Mahirap na magmahal.

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Hello! ito ang continuous ng "Paano nalang tayo?" also, im really really thankful that someone still reads my story i really appreciate it!! ingat kayo palagi love lots! 💗

Special mention, chr😚😚
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Me and Michael got home i don't know how do i tell him that i want to let go, hindi ko sya pwedeng ipaganyan lang. "Lovie, maliligo muna ako ha? I'll be fast" he smiled and of course i nodded and smiled back, i was doing nothing that time suddenly his phone rang it was loud! jeez, i saw the nickname was (tai/tia❤️) who's tia? with a heart? what? i don't understand? i didn't press anything until it stopped ringing. Tia texted him a few times naka sound lang yung cellphone nya kaya ayun ang ingay putek, because of my curiosity i picked up his phone and opened it alam ko ang password kaya yun Binuksan ko talaga.

(Conversation with tai/tia)

°Hael? where are you? andyan ba siya?
°Love???
°Reply meeee
°never mind, i know you're with her
°basta yun date tayo mamaya
°Pangit naman sya eh! i wonder why did u even fall inlove with someone who is ugly as fuck ew🤢
°also when are you planning to break up with her ba? just do it now, im tired pretending ugh.

"Break up?" i dropped his phone suddenly the door opened "Lovie?" he said with a stutter. "Don't lovie me Michael, pinaglalaruan mo lang ba ako? you're cheating on me! we have been together for 9 fucking years!! and ito lang ba ang kapalit ng pagmamahal ko s'ayo!? i don't know kung when did you start to have someone else and wala na akong pake sayo, im tired of loving someone who only loves me because of something i have. Tangina naman Michael oh! who is tia! sino sya? who the damn fuck is tia!? im done we are done!" i took off my engagement ring and cried, i ran towards our room i packed my clothes my everything." Love..no...look-----"he denied" I told you don't fucking call me love! hindi moko mahal putangina mo Michael!!" i cried even more. After i packed my things, i walked away from his house, i drove myself to a hotel i booked a room for me to stay in a couple of days because ayokong makita sila. I lay down in my bed with a heavy heart, heavy head i had no one now, now alam ko na kung ano ang feeling ni Leni. Im sorry, im so sorry i shouldn't have done that, hours passed by 10:43pm i haven't eaten my dinner yet i don't have motivation so i didn't.

11:27pm hindi padin ako kumain wala ako sa mood para kumain, i heard someone knocking on my door i didn't think twice i shouted "who's that?" it didn't answer what the fuck? wala ako sa mood ngayon tas argggg i groaned. I stood up and opened the door i saw a girl with an invitation she handed it to me, and the little girl ran without any word the little girl seemed familiar to me, she looked like someone i knew because. I shook it off my head and opened the invitation it was a invitation only for someone? what? hindi ko naintindihan? it took sometime for me to read and understand the invitation.

"Hello, good evening senator Risa this is an invitation from someone who wanted to have fun with you. And also she wanted to talk about something more especially with Micheal, venue at the top of the hotel we are staying ****** hotel don't forget to bring your boyfriend thankyou.

-MLGR."

the fuck? who is mlgr??? and also, i don't have a boyfriend already we damn broke up! you really did that para i'll think about him again? arg! i rolled my eyes and changed my clothes, i picked a dress, a white one hmm don't you think it suits me?

the fuck? who is mlgr??? and also, i don't have a boyfriend already we damn broke up! you really did that para i'll think about him again? arg! i rolled my eyes and changed my clothes, i picked a dress, a white one hmm don't you think it suits me?

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This will do, i'll go now. I locked my room and went to the floor or whatever that invitation was told into, i finally got there i really didn't see anyone there which made me think of something na trauma ako dito e..anyways i asked the guard if asan yung room na yon he told me nasa taas pa daw the damn dogs? ang sakit na ng paa ko tas papalakawin mo pa talaga ako? jusko. I thanked the guard and went up that's when i saw the girl the one with Leni the one who was hugging her the tall woman, masaya ako para kay Leni pero ewan ko. I saw Imee, Pia, my sister and more? luh? bakit sila andito? nagpaparty ba sya? once again i saw the little kid who gave me the invitation earlier i saw her with....Leni! what? so this was Leni's party? i was going to walk away then someone mentioned my name so freaking loud, it was....Isa? i stuttered, i tried to talk but someone mentioned my name with "tot" at last what the? i saw Leni, she peaked in the door and smiled and she said "C'mon my senator join us" everyone in the room was teasing me "ayieee" "haluhhh sana all!!!" "omg! finally layag!" they shouted. I can't stop myself from smiling so i joined them, hindi ko namalayan Leni was drunk at the time i arrived kaya pala may "my senator" haha..akala ko hindi sya lasing hehehe..nag inuman kami and i took a couple of shots i can't count them, i actually lost count already hahaha. I was freaking  drunk that time that hindi ko na alam kung anong oras na, they already left the hotel and they left me putek arggg, i was so drunk so i slept there it felt like home.

I opened my eyes, someone was tapping on my shoulders it was the little kid who gave me the invitation yesterday, i smiled and said "yes?" she handed me my phone with couple of missed calls. It was from my ex she smiled and walked towards Leni, i saw Leni with a bright smile kinilig ako eeeee, i smiled back softly landi momints chr. I stood up and i felt something na hindi clapped, fuck it was my bra!! oh my goodness now nakita ung nipples ko, i excused myself from Leni and ran towards the restroom hurriedly. Ano ba kasi yung ginawa ko last night? bakit hindi clapped ung bra ko? did we have it? what? i was full of questions, which are unanswerable dang! wala akong ibang choice to keep it or ask Leni about it. I decided to keep it and didn't mind it anymore, i left the restroom and saw Leni preparing breakfast, it was two plates i though that would be for the little kid so i told her na "Ah..Leni i'll go na thankyou for inviting me to your party haha...see you around?" she smiled and replied "Silly, kain ka muna dito hindi kapa kumain eh" i smiled and nodded. I sat down and she gave me the food, it was my favourite woah paano kaya nya nalaman noh? char haha she asked me "Also, kumusta na kayo ni Michael? i heard you are getting married----" "No." i replied roughly,, "what? what happened?" she asked "We broke up, i caught him cheating..with Tia" "Oh..im really sorry to hear that you, don't deserve him" Leni smiled and held my hands "thankyou Leni" i smiled back. After namin kumain, she told me na magswiming daw kami tomorrow, wala naman akong schedule so i agreed.

Mag 2 piece ba ako? chr HAHAHAHAHAHA.

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Hi mga LUBOG chr, ems HHAHAHAHA love lotsss!! ❤️‍🩹

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