Stand Up And Fight

Chapter 6 - Friends Again and Unfinished Business

The next morning, Eddie woke up with the sound of someone pounding loudly on his door.
"Eddie... open up. I need to talk to Y/N," Garrett's concerned voice could be heard in the distance. 'Oh fuck,' he really did not want to talk about what happened last night. "Eddie! Come on open up. I'm worried about her."
Still wrapped warmly around Eddie, Y/N was rudely awakened by a loud knocking on the front door.
"Fuck," Eddie hissed as he jerked his head off the pillow and glared at the bedroom door before squinting down at Y/N. "Does he ever fucking quit?" Y/N griped as she pulled Eddie close to her, not wanting to move from her comfortable place, spooning naked with lead singer.
Eddie shook his head. "He probably won't until he knows what happened last night," he said sounding just a little bit sad. "I don't want to talk to him. Can't we just ignore him?" Y/N mused as she kissed Eddie lightly on the neck, really wishing Garrett would just go the hell away. He felt Y/N shiver in his arms, noting the sadness in her voice. "Want me to go talk to him?" Eddie asked, looking down at Y/N "We can try to ignore him but it won't work. He's two minutes away from getting the dude downstairs to open the door for him," Eddie replied. "You stay here," Eddie began as he kissed Y/N firmly on the lips and crawled out of bed, searching for something to put on. He saw a pair of green basketball short on the floor near the closet and pulled them on. "I'll go talk to him," Eddie told her as he grabbed his leather jacket off the back of the office chair in the corner near his computer desk. "Maybe you can go back to sleep and I'll be back before you know it," Eddie leaned down and brushed his fingers through Y/N's hair. With a soft kiss to her forehead, Eddie headed out to let Garrett in while pulling the jacket on.
"Keep your pants on, Garrett, I'm coming already," he called out as he opened the door.
Y/N just nodded and got even deeper under the covers.
Garrett had not stopped pounding on the door.
"Eddie, if you don't open this door... I swear I..." he was saying but stopped when he saw Eddie in front of him. "Eddie?" he asked looking at him. "Where's Y/N?"
"She's trying to sleep," Eddie said yawning as Garrett wasted no time in barging into the apartment. "What's going on, Garrett?" Eddie asked as he padded barefoot to the kitchen, immediately looking for coffee as he spotted the maker on the counter top.
"What do you mean?" Garrett asked not believing Eddie was asking him that question. "I'm worried about Y/N! She was a fucking mess last night and I want to talk to her."
"Calm down, dude," Eddie held up a hand as he located the coffee and went to make a pot. "She's okay, Garrett," Eddie reassured, turning to the drummer. "She's exhausted, she's still not 100% over her flu and she just wants to rest," Eddie explained, hoping that Garrett would get it.
"I want to talk to her, Eddie," Garrett insisted. "You don't realize how bad this is. I have known Y/N for years and I have never seen her cry like I did last night. I don't know why she needed -you- to comfort her last night but I respected that and I left, but -you- don't know her."
Eddie remained quiet as the drummer ranted. It had been a highly stressful event for everyone involved.
"I understand you are concerned," Eddie affirmed as he looked for cups for the coffee as the pot brewed. "It was awful for her," Eddie began, "but, she's okay. She just really wasn't in the mood to talk about things this morning." He poured a cup of coffee and offered one to Garrett who promptly refused as he paced the kitchen, then proceeded to get some ice for his bruised knuckles which had slight imprints from his rings. "I also understand that I don't know her as well as you, but I think it would be best if you just let her be for now," Eddie suggested, almost wincing, expecting the drummer to fly off the handle with that statement. He did not know how to get it across to him that this was what Y/N wanted.
"Fuck, all I've done lately is let her be and look were it got us," Garrett said frustrated. "'I've tried to give her space because frankly all she's done is shut me out, but come on... she's my friend, I don't even know what happened before he got here or if he hit you or Y/N or how the fuck he ended up like that but I know I need to help Y/N."
Eddie gestured they go sit in the living room. "It was kind of crazy last night; everything happened so fast, Garrett." Eddie started as he sat down next to Garrett. "I know you are worried about her, it was a mess, the whole thing last night," he agreed. A long pause went by as Eddie sipped his coffee. He was not sure what to say to Garrett. He knew he was concerned about Y/N and he was sure the drummer was surprised that Y/N had turned to him instead. He and Y/N had not even talked about how they were going to handle their relationship with the band yet.
Garrett took a deep breath, burying his face in his hands, "I wanted to do nothing more than kick his ass," he admitted. "Did he hit Y/N?" he asked unsure.
Eddie set his cup down and squeezed Garrett's shoulder, feeling sympathy for him. "You think I would let that asshole lay one finger on Y/N?" Eddie growled shocked that Garrett would think that.
"I don't -know- Eddie. I wasn't here and I know you well enough but still...." Garrett said reasonably. "I've dealt with Scott drunk before, I know he's dangerous. He hit Y/N a couple of times."
"Well, Y/N and I arrived to find him waiting inside the apartment last night. He started talking shit immediately," Eddie began to reminisce about what happened, feeling anger welling up again. "Then he pulled a switch," Eddie added, afraid to see the look on Garrett's face.
Garrett bit his lip. "Fuck... and I wanted Y/N to come alone. I'm the worst friend ever," he said sadly. "I can't believe all this."
"And then I kicked his fucking ass," Eddie finished, a smug grin on his face. "And don't say that, you had no idea what to expect, Garrett. Don't beat yourself up over that. I'm just glad, I was there with her, to protect her from all that bullshit," Eddie said quietly, sincerity in his eyes as he looked at Garrett.
Garrett nodded. "Yeah," he agreed. "I still think I should talk to her, though," he tried.
"Look, I'm not gonna physically stop you, but I really don't think that's what she wants right now," Eddie tried to reason with him. "I calmed her down considerably last night before she went to sleep," Eddie added, thinking that was probably more information than Garrett needed. "She slept really well I think, maybe by tonight she'll be ready to talk," he tried, attempting to comfort Garrett with the idea.
Garrett sighed, anything but happy with the whole situation. "Fine, I guess," he said sounding defeated.
Eddie felt helpless as he sat next to Garrett. He almost felt like he should apologize to the drummer, but he really did not know how else to get the fact that Y/N wanted to be left alone about things right now.
"I know you are feeling bad," Eddie tried again to comfort him. "But, really, Y/N's ok, I'll take care of her," he reassured, "I promise."
"Yeah," Garrett said getting up. "And now that she has -you-, she doesn't have much need for me anymore," he said as he walked towards the door and left.
Eddie sat opened mouthed on the couch, not believing what Garrett had just said. Feeling even more helpless than before, he went to lock the door behind Garrett. 'Was he jealous?' Never had Eddie imagined that jealousy would be something the tough musician would express toward him.
'That went well, I guess,' Eddie thought sarcastically as he put his empty coffee cup in the sink. 'Shit,' Eddie cursed as made his way back toward his bedroom. He wondered if she had heard any of that conversation. He hoped he had handled it the way Y/N wanted him to, because it felt like he was already making enemies with Garrett. It did not feel good, either.
Y/N had been in bed and she had been able to hear bits of their conversation but not all of it. She knew Garrett was worried and maybe even a little hurt that Y/N would not talk to him.
"Did he leave?" she asked when Eddie came back in.
"Uh, yeah...you could say that," Eddie replied as he closed the bedroom door, shrugging off the jacket. "He was not happy, Y/N. It was like I was keeping him from breathing air by not letting him come in here," he added as he pulled back the blankets and climbed back into the bed.
Y/N sighed and nodded. "I thought that might be the case," she said sadly. "He probably doesn't understand why I'm allowing you to help me and not him, and why I'm allowing you to take care of me when he's been trying for ages."
"I'm guessing you are right on target," Eddie agreed as he moved closer to Y/N under the blankets. "I almost gave in. He has a pitiful sad face, you know? I can see how you give in to him so easily," Eddie tried to smile.
"Yeah," Y/N agreed. "Then again I've been a sucky friend lately," she said with a sigh, still feeling tired even though she'd slept all night and knowing it was more physical than emotional.
"Why is that, Y/N?" Eddie asked hesitantly. "I mean, I know you've been heartbroken and grieving for the past two months, but why not let Garrett in? It's obvious he cares for you. He wants so much to see you happy," he explained as Y/N turned her back toward him, pulling the covers up. Eddie began to knead her tense shoulders, massaging gently, knowing Y/N was stressing.
"Because I couldn't let anyone in," Y/N replied. "I felt there was no one I could trust, and Garrett had warned me about Scott so many times the last thing I needed was a speech of how he knew I deserved better."
Eddie nodded and continued to massage the tight muscles under his fingertips.
"I can understand that," Eddie answered softly. "Surely he wouldn't have done that though," he tried to reason with Y/N.
Y/N laughed. "He did it anyway, Eddie. Didn't you see him last night? He didn't think once how I felt about this whole thing all he wanted to do was get to Scott. And every time I tried to talk to him it was the same crap. How I was wrong to trust him and how much he hates Scott and how much he wanted to see him again just to kick his ass. It wasn't exactly what I needed to hear at the time."
"I can see that," Eddie said as he focused on a particularly tight knot on Y/N's left shoulder, holding pressure to the tense area. "He just doesn't know how to handle things appropriately. It seems he lets his emotions run his actions and thoughts, not such a good idea. Especially after what happened to you. He was handling it the best way he knew how. I'm pretty sure of that, Y/N," Eddie told her, moving on to release another knot with his fingertips.
"I know," Y/N said doing her best to relax under Eddie's touch. "But you gotta understand that I wasn't exactly stable and I couldn't deal with his issues at the same time as mine."
"No doubt about that," Eddie mused. "The whole situation was a complete nightmare for you and most likely one that Garrett could never physically understand since he's not ever been with someone like Scott. I believe that relationships between people like you and Scott are sometimes more volatile and emotional, not always, but sometimes, they are," he added.
"Yeah," Y/N replied, not sure what else to say. She loved her friend and trusted him with her life but even though he'd been there he just hadn't given Y/N the support in the way she needed it.
Eddie gently eased Y/N onto her back and moved so that he was above her. He looked down at Y/N, stroking her cheek with his ringed fingers. "I'm glad you trusted me enough to let me in," Eddie whispered.
Y/N nodded shyly. "Me too," she said with a small smile, melting into Eddie's touch.
"You feel so good," he said, leaning in to nuzzle Y/N's neck. "I just want you to forget all these negative thoughts for now," he told her. "How can I help with that?" he asked, sincerely.
Y/N gave him a small smile. "I don't know. Did you have a proposition in mind?" she asked looking at him with a raised eyebrow.
Eddie grinned as he realized how that question had sounded. He loved how responsive Y/N was to him sexually. It was incredibly arousing. "I just want you to forget all about the stress, the months of misery you have been through and most of all....how fucking old news Scott is," Eddie replied as he began to kiss Y/N's neck, nibbling gently on her fragrant skin.
"Sweetie, you helped me forget about Scott the first day you fucked me in that shower," Y/N said truthfully. "He never did that. I never allowed his dick anywhere near me."
Eddie did not believe his ears. He quit kissing Y/N's neck and lifted up to meet her eyes. Surely, she was joking.
"What?" Eddie asked, surprised. "Are you kidding, baby?" he repeated when Y/N just grinned at him.
Y/N shook her head. "I'm not. This is probably going to sound horrible, but that is most likely what he meant when he said he had unfinished business with me. I never let him fuck me."
Eddie softened when he realized that Y/N was not joking. "God, I wish I had killed that bastard," he told her quietly. "If I hadn't been here...if you had gone alone...who knows...what..." Eddie trailed off, thinking of what could have happened to Y/N.
"Yeah, there was a reason I didn't want to come alone, but as you could imagine I couldn't really discuss that with Garrett." Y/N said, "I think it hurt Scott's ego that I always said no. Which is probably why he screwed the slut I found him with."
Eddie tried not to look horrified. "You must have known deep down that he wasn't for you," he said thoughtfully. "Almost as if you knew he wasn't trustworthy," he continued but began to stroke Y/N's soft hair. He began to wonder about that time in the shower...the first time he had penetrated Y/N. He did not remember being extra gentle, not that Y/N had given him any indication that she had not been with a man like that before. As a matter of fact, he had been on top more than just the one time in the shower and Y/N had not made a peep.
"So, if Scott never made love to you like that, has anyone?" Eddie asked, timidly.
Y/N smiled as she saw the change on Eddie's tone of voice. "Scott was my first love and he didn't so... no," she replied simply.
Eddie trembled with that comment. "Oh Y/N, I had...I had no idea," Eddie told her, feeling ashamed of himself. He had taken Y/N with a vengeance in the shower than night, not giving the possibility of her being virginal even one thought. "I didn't hurt you did I?" he asked nervously.
"You didn't," Y/N assured him. "I mean it did hurt, but you made it worth my while, so it's all good," she said truthfully.
"God Y/N, why didn't you tell me?" Eddie asked. "Better yet, why me? Why did you choose me?" he asked again, needing to know.
"I was a little lost in the moment in case you didn't notice," Y/N replied, a hint of amusement in her voice. "And I didn't choose you; I just knew it at that point. It was you because I felt I could trust you even though I knew nothing about you."
Images of himself in the shower, lavishing Y/N with strokes and kisses, entered his mind at that moment. He remembered how Y/N had begged him to fuck her, how feverishly aroused they both were. His eyes closed as he remembered how insanely tight she was, how fucking amazing it felt to be sheathed inside her. And he had been the first... Eddie bit his lip as he looked down at Y/N now, his eyes shining darkly as she looked up at him. She was so fucking beautiful, he thought as he stared down at her.
"You are amazing, you know that?" Eddie asked as he tried not to get wrapped up in the girlish, mushy moment. It was impossible though, now fully aware, he had been the one to take Y/N's virginity.
Y/N smiled and raised an eyebrow. "You're about to go all mushy on me, aren't you?" she asked looking up at the singer. "Go on, I don't mind," she said with a grin.
"How can I not?" Eddie asked as he stroked her cheek with one finger. "That's a big deal to me," Eddie continued, as he smiled down at her. "Guess I'm a cheese ball, but I can't help it. It makes me feel...I dunno...it makes me feel special, Y/N," he confessed, feeling his cheeks heat, knowing he was blushing now.
Y/N smiled at him again. "Well, you are special, to me you are anyway," she said sincerely. "I could go all stupid here and try to play it cool, but yeah it meant a lot to me. So it feels good to know it meant a lot to you too."
"It does," Eddie agreed, "it means more than I can say," Eddie affirmed as he moved to kiss Y/N. His heart was hammering in his ribcage as his brain spun with excitement. If Eddie had thought that he was headed for heartbreak before, he had jumped off the precipice now. He loved her. It was no longer a falling in love situation. He was so insanely head over heels for Y/N; it was terrifying. There was not any turning back now. Scared to even mention his true emotions to Y/N, he just kissed her.
Holding her face, he brushed their lips together over and over, lingering, clinging and memorizing the feel of the soft kisses. He wanted to remember this moment, this feeling forever. He did not care how corny or how clichéd it was. Eddie was in deep.
Y/N kissed Eddie back, enjoying the new closeness she could feel between them. She held on to Eddie, knowing she was putting herself on the line with the metalhead and that it was an insane risk, but she just could not help herself. She could feel a little nervousness from Eddie and as she broke the kiss, she smiled at him taking his face between her hands.
"Is everything ok, baby?"
Eddie felt his stomach lurch with nerves, wanting to tell Y/N about his epiphany but was too scared. "Y-yeah baby, I'm fine," he reassured, enjoying Y/N holding his face. "I'm just spinning over here," he admitted as he felt himself drowning in Y/N's eyes again, his body turning to jello under her gaze. "You amaze me," he replied as he leaned forward to kiss her again. He angled his face, needing to deepen the embrace.
Y/N allowed Eddie to deepen the kiss as she held tightly to him, needing to feel him closer than he already was. She could feel the passion in the kiss but she could also feel the need from both of them to take everything from the other, to take advantage of the moment and enjoy the intense sensation created for both of them. She was in so much trouble; she could not control her feelings for the singer and she was making herself incredibly vulnerable to get hurt and she could not stop it.
"Baby..." Eddie whispered as he trailed kisses down Y/N's neck toward her ear. He lightly nibbled her earlobe and traced the outer ear canal with his tongue, feeling her breath hitch with the act. Y/N didn't have to move, speak or touch to arouse him. Just being close to her, merely breathing her in increased his senses to a feverish state.
"Make love to me," Eddie moaned softly as his hands ghosted down the sides of Y/N's body. "I want you so," he admitted, his voice cracking with emotion, dying to feel Y/N's hands and mouth all over him.
Y/N could barely nod as she pulled Eddie for another kiss moaning into his mouth as she put her hand on the singer's hips and grinded against him.
"I want you too, baby," she panted.
Gasping as he felt Y/N pressed herself against him, Eddie melted in her arms. The sound of Y/N softly panting was enough to send chills down his spine. Everything about this woman drove him completely insane. He felt Y/N roll him onto his back, quickly scrambling over his body to take his mouth for another languid kiss.
Their tongues scraped together, tangling in each other's mouths as they struggled for air, passion overwhelming the pair. The feel of Y/N, naked over him, bucking into him with only the thin basketball shorts separating them was intense. Eddie was throbbing as he met each thrust of Y/N's hips, now rubbing their bodys furiously together.
"Oh god," Eddie mewed breathlessly as they continued to grind together, hands roving everywhere. Unable to help himself, he snaked his hands down Y/N's smooth back and grasped her hips, pushing harder than before.
Y/N took her time paying attention to Eddie's neck, kissing and biting but not hard enough to leave a mark. That changed when she reached his chest, though. She moaned as the soft white skin turned red under her touch. She reached the singer's nipples and teased with her tongue before she bit him there as well being slightly more gentle with his scars. Her hands were occupied taking the shorts off Eddie, making sure she teased him and his hard cock as she pulled the clothes off him.
Eddie moaned desperately as he felt Y/N's mouth moving over his body. He was already perspiring as Y/N teased his nipples, biting hard enough to make him flinch with pleasure, feeling the extra sensitivity when she brushed over his scars.
"Fuck that feels good," Eddie groaned as he felt Y/N running her hands over his sensitive belly before teasing him relentlessly while removing his shorts. "Jesus, Y/N... please...." he begged as he felt her between his legs. He rose on his elbows and locked eyes with Y/N, his belly on fire with desire for her.
Y/N kissed Eddie's thighs as she looked up at him, her hand moving down to stroke his cock teasingly. She did not break eye contact once as she moved closer to the singer's face, their lips touching as her hand continued to work on his cock, now thumbing the head.
"What do you want?" she panted, their lips touching as she spoke. "I want you to tell me."
Eddie threw his head back when he felt Y/N's hands wrap around his length.
"Oh god...Y/N..." he cried out as he felt her thumb stroking the sensitive slit that was now oozing with pre-cum. He met Y/N's gaze as she crawled back up and began kissing him softly. "Baby...I want you to suck me until I'm so fucking close and then I want you to fuck me utterly senseless," he growled, unable to keep his eyes from rolling back in his head as Y/N worked his cock with her fist, sliding along the wetness. "God...fucking...damn...that feels so good," he moaned, fusing his mouth with Y/N's, sucking her tongue passionately.
Y/N moaned and moved down his body again, stopping at the already sensitive nipples before she reached his cock. She slowly licked his length a few times before she allowed the head to slip pass her lips and sucked on it, moaning at the taste of him. Slowly, she continued to move down until the whole length into her mouth, feeling him all the way on the back of her throat.
Eddie writhed with Y/N at his nipples again, unable to breathe. He arched as Y/N sucked the tight bud hard, his fingers sinking into Y/N's hair as he pressed her tightly against him. He felt Y/N's breath whispering over his belly, pausing in every sensitive spot like she already knew exactly where to touch him.
Eddie strained to keep his hips from lifting off the bed as he felt Y/N's tongue on the underside of his twitching cock. He lifted his head to watch as Y/N swirled her tongue on the leaky tip before deep throating his entire erection.
"Fucking god..." he hissed, twisting his head back and forth among the pillows, his fingers wrenching Y/N's hair frantically. The feel of Y/N's wet, hot mouth around him had completely blown his mind. He could remember when he had told her in the van about how much he wished she had her mouth on him instead of his hand on her that first day. And god, was the wait ever worth it...
Eddie concentrated hard not to cum immediately as he got used to having Y/N going down on him.
Y/N moved her head up and down the metalhead's length moaning at the taste and feel of him in her mouth. She teasingly pulled off, ran her tongue over the most sensitive spots, and placed open-mouthed kisses.
"Sure you don't want to come in my mouth?" she asked panting, her lips still touching Eddie's cock.
"Mmmm...I-I can't think..." Eddie murmured incoherently, still focused on not cumming, wanting to prolong this pleasure for as long as possible. He felt Y/N brushing her lips and tongue up and down the length of his cock and he shivered uncontrollably. Still fisting handfuls of Y/N's hair in ecstasy, he managed to lift his head off the pillow and look down at Y/N.
"Yeah...come here..." Eddie rasped as he urged Y/N upward on his body, moaning as her slick, perspiring skin meshed with his seductively. Pressed together, hip to hip, belly to belly, Eddie began to tremble. "I want to be inside you... Y/N," Eddie whispered when their eyes met. "I need to be inside y-you," he stammered, feeling overwhelmed with emotions for the young woman.
Y/N nodded as she panted heavily reaching to Eddie's bedside for the lube. She kissed Eddie hungrily as she blindly opened it and coated her fingers with it.
"I keep wanting to bite your neck," she said with a grin as she placed kisses all over his chest, as she skillfully pressed one finger into herself, moaning at the feeling of turning herself on.
"Bite me to pieces...that fucking turns me on like crazy," Eddie hissed after Y/N broke the hungry kiss and began to spread generous amount of lube to her entrance. Eddie gasped as he watched Y/N's finger tease herself, pressing inside. "Oh god, baby...I fucking want you so much," Eddie groaned as Y/N added a second then a third. Unable to hold back, Eddie pushed up on Y/N's fingers as she worked them inside. His breath hitching, his body shaking, he grasped onto Y/N and kissed him deeply.
"Yeah... but not your neck... baby." Y/N panted, working her fingers in and out of herself. "Love bites." she explained with a grin before she leaned down and kissed hungrily. She broke the kiss and gave Eddie the lube. "Want me to do the honours?" she asked with a smile as she moved so she could cover his erection. "You gotta kiss me to distract me so I don't come all over you." Eddie panted.
"Fuck yeah I do," Y/N growled, taking the lube and coating her palm. With Y/N straddling him, Eddie sat up and watched as Y/N began slowly fisting his cock, smoothing the lube over him while he grabbed her neck with the other hand and fused their mouths together. He skillfully worked Y/N's mouth with his tongue while he guided her left hand up and down on his erection.
"God, I'm so ready for you to fuck me, baby," Eddie rasped as they broke the kiss and flipped over. Still jerking him with her hand, Y/N lay back on her back, opening her legs wide enough for Eddie to kneel between. Slowly, not breaking eye contact, she guided Eddie to her, lifting her hips up.
Eddie kept his eyes on Y/N as he got between her legs, his hands stroking her thighs softly. Biting his lip as he continued to maintain eye contact, Eddie pressed himself against Y/N's entrance, moving his hands to hold her hips as he slowly pushed inside of her. The sensation mind-blowing and Eddie couldn't help but moan at the feeling of his new girlfriend around his cock.
"Fuck, you're tight." he panted as his entire length disappeared inside of Y/N.
Y/N's eyes rolled back as she felt Eddie enter her and she threw her head back against the pillows. "Oh god, baby... please..." Y/N cried as she lifted her hips, taking Eddie as deeply as possible. "You feel so fucking good, Eddie...so fucking good inside me," Y/N mewed as Eddie leaned down to kiss her. Locking her thighs around Eddie's scarred torso, she began to writhe, desperate for Eddie to move inside her.
Eddie started to move, not really as slowly as he should have. He changed his angle until he found Y/N's g-spot moaning as he watched her whimper in pleasure under him. He continued to thrust harder and faster, unable to believe how heavenly this felt and the fact that he hadn't come the second he'd felt Y/N all around him.
Y/N tried to catch her breath as she gripped tightly to the bed sheets while she lifted her hips up to meet Eddie's thrusts. She looked up at Eddie, catching his eyes as they moved together, hips bucking frantically. When Eddie changed the angle, Y/N's entire body froze as sensation washed over her.
"E-Eddie...right t-there," Y/N stammered, arching up towards him as Eddie really began to pound into her. Clutching his torso with slippery thighs, Y/N struggled to maintain coherent thought. Her body was exploding with sensations as Eddie grasped her hips, rising on his knees, fucking her harder and faster than ever before. Y/N could not breathe but managed to meet each penetration. "Oh god... oh god... Eddie..." Y/N mewed as she reached down between her legs and started playing with herself.
Chanting Eddie's name like a mantra, combined with squeaks and mews of pleasure, Y/N felt the familiar fiery burn in her belly as her orgasm neared.
"That is so fucking it... Eddie... oh fucking god... you make me so hot...." she raved as her head tossed from side to side feverishly. "It feels so good... uh... oh god... I'm gonna cum... Eddie" she blurted out as she began to orgasm, jerking herself in time with Eddie's frantic pace.
Eddie couldn't take much more and was only able to thrust with everything he had a couple more times before the most intense orgasm took over him, making him tremble with pleasure as he screamed Y/N's name.
"Oh fuck... Y/N..." he panted, trying to push into her one more time as his thoughts consisted of nothing but the pleasure ripping through him.
Y/N came, spilling her warm, sticky essence over Eddie's cock, the moment she felt Eddie fill her with his hot seed. She continued to meet Eddie's thrusts, milking him through every last drop of his orgasm while pumping her own hand to release all she had to give. It was on the tip of her tongue to tell Eddie she loved him, but something was holding her back. Fear, most likely, she decided as she squeezed Eddie feeling him collapse on top of her, still joined.
"Oh fuck," Eddie panted, his chest heaving against his girlfriend, their bodies pressed together. "You've got to be kidding me," he said breathlessly. "That was fucking amazing."
"You're amazing...you are fucking so amazing," Y/N rasped as she held tightly to her new boyfriend. "Eddie... you know exactly where and how to touch me every fucking time, how do you do that?" she asked, pulling his face close and kissing him hungrily, stroking the inside of Eddie's mouth, sucking on his lip. Y/N continued to deepen the kiss, desperate for more, she could never get enough.
"Fuck, I can't get enough of you," she hissed as she took him for another long, passionate kiss, revelling in the feeling of Eddie buried so deep inside of her and the sticky warmth between them as they struggled for breath.
"No shit," Eddie panted between kisses. "God your body is fucking perfect..." he breathed out, no wanting to move out of fear of slipping out of Y/N. "You fucking blow me away."
Y/N grinned up at Eddie, knowing she must have looked a mess, covered in perspiration, her face red from exertion. "Perfect, eh? Doubtful... right now anyway," she told him between breaths. "You... however -are- perfection," Y/N whispered as she ran her fingers over Eddie's perspiring back, loving the feel of his skin.
"Well you look perfect to me right now," Eddie said truthfully, "You look like you do because of what you just did with me," he said grinning.
"Oh...so that's how it is," Y/N teased as she kissed each corner of Eddie's mouth before she lingering there for a long moment. "I just look good under the 'I've just been fucked haze'...." she added, a smirk on her face.
"Well yeah," Eddie said grinning. "I mean you're fucking gorgeous at any time but you look even more beautiful right now."
Y/N rolled them, still joined so that she was above Eddie, looking down into his face. Her heart was still racing and when she looked down at Eddie. He was so fucking beautiful, his deep brown eyes shining with the intimacy of their closeness.
"I'm so fucking crazy about you," she whispered, locking their lips together as she pressed her body tightly against the lead singer. Moaning, she deepened the kiss as she ground down against Eddie, revelling in the warmth of his body.
Eddie kissed her back his hand on the singer's lower back, his thumb making circles on her sweaty skin. Fuck, he was so in over his head with this. He knew nothing about Y/N and yet he was going insane about her, not able to control his emotions. God, he hoped to hell this was going to work out, he needed this to work out, he wanted it to.
Y/N kissed slowly down the side of Eddie's face, tenderly caressing as she moved down. She moved off Eddie's body, letting him pull her into the circle of his arms, holding her close. Y/N inhaled deeply as she snuggled against him, her eyes closing. 'I love him' her mind reverberated. She couldn't believe that in less than a week she had fallen so desperately head over heels for him. "You feel so amazing in my arms," Eddie whispered. "Do you know how happy I am?" he asked into her damp hair after he placed a kiss there.
Y/N rested against the singer's chest. "Probably as happy as I am," she replied with a smile. "Although scared a bit at the same time at how intense it is."
"I'm trying to avoid that topic," Eddie whispered, stroking Y/N's back with his fingertips, slowly up and down soothingly. "Do you know how terrifying it is to think about the fact that I am happier than I have ever been in my life and I barely know anything about you? The intensity of this whole thing is enough to make me insane," Eddie confessed as he felt Y/N pulling the blankets around them as she started to get chilly.
"I need to tell you something, Y/N," he said quietly as he snuggled closer, obsessed with the warm and cozy sensations surrounding him. "But, I'm scared," he told her, burying his face in her hair.
Y/N did know how terrifying it was she knew it because she felt the same way. She moved her head up so she was looking into his eyes.
"You can tell me." she said in a soothing voice. "Well if you feel you want to. I promise I'll listen to what you have to say."
Eddie sighed before looking down into Y/N's face. "I didn't exactly have the best childhood. Well, fuck it, that's putting it lightly. I had an awful childhood. Trust has always been one of my biggest issues. Growing up in a family where trust was non-existent has made relationships very difficult for me, relationships of all kinds. I either act one of two ways...I tend to either trust too quickly and with the wrong people or not at all. Sam, my ex-wife, was the only person I have been able to get close enough to trust and she betrayed me in every way imaginable. This is why things are so volatile between us. She knew that I trusted her and she abused that trust, using it against me. She's lied, she's cheated, she's destroyed a good part of what I spent years trying to build within myself," he paused as he twined their fingers together, pressing his palm close to Y/N's, nervously. He swallowed dryly before biting his lower lip.
"When Sam and I got together, I knew that I was taking a risk that most likely would end up turning against me. It was a huge mistake, Y/N. One that I'll probably end up paying for the rest of my life." Eddie got quiet again, feeling comforted by the closeness of Y/N's body and the way he wrapped himself around her. "The emotions you have brought out in me are nothing short of frightening, I've never been this scared even when i was in the upside down fighting Vecna and the demobats," he looked into Y/N's eyes, drowning momentarily in the almond shaped beauty of them. "I want you to know that I-I've fallen for you, Y/N. I'm so fucking crazy about you. My heart pounds just looking at you, my body responds to the mere sound of your voice. I've never in my life experienced intensity like this before. I guess, I just want you to know that I am in this 100% but its new territory for me. I can't promise that making things work with me will be easy. I can be difficult, stubborn and fucking insanely moody sometimes. For reasons that one day, I hope that I can entrust to you. Just bare with me, I know I'm not perfect...so far from it. I just want to make you happy, Y/N. As happy as you make me. I know we have a lot to learn about each other but I've really never wanted anything more in my life. I don't mean to scare you worse, but I needed you to know how important you've become to me in just a few short days. I'm head over heels for you..." he finished afraid to meet Y/N's eyes. His heart was racing with nervous; his hands had begun to shake. He prayed he had not made a mistake in confessing his feeling for her. But if he was going to honest here, he knew it was necessary.
Y/N had tears in her eyes as she listened to Eddie. Before she could even utter one word, she moved so her face was right in front of Eddie and cupped his face softly, planting the tenderest loving kiss she could.
"Listen..." she said, her voice trembling with emotion. "I am sorry for so many things. I'm sorry you went through hell with Vecna and the demobats, which you will have to explain in a whole load of detail by the way, and I'm sorry that Sam took advantage of you, because I honestly can feel my heart breaking at the thought of you in any type of pain. But I want you to know something; I'm not taking any part of this lightly. You have no idea what it means to me to know that you trust me and that you feel this way about me. Because I know what it feels to have no one to trust," she said sadly. "For the last 3 months of my life I've been through the hardest and saddest moments I have ever lived and all I could do was try to hide from it. Until -you- came around. I don't know what it is, or why but just being with you made me realize that I could trust you." She looked at him, smiled, and put her forehead against Eddie's. "And because of that I want you to know that I would never betray your trust, take advantage of you or hurt you in any way." She stroked Eddie's cheeks with her thumbs softly. "I'm scared out of my mind because right now I feel like I need you next to me to be able to breathe. I want to be with you and I want to give you my heart and my soul. I'm not perfect either, but I'm hoping you can see pass that. Because I have a feeling that this could be something amazing. I want to make this work because my feelings for you have because so strong. And yeah sometimes I can be too much of a perfectionist and sometimes I hide inside myself when I should open up, but the desire to have you in my life is so much stronger than anything I've ever felt."
Eddie had no words. He was completely speechless as he gave into Y/N's dark eyes, tears sparkling in his eyes. It was so hard to believe that this was happening. It seemed as if everything in his life was finally coming together and it was what he had always wished for. The chemistry and intensity he felt toward Y/N was something he had deemed impossible with another human being. His relationship was Sam had not even scratched the surface of what he had begun with Y/N in three days in the years they had been together. She was what Eddie had always dreamed of. Smart, talented, funny, beautiful and most of all the kind of person on the inside that he strived to be.
Eddie cleared his throat as he fought a fresh bout of tears but they fell unabashedly down his cheeks. "You turn me upside down, Y/L/N," he whispered, "completely and totally fucking upside down, literally and I've been to the upside down and its not a pretty place. I'm a fucking mess over here," he laughed through his tears.
"So am I," Y/N said smiling at him. "I really want to be with you Eddie. But I also need you to give me some time. I'm really scared. The last time I gave my heart to someone, he handed it back to me in tiny little pieces. I need you to be patient with me because I'm terrified and I really want to give you the relationship you deserve. I want to get to know you better than anyone does and we need some time for that. I've never been as sure as anything in my life as you, but I want to do this the right way."
"That sounds wonderful," he smiled, nuzzling Y/N with his nose. "I want to do this the right way too, Y/N. And I try to the best of my ability to be there when you need me, to back off if that's what you want, whatever it takes... As long as we stay honest with each other, confide in one another we can build the trust it takes to make this work. Because you deserve that. You deserve to have the most trustworthy, loving and adoring boyfriend anyone could have. I want to be that person, baby. I want to fill your heart until it overflows and there is nothing but wonderment and inspiration," Eddie paused, stroking Y/N's hair, watching how the afternoon sun peaked through the curtains and set a beautiful orange glow to the room. "I want to know you better than I know myself and the excitement I feel at the prospect of that makes me want to scream from the rooftop with happiness. You have no idea how grateful I am that you are part of my life now. Things just don't feel as daunting and scary when I'm with you. I have hope again. Thank you for giving me that hope," he said quietly, hiding his eyes in Y/N's hair, knowing he was crying again.
Y/N nodded, feeling a lump in her throat as she looked at Eddie. She wiped her boyfriend's tears away and pulled him for a loving kiss, not able to put how much was really going through her head at that precise moment. "Thank you... for so many things."
Eddie melted into the loving kiss Y/N bestowed upon his lips. Tears flowed freely down his cheeks as he had opened his heart, exposing so much of himself. The intimacy of that act of confession was so unbelievable. He kissed Y/N back, tasting the saltiness of his own tears on her tongue. Slowly he deepened the kiss as he wrapped himself tightly around her, feeling the her hands stroking his back and his hair tenderly. Eddie shivered in Y/N's arms as the kiss heated between them.
"Can we cuddle for a while?" Y/N asked out of breath, "I really want to be in your arms right now."
"Absolutely," Eddie grinned, pulling her close as they snuggled under the covers and settled in for a nap. Eddie was exhausted, his body literally felt like lead weight. Curling his arms around Y/N, he felt his eyes closing. "We gonna go back to the studio this evening?" Y/N asked, feeling the lead singer relaxing, breathing evenly.
Eddie nodded tiredly. "Yeah, we gotta start recording your vocals," he said sounding half-asleep half awake.
"Mmmm, yeah," Y/N yawned and stretched briefly before wrapping up again in Eddie's arms. "You feel so good, I could hold you like this forever," Eddie whispered, "and I know I'm a cornball," he grinned tiredly. "Sleep tight, angel," he mused and began to doze, feeling more comfortable and relaxed than he had ever felt in his life.
Y/N woke up later that afternoon, her stomach growling miserably as she realized she had not eaten all day. She slipped out of Eddie's arms, leaving him asleep as she padded naked and barefoot to the kitchen. Y/N checked the fridge, looking for something to eat. She found sandwich makings and began to pile ham and turkey on bread with mustard, mayo, and lettuce. She also simmered some tomato soup and put everything onto a tray with two large glasses of milk.
She paused in the doorway of the bedroom; unable to take her eyes off Eddie, as he lay partially covered, sprawled across the bed. His scarred, lightly inked skin contrasted brightly with the deep red sheets. He literally took Y/N's breath away. Carefully she made her way over to the bed.
"Hey sleeping beauty," Y/N called as she set the tray down on the bedside table, leaning to brush her lips over Eddie's ear. "Hungry?" she asked as she stirred the singer.
Eddie mumbled sleepily. "Yeah," he replied, his voice still showing how sleepily he was. He sat up on the bed, placing a kiss on Y/N's lip before he looked down at the food with a grateful smile.
"Come here," Y/N whispered, pulling Eddie's face to hers and looking into his eyes. "You are so fucking adorable when you wake up," she said before she kissed him thoroughly. "I made us some dinner cause it's close to 5 pm already and I know we need to get going," she mused, kissing Eddie again, sucking gently on his lower lip, feeling her belly stirring. "Yummy...." she hissed, "I could eat you instead," she finished as he reluctantly backed away and brought their food close, beginning to eat ravenously.
"Maybe later," Eddie replied with a grin as he took his sandwich and started eating. "This is really good," he said with his mouth full.
Long moments of silence passed as they ate, not realizing how completely starving they had been. "You gonna talk to Garrett tonight?" Eddie asked as he finished off the last of his soup.
Y/N sighed. "I think I have to. I think he's hurt and he wants to understand what's going on. I think I owe him that."
"Yeah, he did seem really upset this morning when I told him you weren't up for company," Eddie told her as he moved the empty plates and tray to the bedside table. "I think he was most upset that you were okay that I was here. It was almost like he was jealous," he added, stretching on the bed, his stomach full and satiated. He rolled on his side, propping his head up on his hand. "It was kind of odd and uncomfortable," he continued, watching as Y/N stretched out with him.
Y/N nodded in understanding. "Yeah, I know. He probably is. This is one of the first times I haven't been able to come to him with something that affected me like this. And he's always been a bit possessive of me... so to see me comfortable with you and not him... it can't be easy for him."
"I don't want him to be upset with me or feel like I'm taking you away from him," Eddie told her quietly. "I know how close you two are, I don't want to interfere with that," he stated, reaching to take Y/N's fingers, entwining them with his. Unable to resist, he kissed each one of the long slender, nuzzling with his nose.
"You won't." Y/N assured him. "And he'll figure that out too. I think he just feels in the dark right now, but it's not like I can't have you both in my life. I think if you take the van and come home early, I can hang out with him after we're done at the studio and get it layed out on the table."
Eddie nodded, still slightly concerned about Garrett and his obvious jealousy. "Sure, I can do that," Eddie agreed to taking the van home and letting Y/N and Garrett have the chance to talk. "And of course you can have both of us," Eddie smiled as he moved closer, leaning in to kiss Y/N's warm lips. "Guess we better get going then," he grinned, kissing Y/N repeatedly not giving her a moment to speak. He grabbed her and pulled her down on top of him. "Sorry," he apologized as he nibbled along Y/N's neck. "Just need a second more," he whispered as he kissed her lips.
Y/N smiled. "It's ok," she said softly as she allowed Eddie to do as he pleased. "I know we need to get going but I don't have what it takes to stop you," she admitted. Y/N felt as if she was completely weak to the man under her.
Eddie's heart pounded as he felt Y/N melt into his kiss, just as helpless as he was. Their tongues mingled intimately, stroking, moving and claiming one another deeply. Eddie pushed his hips up to meet Y/N's groin, feeling his arousal growing more by the second. He could never get enough of this woman.
"Fuck," he grated as he began to grind against Y/N, kissing her harder than before, thrusting his tongue through her mouth fervently. "Oh god," he murmured as he rubbed his body deliciously against Y/N, revelling in the nakedness between them.
"Eddie," Y/N moaned into his mouth, twisting her body desperately against the singer, feeling the slow burn as her own body hardened. "We h-have to go," Y/N growled as she kissed back, meeting each hip thrust with more pants and groans. "Ah... Eddie... ahhh...fuck..." she hissed breathlessly. Eddie rolled them again so that he lay on top of Y/N, furiously bucking his hips, searching for release.
"G-god... Y/N... I can't stop... I fucking can't stop..." he mused incoherently when he felt Y/N's legs clinging to his waist as they continued to move against each other, panting heavily. Y/N sucked on Eddie's tongue, breathing rapidly through her nose. In the back of her mind, she heard a phone ringing. Eddie's ring tone was becoming a regular spoiler of their extra curricular activities. It was either that or Garrett. Most times, it was both.
"Fuck..." Eddie growled into Y/N's mouth. "Y/N... we h-have to go..."
"I know... I know..." Y/N gasped as she tried to catch her breath watching Eddie break their kiss and reach for his phone.
"Yeah?" he answered, still panting. Y/N turned over on her back, breathing heavily as she saw Eddie get up and walk over near the window. His hair was mussed, his face red and his lips swollen. Y/N followed down the line of his naked body, taking in his throbbing erection. Fuck, he was beautiful, she mused as her fingers on herself, fingering herself before using the wetness to begin jerking off.
"We'll be there in t-twen..." Eddie paused as he turned to see Y/N masturbating, his eyes fixed on her. "Forty five minutes..." Eddie finished, snapping his phone shut, tossing it aside, not really caring where it went. "Fucking A, Y/L/N... you are gonna be the death of me," he growled again as he climbed onto her. Again, unable to control himself around his new lover.
Exactly sixty minutes later, Eddie and Y/N walked into the studio but attempting to hide the shit eating grins on their faces. It was impossible. They were absolutely crazy about each other. The sexual chemistry was enough to keep them bed bound for a month. Y/N honestly didn't know if she would ever get tired of the lead singer and she was certain she would never tire of the taste of his sweet essence on her tongue or his hot, throbbing cock down her throat.
The group worked for the next six hours straight without much more than a drink break. Y/N's throat was burning with exertion but she loved every minute of it. She loved showing off especially when Eddie was watching her. She wanted to impress him more than anything. Now, sitting in the recording booth, they reviewed the vocals they had just recorded. Nodding along with the tempo, Y/N looked around at her new band mates. Each looked happy with the results of Eddie and her vocals.
"Sounds dope," Steve piped as he stretched, yawning.
"Totally," Dustin said as he shrugged onto his jacket. "I'm outta here guys. I'm about to fall flat on my face," Dustin continued as he nodded at the guys. Jeff asked if he could catch a ride with Dustin before they both left the studio with a tired wave. Y/N slumped on the couch, yawning herself as Steve followed shortly behind Dustin and Jeff.
"I'm pretty tired too," Eddie croaked hoarsely. "Mind if I head back to the house?" he asked Y/N, knowing he needed to take off so that Garrett and Y/N could have a chance to talk.
"Not at all," Y/N replied, still working on something in the computer. She turned around and walked over to her bag. "Garrett can you drop me off later?" she asked her friend.
Garrett seemed caught off guard but nodded, "Yeah, sure," he replied. "Okay Eddie, here are your keys to the van and this are your keys back to the apartment," Y/N said handing them off to Eddie, a grin on her face, taking advantage of the fact that her back was to Garrett to touch Eddie's hand softly as she winked at him.
Eddie squeezed her hand back as he took the keys and followed it up with a coy smile.
"I'll see you at home later then," he added as he tossed her backpack over his shoulder. "Later dude," he nodded to Garrett who had been avoiding him for most of the evening. He hoped that he and Y/N would get things sorted and back on track as he disappeared through the doorway.
Eddie climbed tiredly behind the wheel and started the engine. He looked back at the studio building as he began to pull out of the parking lot. His phone began ring as he steered onto the main highway, going towards his apartment building. Fortunately, it was only a short drive away because he was not overly familiar with LA yet.
Reaching in his back pocket, he saw Sam's number flashing across the screen. He rolled his eyes, half tempted to not answer. He knew he was going to have to talk with her sooner or later. Now, that he had got the job filled, he thought, he might as well break the news to her.
"Hi, Sam," Eddie said, as he put the phone to his ear.
"Hey," she replied softly.
"What's going on?" Eddie asked, trying to be civil although he wanted to pull his hair out at the sound of her voice. It grated on his nerves like nothing else.
"I thought you would call me back after the other night," Sam told him. He could hear her sighing into the phone. Her voice sounded weaker than usual. "I really needed you, Eddie. I was sure that you would understand that especially after I told you about the papers," she added with another exasperated sigh.
Eddie paused, not sure how to respond. He really wanted the whole "divorce papers" scenario to disappear like a terrible nightmare.
"Well, Sam, it was quite a shock. How did you expect me to respond? Did you really think I would be happy about this? Given our history? Hell given my history?" Eddie said, fighting a tired yawn.
"I don't know Eddie, you tell me," Sam said, annoyance in her voice.
"Well, I'm not happy, Sam. I fucking pissed that you have waited all this time, keeping it from me. It's just another prime example of how right it was for us to divorce," he added.
"When are you coming home anyway? That audition should have been long over," Sam changed the subject abruptly.
"That's actually the reason I picked up the phone," he confessed as he began to bite his nails nervously. "The audition went surprisingly...well," he began.
"Quit biting your nails and spill it," Sam spat angrily. "You find someone else out there? You gonna marry her and run away?" she asked sarcastically. "Who is she? Someone in the record label? You always were good at sleeping your way up to the top," she added, evilly.
Eddie took a deep breath as he tried to cool the anger already boiling inside. 'What fucking right did she have to say that to me?' She was the one who slept around with his band members and multiple others while they were supposedly exclusive.
"Don't start, Sam. I'm exhausted and too fucking fed up with your games right now," Eddie added, stopping at a red light.
"You have the papers to worry about now, Eddie, so wake up and smell the coffee. You are wasting your time out there, it just wasn't meant to be for you to make it in the music business. I've always told you that," Sam insisted. "It's not such a bad thing, Eddie. Not everyone can make it...."
"i got the job filled Sam, I'm staying," he cut in quietly, his tone serious.
"You're serious?" Sam stammered, under her breath.
"Yes. I'm coming home this week to get my things. I'll be moving out here permanently so that we can finish the record and begin touring after the summer," he added. Sam was quiet for along moment.
"I hope you don't expect to shirk your husbandly duties, Eddie. You owe me that," she told him angrily.
"Thats ex-husbandly duties" Eddie corrected her "so what the fuck are you talking about Sam?" Eddie yelled losing his temper.
"Don't fucking start with me on that!"
"Don't even remind me!" Eddie hissed. "Just the thought pisses me off so fucking much, Sam. I have no idea what we were thinking! It's never worked between us, I must have been fucking drunk to even consider it!" he grated, running his fingers through his hair.
"Fuck you Eddie!" Sam screeched into the phone, causing Eddie to hold the phone away from his head. "You are impossible... fucking completely impossible!" she screamed. Eddie could almost picture her face, red with anger. "I can't fucking take it! When will you be home? I just can't talk to you when you are like this!" Sam asked, her voice shaking now.
"I don't know, maybe later this week," Eddie reasoned, trying to calm himself. "Don't call me again, Sam. I'll call you when I get in so I can pick up the rest of my things," he told her.
"I will fucking call you when I damn..."
"Goodbye, Sam... and fuck off," he hissed, cutting her off again before snapping the phone shut with a loud pop.
Jerking into a open parking space outside his building, he beat his forehead on the wheel in aggravation. 'Please God, don't let me be tied to the woman anymore, please fucking God!' Eddie prayed quietly to himself, trying to catch his breath and calm down. Sam made him so angry, he literally was shaking all over.
Grabbing his bags, he headed into his apartment, going straight for the shower. Stripping down he climbed under the warm pelting sprays, sighing, letting go of all his tension. He was already missing Y/N. He desperately wanted to climb into the her arms, snuggling against her, inhaling the soft scent of her hair and body. He could hardly wait until she got home.
Y/N sat back down but decided it wasn't even worth pretending to be working, not that she'd be what you call productive at this point. Her head was about to explode with everything that had been going on today.
"Gar, I'm sorry I couldn't talk to you when you came to see me this morning."
"Sure, Y/N, no problem," Garrett murmured as he continued to work on the laptop in front of him. He didn't understand the painful ache in his chest. Why did it bother him so much that Y/N had chosen Eddie over him? Whatever the reason, he really didn't want to discuss it.
"Look at me, dude." Y/N said. "I know I suck lately. I know you have been frustrated with me because I have not been able to talk to you. But I was just frustrated with myself for allowing Scott to hurt me in the first place and sometimes I felt that you wanted to hurt him more than you wanted to help me."
"Y/N, that's ridiculous," Garrett shook his head as he continued to focus on the computer. "I can't believe you would even say something like that," he added, glancing Y/N's way but looking away quickly as his eyes blurred with tears. He must be fucking tired or something because he never got upset like this. It had just been a stressful few months. He tried to relax by rolling his neck muscles. He knew Y/L/N was breaking him down, but it was not gonna be without a fight.
"Well I'm sorry, I was breaking down at the time, remember? I wasn't exactly thinking straight." Y/N defended herself. "I was in fucking pain and I couldn't see things clearly, Garrett. All I could think of was how much it hurt, and every time I tried telling you that, you keep telling me how much you wanted to see Scott so you could kick his ass. I'm sorry." she said her voice breaking down with emotion.
The painful sound of Y/N's voice breaking down was enough to send tears down Garrett's cheeks. He loved Y/N more than anything and it was so difficult to see his friend in misery.
"I was just trying to help, in the only way I knew how, Y/N," Garrett replied as he spun the office chair around and looked at his long-time friend. "And don't apologize. It appears that I was the one who failed you as a friend in this instance," he said sadly.
"No, you didn't," Y/N replied quickly. "I don't blame you, Gar. This thing was so fucking new and difficult; neither of us knew what to do. This was not your fault. We just weren't as in sync with this to know what the other needed."
"Well, I guess Eddie did," Garrett said, hurtfully, regretting it the moment it came out of his mouth. He could not look at Y/N as he knuckled away the stray tears.
Y/N dropped her head. "I wish I could explain that," she said sadly. "I don't understand it but he helped me. Maybe it was because he didn't know me or because he actually treated me normally instead of like if I was about to break down any second but he helped me." She took a deep breath and looked at Garrett. "No one in this world could replace you, Garrett. But he just understood me in a different way."
"I'm glad that he could help you, I just don't understand it, Y/N. You are normally so picky about who you trust. And within less than two days Eddie's your best bud, I just don't get it, Y/N. It doesn't matter anyhow..." Garrett said, feeling frustrated.
"Yes it does matter," Y/N replied. "I just said I don't understand it either. He's not my best bud, you are." she said sincerely. "He couldn't dream of knowing me the way you do, or having pulled me out of trouble so many times. He just... I feel like I can trust him, and he has a different view on this issue and that's why he's helping me. My relationship with him, no matter what it is, doesn't have any effect on ours. I wouldn't trade you for the world, man."
"I don't understand why but I don't have a choice except to accept your opinion on this. I'm just worried about you, you have been through so much and I don't think I could bear it something happened to you again. I don't think you could handle it, Y/N. Scott almost destroyed you and I wanted to fucking kill him for it, I guess I just got so fixated on that. It's just I feel so helpless about the whole situation." he replied, turning to face her.
Y/N looked down at her fingers. "I know, Garrett. Trust me; I know," she said, "I know what getting hurt again will do to me. But you know I don't take these things lightly. I wish I could give you a reasonable explanation but I can't. All I know is that I feel like I can trust him. I -know- I can trust him. I need to you to know that I'm not just doing this in an impulse; I'm just doing what feels right, Garrett." she said, wanting nothing more than to make things better with her friend. "I know it's been harsh between us lately, but I'm talking to you now, I'm opening up here."
Garrett looked directly into Y/N's eyes. "You have no idea how glad I am that you are. I love you; Y/N and I want nothing more than to see you happy. Last night was just so intense, what with Scott calling out of the blue and demanding to see you after all these months. I wanted to be there for you, to prove that he could not just walk all over us. And Eddie walked in and took care of business like he had been here all along. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad someone gave that guy what was coming. I just wish like hell it had been me," Garrett murmured as he thumbed a tear off Y/N's cheek.
"Gar I know," Y/N said. "But you gotta understand Eddie did that because Scott was threatening us both. He had a fucking switchblade in his hand and told Eddie to take off because he had unfinished business with me. Eddie was trying to protect me."
"Eddie mentioned that," Garrett said sadly. "I can't believe that I suggested that you go alone," he whispered as he ran his hands over his face and then into his hair exasperatedly. "What the fuck was I thinking?" Garrett said, cursing himself.
"I don't think we were thinking," Y/N replied. "But I think we can put that behind us now. He's gone and I don't think he's coming back."
"You are definitely right about that," Garrett agreed. "And, I want to put everything behind us. Do you think we can do that? I know that I haven't been the best friend to you lately," he continued, moving off his chair to stand near Y/N. "I'm sorry, for everything, not being there for you, the way you needed me."
"It's put behind already, man." Y/N said standing up to hug Garret. "And you are my best friend, always have and always will. And zero jealousy with Eddie, dude!"
Garrett couldn't help the grin taking over his face as he pulled Y/N close to him. "I love you," Garrett whispered into her shoulder as she hugged him back. But shoved her away playfully, "I ain't jealous of no scrawny, long-haired, screaming tattoo freak," Garrett teased. "Surely you have better taste than that," Garrett mused as he pulled Y/N into a headlock and scrubbed his knuckles on her scalp, annoyingly.
"Shut up, dude." Y/N said laughing, fighting with Garrett. "Man, I don't know about you, but I'm fucking tired. Mind giving me a ride home?" she asked trying to avoid her cheeks from looking flushed.
"Sure, Y/N..." Garrett started but raised his eyebrow at Y/N's flushing cheeks. "You don't find him attractive, do you?" he asked, thinking he had seen a familiar look cross Y/N's eyes with his teasing about Eddie.
Y/N blushed even harder. "Maybe a little," she lied through her teeth. "He's hot," she said, trying to play it cool as she packed her things.
"Are you kidding, Y/L/N?" Garrett asked, laughingly. "He's a cool dude and all, but come on...he isn't exactly the clean cut type you usually find attractive. Plus don't even think about it... It would be a terrible move to try and sleep with him. He doesn't look like the bad boy type anyway...so I hope you haven't gotten your hopes up," he snorted with a smile as he slung his backpack over his shoulder.
Y/N laughed. "Well it surprised me too, but yeah... what can I say?" she said shrugging. "But don't worry, my hopes are nowhere close where they should be," she said with a grin.
"That's good," Garrett smiled as he followed Y/N out of the studio. "Although, he did pack quite a fucking punch. I would have never guessed he could wipe up the floor with Scott either," he added as they climbed into his truck. "He impressed me though; I was ready to throw myself at him when I saw Scott writhing in pain on the floor. Shit, I'd have fucked him for that," Garrett grinned, winking at Y/N once they got in his truck and he drove out of the parking lot.
Y/N laughed. 'Well he fucked me,' she thought amused. "I think I'm going to tell your girlfriend you said that."
"Tell her! I'll admit it! That was motherfucking brilliant...the way he laid him out. God! I would have killed to see that! Was it just one punch or a few? Wait...did he just kick him in the balls and then tackle him?" Garrett asked, excitedly.
"No," Y/N said laughing. "He punched him in the gut and then beat the crap out of him when he was on the floor."
"Fucking Munson, man!" Garrett mused, still laughing. He continued to focus on the road but stole a glance at Y/N who had grown silent suddenly. "Y/N? I didn't mean to tease you about thinking Eddie was hot, he's a cool guy...I could see how you would find him attractive," Garrett told him quietly as he pulled into Eddie's apartment building parking lot. He slowed to a stop at the entrance and reached out ruffling Y/N's hair.
Y/N smiled, "I know, it's cool," she said with a grin. "I was just thinking about how crazy the last few days have been. And truth be told I have no clue how I found him attractive in the first place, but yeah I do."
Garrett massaged the back of Y/N's neck a moment before leaning back in the seat, looking pensive. "You know... I'm not sure what it is, I can't quite put my finger on it, but that look in your eyes...that shiny sparkle that I know and love about you, Y/L/N...it's back. And I am not sure who or what is responsible for that, but I'm grateful," he told her, smiling at her across the dark car. "Maybe you finally finding someone you are attracted to again is the reason for that. There are other fish in the sea, Y/N. It's just a matter of time before you have one biting on your hook," he laughed at his own dorky analogy.
Y/N laughed. "Well I feel better. Maybe it's the fact that I can finally say Scott is no longer an issue," she said thoughtfully. "I don't know... but yeah right now we need to focus on finishing that damn record."
"Damn straight," Garrett replied. "Now that we've got our woman, we should be able get that puppy rolling." Garrett looked at Y/N as she collected her bag. "I'm real impressed with you, Y/N. Your fucking amazing, way better than I ever expected," he added.
"Yeah, Eddie's definitely something else," Y/N said. "I can tell you that first day... I blew him away," she said with complete honesty. "I think we have a great record in our hands."
"It's about fucking time too," Garrett smiled again. "God knows we've waiting and worked long and hard enough for it," he told her. "I can hardly wait to take the album on tour, it's gonna be so fucking dope, Y/N!"
"Yeah, man. We deserve it," Y/N said with smile, she gathered up her things and looked at Garrett. "Thanks for the ride. I'll see you tomorrow at the studio, alright?"
"Yeah dude..." Garrett winked as he watched Y/N climb out of the car. "See ya," he said as Y/N closed the truck door and headed inside. Garrett stayed to make sure Y/N got inside safely. His heart swelled with relief that they were finally talking again. It was so important to him and the fact that Y/N had finally opened up and admitted she was withdrawing from him was a great leap. He drove home with a smile on his face.
Y/N turned to wave at Garrett as she let herself into the building with the key code. It was amazing that they had actually had a real conversation without ending up in a hideous fight. But, she had almost confessed about Eddie though. It was so hard to lie to Garrett or at least not tell the full truth.
She climbed the stairs and searched for the spare key Eddie had hiding on the top of the doorframe. Letting herself in, the apartment was frighteningly quiet. Shrugging out of her jacket and toeing off her shoes she could see a light peeking from under Eddie's bedroom door. It surprised her how much she missed the singer in their short time apart. She could almost smell a masculine shampoo scent in the air knowing he must have taken a shower.
Pushing the bedroom door ajar, she leaned in, seeing Eddie sprawled across his red sheets clad only in a pair of low-rise pj pants. His forearm was thrown across his face, the colourful tattoos adorning his arms and two main scars on his ribs looked painfully sexy, Y/N thought, feeling herself throb with excitement. She watched as his chest rose and fell in a relaxed sleep pattern. He was incredibly gorgeous.
His narrow and slender hips jutted forward through the soft flannel material and Y/N could not take her eyes off the soft downy hair trailing down below his navel. He took her breath away. Her heart was racing as she neared the mattress, placing one knee on the bed.
She sat on the mattress and then leaned back propping herself on her elbow as she continued to watch the sleeping singer. She stretched her other hand and moved his arm away from his face softly, not really wanting to wake him, but just look at his peaceful face. She smiled as she softly run her fingers through his hair, desperately wanting to kiss him, but not willing to interrupt his peaceful sleep.
Eddie roused awake as he felt fingers sifting through his hair. Opening one eye, he stretched languidly, looking at Y/N laid out next to him, watching him intently.
"Hey," he whispered softly, looking toward the doorway making sure they were alone before rolling toward her.
"Hey, baby," Y/N replied. "I didn't mean to wake you," she said softly, pressing a soft kiss to the singer's lips.
Moaning into Y/N's soft lips, Eddie slipped his fingers into the silky hair of Y/N's nape. "Mmmm...I can't think of a better reason to wake up," he whispered, inhaling deeply, his entire body melting. He let Y/N kiss him slowly, leisurely, smoothing her tongue repeatedly through his mouth, him gently pulling on her labret before her sucking on his bottom lip.
Y/N smiled into the kiss. "I'm sure there are," she said teasingly against Eddie's lips. "But you looked breath taking sleeping, and I'm pretty sure I stink and need a shower."
"Highly doubtful," Eddie teased back as he wrapped his arms and legs around Y/N, holding her captive. "No," he told her, squeezing her tightly. "You don't stink, you smell like heaven," Eddie grinned, kissing down the side of Y/N's neck. "I could eat you up...in one bite," he joked, laughingly.
"I don't think you could, baby," Y/N said moving her head to give him more access. "You're too skinny for all my fat," she laughed.
"I may be skinny," Eddie stated as he kissed the expanse of neck that Y/N had exposed for his access, "but, I have a voracious appetite for you." He lightly dragged his tongue over the salty taste of her skin, stopping to nip and suck below her collarbone. "You taste way too fucking good..." he murmured as he worked his way down and gently pulled Y/N's nipple into his mouth, sucking furiously, causing the bud to pucker and the skin to turn dark red.
Y/N gasped and let out a little moan of approval. "I can feel that... but I still don't think you can eat me in one bite," she said, not willing to stop the teasing just yet. "Much less when I just came from working all night."
"Okay, two then..." Eddie mused as he looked up at Y/N, his eyes locking with hers as he covered her other nipple with his mouth, using his tongue, dragging it slowly, and circling tantalizingly.
Y/N shook her head, not willing to give in just yet. "Nope, I still don't believe you," she said, trying to hide the hitch on her breath and the reaction her whole body was having from Eddie's touch.
Eddie chuckled against Y/N's nipple, mid-bite. It was obvious she was resisting him as Eddie could already feel how hard he was against her inner thigh and he knew she could feel it and taking into account that she was pulsating against him which made him get even more turned on.
"Lemme see if I can convince you," Eddie whispered as he continued downward, tracing a hot, wet path with his tongue, pushing her t-shirt up and out of the way. He hissed hot breath over Y/N's navel before nuzzling his nose and dipping in with feathery licks. Fingering open Y/N's belt buckle, he flicked his eyes back up, locking with her gaze. "Am I getting warmer?" he rasped quietly under his breath, making sure the warmth hit Y/N's lower belly.
Y/N was doing her best not to pant, oh but that felt good. She bit her lip to hold back a moan as she looked down at Eddie. "I think you know the answer to that."
Grinning with pride, Eddie opened Y/N's jeans, popping open the button fly. He watched intently as Y/N's dark underwear appeared showing her tensed stomach hidden beneath.
"You mean this?" he asked slyly as he pulled at the cotton with his teeth teasingly.
Y/N nodded wordlessly as her hands made fists on the sheets where Eddie had been sleeping barely a few minutes ago.
"Oh god... are you going to lick me out again?" she asked grinning. "Cause you seem to like doing that."
"Is that a complaint I'm hearing? Cause I can stop, right now..." Eddie told her with a smirk on his face as he stopped his ministrations and rolled over onto his side, propping his head in his hand.
Y/N grinned. "See? I always win," she said as she got up from the bed and headed for the shower.
Eddie watched as Y/N climbed off the bed in utter shock and amazement. He bit the inside of his cheek as he fought a grin, waiting a full minute before he gave chase. 'She wanted to play, eh? Well...two can play at that game,' Eddie thought evilly.
The bathroom had already filled with steam and he could see Y/N's shadow behind the curtain as she bathed. He stripped off his pjs and climbed into the shower with Y/N.
"Wanna play hard to get, eh?" Eddie whispered as he surprised Y/N from behind. Not giving the young woman a chance to answer, he pushed her face first into the tiled wall, pressing himself lengthwise against her backside, making sure his arousal was well known.
Y/N was caught off-guard but smiled against the wall. "Well..." she said teasingly, pressing back against the singer, feeling smug as he moaned, "At some point, you gotta work for it, baby."
"Oh I'll work for it alright," Eddie whispered against her ear, sucking the lobe into his mouth before nipping his way down to Y/N's shoulder with his teeth and tongue. Eddie put his hand on Y/N's forehead, bending it back gently so that he could assault her neck with more tiny bites and kisses. "Ten minutes of my mouth and you'll be begging for mercy," he hissed as he began to grind against her. "And by the way, in answer to your earlier question regarding how I feel about licking you out, I... fucking... love... it," he grated as he fused his mouth to Y/N's kissing her hungrily.
Y/N gave into the kiss, a smile still on her lips. When they had to break for air, she grinned. "I think I have already asked for forgiveness, baby," she said panting. "And I don't think it's possible for me to think of this as losing... if your hot mouth is on my clit."
"And see, to me, that sounds like a win-win situation," Eddie hissed as he slipped one arm around Y/N's waist, using the leverage to continue grinding against Y/N. Pressing one hand flat against Y/N's belly while the other drifted lower, wrapping firmly around Y/N's groin, he began to play with her slowly in time with his thrusts against her.
Y/N moaned as she pushed back against Eddie. "But... if you keep that up... you won't actually get a chance to lick me out, 'cause I'm going to come right here in your hand."
"Don't you dare," Eddie groaned even though the thought of that aroused him beyond belief. Letting go, he spun the girl around, pushing her roughly into the wall, taking her mouth again for another deep kiss. He felt breathless as he kissed her, their tongues entwining rapidly, fighting for space inside each other's mouths.
Eddie's belly lurched with desire painfully as he leaned in, feeling their body's pressing together. He whimpered softly into Y/N's soft lips as he continued kissing her, unable to stop the erotic melding. His body was so hot, so fucking hard; he could hear his heart pounding in his ears.
Leaning back, Eddie gripped his own cock, stroking himself, unable to help himself. Breaking the kiss, he looked into Y/N's eyes before sliding his cock in between her wet folds stroking them together, simultaneously. Eddie's mouth parted and eyes rolled back in ecstasy as he jerked them both together with one hand. He swallowed hard, gulping a breath of air as he felt the throbbing between his fingers, pre-ejaculating like mad.
"Fuck, Y/N...you feel so fucking good," he growled as he kissed her hard.
Y/N was moaning louder as her head moved from side to side in ecstasy.
"Fuck... yes... it does..." she breathed as her hips moved pretty much on their own towards Eddie's hand. "Oh god..." she said, biting her lip.
Continuing for a moment longer, as the intensity of the feeling was overwhelmingly arousing, Eddie sucked on Y/N's bottom lip, pulling the tender flesh between his teeth roughly. Desperation won out as Eddie let go and knelt between Y/N's legs, knowing he wanted nothing more than to have Y/N cum in his mouth. He fucking loved it; he was beginning to think he had lived for it.
Positioning Y/N's leg over his shoulder, he took hold of Y/N with one hand and buried him tongue deep. Grasping her hips with his left hand, he began to slide up and down, moaning feverishly, it aroused him so much. Using a wet finger, he traced Y/N's entrance carefully, teasingly. He wanted Y/N to scream with pleasure; he was dying for it.
Y/N's brain could barely process all the sensations going through her body now. The hot feeling of the singer's mouth, his fingers, it was all insanely arousing. She looked down at him, feeling herself getting louder and louder with each passing moment, knowing she would not last much longer.
"Oh god... Eddie... I'm so fucking close..."
"Give it to me, baby...I want it so bad..." Eddie whispered between licks on Y/N's swollen clit. "Fuck yes...give it to me..." he growled as he plunged two fingers into Y/N, reaching deeply for her spot. Finding it quickly from the tone of Y/N's moans, he flicked it with the tip of his middle finger rapidly as he sped up his mouth on her clit. Eddie's body trembled as he sucked hard, swallowing over and over, eyes rolling back at the taste of Y/N's sweet core. He could not breathe he was panting so hard as he finger fucked Y/N furiously. He could almost taste the sweet essence he craved with every part of his being.
Y/N could feel her climax building up, moaning louder as she felt Eddie's fingers inside of her. She wanted to push into the singer's mouth and against his fingers at the same time, knowing it was impossible. Without much surprise, an intense orgasm hit her, making her bend forward from the intense pleasure ripping through her, screaming Eddie's name as she did making her knees weak with the intensity.
Eddie groaned loudly as he felt Y/N tighten around his fingers as she began to cum. He didn't stop moving his hand or his mouth as he felt the first jet of sweetness hit his tongue. He growled with arousal as Y/N filled his mouth while shaking and screaming his name at the top of her lungs. Chills ran down Eddie's spine as he continued to milk Y/N's swollen clit with his mouth, coaxing every last drop. Fuck, he loved making her cum like that, he mused as he looked up at Y/N leaning limply against the wall, her hair wet and plastered to her forehead with water, her face bright red from exertion. She was so fucking beautiful.
"God, baby," Eddie panted as he placed kisses on Y/N's lower belly, trying to catch his breath. "You are so fucking hot... cumming like that...it makes me crazy," Eddie confessed as he raised himself, trembling to his feet.
Y/N nodded, resting back against the wall to try to breathe again. "I feel the same way, baby," she said with a huge smile as she pulled the singer for a kiss.
Eddie gathered Y/N into his arms, holding her as they both regained their breath and energy. He thought for the hundredth time about how crazy he was for the woman nestled in his arms. He kissed her lips softly, pushing down his unattended arousal, just melting in her beautiful grey eyes.
Y/N just returned the kiss, her brain still trying to catch up with what just happened. It was mind blowing how Eddie made her feel. She could barely think, she could barely breathe at all.
"You are so beautiful, Y/N," Eddie whispered as he kissed Y/N's forehead then her lips once again. Still desperately aroused, Y/N kissed tenderly down the side of Y/N's neck. He nuzzled her nape and pressed a hard kiss to her shoulder still trying to push off his erection. He could see how exhausted Y/N was and had no intentions of release other than snuggling in bed with her.
Y/N seemed to wake up from her daze as Eddie's erection brushed against her. "Baby... you're still hard..." she mumbled between moans as Eddie kissed her. "How do you want me to get you off?" she asked with a smile.
"I don't...I just wanna hold you," Eddie whispered sweetly as he kissed her again, unable to go a moment without her lips. "I want you... to finish your shower and join me in bed," he added, his lips lingering on her neck again.
Y/N shook her head. "Nuh uh. I'm not leaving this shower until you finish," she said firmly.
"But baby," Eddie began, "what I really want is for you to fuck me. Seeing as how that's not a possibility this very second, I'm willing to wait." Eddie kissed her mouth, sucking on her lower lip. "Now, finish your shower and I'll meet you in bed, ok?"
Y/N shook her head again, a smile across her lips. "No," she simply said pushing Eddie against the wall, kissing him deeply as her hand moved down his chest and stomach to his cock. She stroked him slowly at first, but she did not break the kiss, not willing to give Eddie a chance to protest.
Eddie groaned inwardly as he felt himself being pushed into the tile and Y/N's hands all over him. "Oh god, baby," he grated as the little self-control he had gained dissipated into thin air. When Y/N's hand drifted across the sensitive skin of his belly, he trembled with excitement. "I can't resist you when you get dominant like this," Eddie mused, biting his lip hard as Y/N began to jerk him in her hand.
Y/N smiled triumphantly as she moved her kisses down to Eddie's neck and she quickened the pace with her hand. "I don't give up easily, baby," she said, leaning down to take one of Eddie's nipples into her mouth, her hand not stopping once.
Eddie hissed as Y/N's hand increased its pace on his throbbing cock. "So, I see," he whispered, gasping as Y/N began sucking on one of his nipples. He shuddered as he felt Y/N's teeth pulling at the tight bud. Unable to hold his hips still, Eddie began thrusting into Y/N's hand while his belly burned with desire. "Oh fuck, Y/N," he rasped, throwing his head back into the tile with a thud.
Y/N increased her pace as her hand roamed freely over Eddie's body, touching every sensitive spot to drive him crazy. "Come for me, baby," she panted in Eddie's ear.
"Oh fuck...fuck..." Eddie panted as he arched into Y/N's hand, now too far gone to return. "Oh god, yes..." he moaned as Y/N relentlessly pumped his cock. Eddie bit down onto Y/N's shoulder as he spilled warmly into Y/N's hand as she requested. "Fuck...Y/N..." he choked as Y/N stroked him through his orgasm, shaking weakly.
Y/N moaned as the singer came in her hand, jerking him through his orgasm. She put his free arm around Eddie's waist, feeling his knees go weak, and a smile on his face the whole time. She brought her hand up to her mouth and licked her fingers at the taste of Eddie. "See... now we can go to bed."
"Fuck, Y/L/N...I know I've said this before, but you are gonna be the death of me," Eddie rasped as he tried to catch his breath, moaning again as he watched Y/N sucking the essence off her fingers. "Goddamn, you are hot," he whispered unable to resist tasting himself on her lips. He kissed her deeply, roving his tongue alongside Y/N's breathlessly.
"And yes, now we can go to bed," Eddie mused, kissing Y/N once more before climbing out of the shower. He towelled off as Y/N finished off, stopping to brush her teeth quickly. "I'm gonna get us a drink," Eddie called, pulling the curtain back for another kiss, seeing Y/N towelling off as well.
"You know I'm fucking crazy about you," he whispered against her lips. Y/N nodded, smiling at Eddie, kissing her nose and both cheeks before he moved away, leaving the bathroom.
Y/N stayed a while longer in the bathroom, relaxing as she tried to catch her breath. She had to admit she felt a little lost. Every time she was anywhere near Eddie she got lost in the passion the singer brought out in her. And it wasn't only physical. She had tried to tell herself that it was because she was afraid to admit how much Eddie meant to her already. It was too fast, she'd barely gotten over Scott and she was diving head first into Eddie. A little voice in her head kept telling her to take a step back and breathe, but she couldn't. This guy had changed everything, and for the better. Y/N couldn't remember the last time she felt like this and decided she was going to enjoy it, no matter what.
Little did either partner know that the entire episode in the shower was being video taped on a small mini camcorder, held by a trembling hand. Watching Y/N and Garrett talking in his truck just moments earlier, while hiding on the side of the building, Scott had been concerned that the task he had planned would have been much harder to accomplish but much to his appreciation, Y/N had left the front door unlocked, so he had been able to slip in soundlessly.
Following closely behind Y/N as he mounted the stairs to Eddie's floor, he felt his heart racing with adrenaline. The other night had only proven how right he was about his decision to get Y/N back. Scott did not intend to let that scrawny ass tattooed freak take his place. Y/N was his. Only his. If he could not have her, then he was going to make damn sure that no one else could either.
Initially, he had padded his way down the hall with the idea to surprise them both on the bed but the scene that had unfolded had provided an opportunity he could not resist. Partially aroused and increasingly angry, Scott had watched the pair, as they teased and taunted each other. This was not his Y/N. This was not the Y/N he had spent the last year with. She was not spontaneous or playful in bed, she was not sensual and she sure as hell was not the type to indulge in the kind of activities this mid-built brunette was encouraging.
It had taken all of his will power to not unload his 9 mm on the two of them in the shower. But he had not had his yet. And he would get his...oh fuck yes...he would get his. Scott's eyes, still black and blue from the beating he had taken from the tattoo freak the other night, narrowed as he watched his former lover getting fucked the life out of. He could see the long haired asshole snake his fingers intimately inside of Y/N. He had to bite his lip to the point of bleeding as he saw the response.
Y/N had never let him touch her like that. Never. Y/N had never responded to him like that either, not even partly. What did this skanky punk have that he didn't? He had put in the time with Y/N, almost one year to be exact. And this guy comes out of no where and within days...hours even, Y/N is putty in his hands. Scott could hardly watch as Eddie finger fucked and sucked her into oblivion. The brunette sure seemed to know what he was doing. And what was worse was that the familiar display between the two obviously indicated that this was not the first act of intimacy these two had experienced.
He felt sick as he watched his virginal Y/N being penetrated like a whore, moaning and groaning as if she loved it. His urge to tear Eddie limb from limb was overwhelming. Y/N was his possession. His alone. Scott's heart pounded as he imagined the misery he would admonish upon this bastard. He may have had his fingers in a place Scott had never been, but it wouldn't be for long. Eddie was going to be sorry that he had ever met Y/N and sorrier that he had ever laid a hand on his property. They did not know what was coming, Scott thought excitedly, his hand trembling as he waited patiently for the perfect moment to make himself known. He gasped as he saw Y/N orgasm, knowing definitely he had never seen her cum like that in the year they spent together let alone hear her scream his name like she did Eddies. Well, she had better enjoy it, Scott thought because this long haired, tattooed freak was fucking dead. Angrier than he had been in his life, he left the bathroom to get into position for his plan.

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A/N: Woah! over 100 views on just 3 chapters to start off with? i hope you enjoyed these 3 chapters! More to come! Love you all!