yours [dnf] -discontinued-

9

(nobody's pov)

the two boys drove to the destination while blasting music in the car

"georgie, we're here" the dirty blonde said

george nodded and got out of the car, he noticed that clay was holding a little bag with him

"did you really get a gift?" george asks seriously

"of course i did," clay said "it is your birthday after all"

the brit nodded and walked to the flower field

it was a huge field full of violets, george's favorite flower, and there was a picnic blanket laying beautifully in the middle with fairy lights around it

george looked at that in awe "clay i-" he was absolutely speechless

the taller boy just laughed and pulled the shorter into a warm hug

"you deserve it, you really do" clay assured

"just shut the fuck up and let's go!" george said excitedly

clay laughed, nodded and followed george to the field

george wasted no time and started looking at the flowers

when he was finally done and decides to go back to where clay was sitting, clay picks up a flower and puts it in george's hair

"wow," the dirty blonde said "you really are pretty"

george cupped his face with his hands, flustered, while clay laughed "i mean that!" clay said putting his hand on the brunettes shoulder

"fuck off" george said, mainly out of embarrassment

they stayed in comfortable silence while studying the stars for a few minutes

"wanna open your gift now?" clay asked, george nodded and clay gave him the bag

he opened it to see a beautiful silver bracelet with a few symbols on it

"clay oh my god-" george said covering his mouth with his hands "it's beautiful"

"karl helped me pick it out," clay says "i knew you'd like it"

george was too busy studying the bracelet to even care about what the other boy was saying

clay took george's hand "can i put it on you?"

george nodded, still focused on the bracelet and completely forgot about his scars

as clay took off his hand warmer he was shocked, he froze apon seeing his scars.

as george finally realized he took his hand away from clay's and avoided eye contact

"george-" clay says, with a slight voice crack "why didn't you tell me?"

"i'm sorry" george said looking down "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry-"

at that moment clay pulled him into a big hug, and george just found himself crying on clays shoulder.

"don't cry," clay assured "you're not weak, it's okay, i don't see you differently,  it's all gonna be alright" he says rubbing the smaller boys back

george pulls away from the hug and clay gently takes his wrist and puts the bracelet on him "gorgeous." the dirty blonde said

(!!george's pov!! cuz it's easier for me to write)

we're both sitting up, clay's rubbing my scars with his thumb while studying the stars, and i admire his beauty

his eyes, his freckles, his hair, the way he's so kind to me, his body, his style, his lips, his hands, everything about him is so perfect.

sometimes i wonder if he really loves celine, he barely ever hangs out with her, he just hangs out with me instead

does he like me back?

do i even like him? definitely

then it just slips out "do you love celine?"

he stops looking at the sky and looks to me "to be honest, i really don't." he looks back at the sky

"how come?" i ask

"well i don't think i ever loved her in the first place, i only got with her because everyone at school expected us to be together," he rants "and she's been a bitch recently and she's really fucking controlling too, ew"

then i do the unthinkable, i lean in and kiss him with no warning

and to my shock, he kisses back??

"what was that?" he says leaning away from the kiss, smiling 

"i uh- i don't know- i wasn't thinking before i did that-" i say running my hands through my hair avoiding eye contact

"pfft- george it's alright, i enjoyed it." he says laughing

"i'm so embarrassed" i say cupping my face with my hands

clay wheezes at the sight of me flustered
then starts stroking my back "it's okay," he says "kissing the homies ain't gay" he says with a sarcastic tone

"shut up" i say to him, still avoiding eye contact

we sit in silence for a few seconds then he says something

"i'm gonna break up with celine tomorrow."

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A/N
cute ahh chapter