13 REASONS OF HEARTBREAK

Tape 2

Letter to my ex

Thank you for abandoning me
I want to thank for your gut wrenching pain you caused deep within my soil to grow a rose from concrete. . Thank you for humiliating me , you rid my fear of showing scars on the sleeves of my arms while I rolled up my sleeves of rejection to reach out to my Father , it was not me you cheated on but the past me , if you never cheated God could never make me into the person I was supposed to be. You cheated on me but I cheated death , a separation from God so far that the very of existence of my purpose dwindled inside my womb , see I was miscarrying but while you were in bed with another woman , my destiny was on bed rest , my brain was on reset romans 12 , all my friends you took an L , but L stands for lazerus coming back to life while filling tears in Jesus eyes , yo ! Thank you for not believing in me ?, thank you for leaving me at rocks bottom to lean on my rock . See the thing about rocks, the many tiny minerals that are compressed to form this big mass are often confused for weapons but actually are foundation. So while you stoned me with broken promises, broken hearts , and lost time you created tiny minerals compressed by s chemical reaction to form something completely indestructible. That is my bond with my Heavenly Father . I'm forever indebted to you for making me cry until my eyes swelled and could only see with spiritual eyes .