere in the other end. "Kiri. Remember when we become friends" he asked. "Yeah. Denks what have you done" he sounded concerned. "Nothing. I swere. But could you ditch Bakugo and Shinso and come up to Midoriyas dorm room?" Kaminari said. "What yeah on my wey" he said as he hung up. Kaminari put his phone down again. 'Wait, hes gonna be mad and yell at me. He is going to tell them and they are going to be so mad at me. Over the past few month i have cutted in here while Shinso and even Kami or Kacchan was in the other room. Sleeping.' I though and started to panic. I need to finish it before Kiri gets here. I started strugling to get out off Kamis hold.

Kaminari:

I could tell he started to panic. He dosent think clear. Even though he is small and in general studies he is hard to hold when he is in panic. "Midoriya stop. Come on" i said trying to calm him down. When i heard the door open out in the other room. "Denks? Midoriya?" Kiri called. "In here" i answered still trying to hold him. I quickly unlocked the door and one second after Kiri opend the door. "Help me" i said. Kiri took Midoriya from me into his arms and activated his quirk holding him in a stone grib. "Tell me Denks, whats going on?" He said while Midoriya just tryed to get out off Kiris hold, crying. "I recongnised the wey he tryed to get awey from us and i followed him here. I can see he has been cutting for a while" i said as i caught my breath. Then he calmed down Kiri let go off him. "Take him into the room. Im going to look for his blades" Kiri said. I nodded and put an arm around Midoriyas shoulders. "Come on" i said and lead him to his bed. He was completly quiet like he was the evening he jumped.

Izuku:

I leaned agenst Kamis shoulder. We were both sitting on my bed. When Kiri came back he squarded down infront off me. "Izuku. Is this them all" he said holding a hand out with my blades. "Y-yes" i said. "Good. Im going to take them. Now you wait here with Denks. Im going to go find Bakugo and Shinso. They need to know." He said. "Why?" Kami asked. Kiri looked at him. "I know he dont want anyone to know. But Shinso is his brother and Bakugo is his boyfriend. And you said he has been cutting for a while. He hasent been alone since he jumped, so he has done it meanwhile they were with him." Kiri explained to him. "I-i dont want them to know" i said in a little voice. "I know Izuku but they need to know" Kiri said. I started crying again. Kami put his arms around me again, pulling me into his chest. I just cryed agenst him as Kiri got up and left the room.

I have been alone with Kami for 5 minuts when Kacchan burst through the door. Shinso and Kiri right behind him. "Izuku fucking Midoriya" Kacchan yelled. Making me shiver in Kaminaris arms. Kaminari tigthend his arms around me. "Bakugo. Stop scolding him. Its not what he need right now" he said. "Yeah how do you know?" Kacchan said in an angry tone. "Because.... i have been there myself" Kami told him, taking them off guard. Pulling the attention to Kami insted off me. "You... what" Shinso asked coming closer to us. "I will tell you later. I dont do it anymore. But please dont be mad at him. Its not what he needs" Kami said. Kacchan looked at Kami when at me. His eyes softend. He opend his arms. "Deku" he said in a soft voice he normally only use when we were alone. Making everyone look weird at him. I got out off Kamis arms and into Kacchans. Soon they were all seated on my bed. Me in Kacchans lap, Kami in Shinsos and Kiri telling Shinso and Kacchan about the start off his and Kamis friendship. At some point i drifted off to sleep.