Without A Parachute. Bakudeku.

Parachute

*trigger warning: suicide attemt*

Izuku:

It was surprisingly easy to get into the school and up onto the roof a friday evening after closing hours. I was curently sitting close to the edge looking at the view. "Maybe i would get a quirk in my next life. Maybe a good boyfriend." I said to myself and looked at me notebook. I opend it up and started tear song out off it. Many off them was about Monoma and my life after i meet him. I tore them into pieces and let the wind scatter them on the roof. Then i looked down on one song i had written long before i meet Monoma, before my mom died. "I did it, i did" i said before i flipped the paper over and wrote a letter for Shinso... and Kacchan. When i was done i got up onto my feet. I put the now almost emty notebook down on the roof putting my shoes on it, so it woulden get caries away by the wind. I took a deep breath.

I took my phone out and quickly sent a simple "goodbye" to dad and papa. I knew they woldendt see it tonight so i have time enoght. When i wrote a "im sorry. Goodbye" to Shinso knowing he would reed it almost emidiatly. I got into an old contact on my phone, one i havent used in a couple off years now. And typed "i miss you, you will allweys be my best friend" i sent it and put my phone down beside my notebook and stept closer to the egde.

Katsuki:

I was about to explode capycat in the face when my phone started ringing. It was a special ringtone. One i havent heard in years. 'Why is the nerd calling me? i havent spoken to him sins i was eitgt' I thought. Back when we were best friends i put a special ringtone on his contact so i knew when it was him that called me. I let go off copycat only for Brainwash to take a hold on him and started beating him. I got a little distance to them before taking my phone out and answer it. "What do you want nerd, im busy" i said, but dident get any answer the only thing i could hear was a lot off wind. 'Weird, maybe a butt call, but Brainwash told me he was going to bed.' I thought, thats when he started to sing and i froze in my spot, just listening to his voice. The only thing i could feel in that moment was pure fear. Fear off losing him before i got him back as my friend. Fear off living in a world where he dont exist anymore.

Izuku:

As i got near the edge i started singing my old song. I would at least sing it out loud one last time before ending everything.

"I did it, I did
I jumped, I stepped
Right off that cliff without a parachute
I looked over the edge and saw the view of something I could never do
And no part of me knew how
But the moment came and it had be now, so
I did it, I did
I jumped, I stepped
Right off that cliff without a parachute
I did it, I did
I jumped, I stepped
Right off that cliff without a parachute

No promises or thoughts
Just hope that I could trust myself enough to jump
I'd know no peace until
I took a breath
Took a step
Spread my arms and let the air
Catch me as I did
I jumped, I stepped
Right off that cliff without a parachute

It's a long way down
I can't give you answers if your question is always changing
I won't be jumping if you're looking
Slowly, surely
I can't give you answers if your question is always changing
I won't be jumping if you're looking
Slowly or maybe
Free falling
Free falling

I did it, I did
I jumped, I stepped
Right off that cliff without a parachute
A breeze caressed my face
I knew right then that this could never be my place
Deep down inside I'm sure I knew
That this was something I was born to do
To take off
And leave
And step right off that cliff
And fall without a parachute
It's a long way down
But I can't give you answers if your question is always changing
So I won't be jumping if you're looking
Slowly, surely
I can't give you answers if your question is always changing
I won't be jumping if you're looking
Slowly or maybe
Free falling
Free falling"

When i finished my song i took a couple off deep breaths, letting the tears run freely down my face. "I hope everyone forgive me" i whispered before i stept out in the air on my wey toward the ground.