"Stop." she told me with a tone "what? bakit?" i asked her, "i can't do it anymore, i need..time for myself." she let go of my hand "ga, please what's happening?" i held her hand again. "Don't call me ga and please, let go of me i can't do it anymore..i" she stopped talking, "Am i going to far? or ano ba ginawa ko?" i asked roughly. "You did nothing, i just... i just can't i need time for myself muna im..im really sorry." she stood up "Bakit ba? you will rest into someone else? may ibang home kanan'g nakita? ha?" i cried. "Wag kang iiyak, babalik naman ako just for this moment, let me go." she shed a tear "Babalik ka ah, promise me you will." i cried more.
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"I promise Theresia, i will come back, but it might take a few for me to come back. But i promise i will come back." she smiled but her tears were flowing through her face. "I love you my Theresia, wait for me i'll come back." and thats all, she walked away from my door. Didn't wave goodbye or anything else, i was overthinking kung ano ba yung ginawa ko, may mali ba akong ginawa? did i told her something na nasaktan ba sya? ano ba yung ginawa ko? "Bullshit." what if hindi nya na ako mahal? what if may iba na sya? what if she isn't coming back? what if nag sinungaling lang sya saakin? what if..."damn!" i cried more, more and more. It took some time for me to stop crying kase i can't stop, my home is far away from me na and i don't have connection with her anymore. I have nobody and i will never find somebody else, its only her sya lang palagi and you will never change my mind anymore. Wala na din akong magawa e.
Missing you very much, my home. Bakit? why did you go? what if I AM the mistake? oh Lord, please..i don't know what to do anymore. I tried calling the kids pero none of them would even answer the phone...busy pero isa lang wala talaga? grabe naman yun na busy-busy talaga oh, how? what's with that naman. Of course wala, i tried calling Jillian pero wala talaga,, i just realised si Jillian andoon pala sa USA so different time..i also tried calling Aiks pero wala din. Cannot be reached daw? how? I was too crazy for what happened, hindi na nga ako halos maka tulog eh. I mean paano pakalmahin ang sarili when she didn't even told me what is the real reason bakit sya umalis e.
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Time passed, 2:44am still trying to call the kids pero none of them answered the phone. Wala talaga even one, i can't do it anymore i have to find her, i have to contact with the kids because they aren't answering the phone and baka ano na ang nangyayari sakanila. But it was too late, 2 in the fucking morning! who cares? im finding her. I'll find you soon ga, let's make things easier for us to understand naman. Please, im begging you let's fix this. How many risks will it be for us to be together that okay, as long as we are together. I love you ga.
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Will you still love me the same way you loved me before? || Lenrisa
RomanceSen. Risa Hontiveros fell inlove with the Vice president of the Philippines,, they both loved each other. They got together but sadly, they broke apart. __ NOTE: These are just my imaginations, these aren't true and this is COMPLETELY FRICTIONAL.
