Will you still love me the same way you loved me before? || Lenrisa

Extended

                            ;4 years after..

" Good morning Ma'am, Welcome to Hotel KVZ, I am Zean, how may I help / assist you? "

"Room 153 please, last name is Hontiveros."

"Ahh okay wait for a while, I will check the list first. You may put your luggage in the luggage counter, Sir Andreu will take care of your luggage Ma'am, no need to worry"

"Ah! Here it is, here is the key to your room & the little paper with my sign ma'am. Have a great night! Please proceed to the luggage counter and show this little paper to Sir Andreu, thankyou ma'am! Once again, have a great night!"

" Thankyou. Zean."

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Risa rented a room for herself, she wanted to make things up good. She wants to have a peaceful night for herself, herself only, she left home without anyone else knowing where she went. Even her kids, no sign of her anywhere.
Risa in the right hand, she kept everything to herself only & didn't open about anything to anyone. For the past 4 years, Risa and her "friend" (Leni) Wasn't continue to contact neither. Risa wanted to forget everything but she could never..

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"Can I get a bottle of Red wine, with Large Bordeux.. And a side of Mint Ice cream? Room 153 speak by the way"

"Okay Ma'am, sure. Your Bottle of Red wine and a side of Mint Ice cream is coming. Have a wonderful night, Ma'am Hontiveros"

"Thankyou"

                [  Doorbell For Room 153! ]

"Good evening ma'am, here is your order. A bottle of Red wine with a large Bordeux and a side of Mint Ice cream. You can always proceed calling the Buffet workers if you need more. Have a wonderful night ma'am!"

"Thankyou.."

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I finally had the time for myself. I was looking forward to this but I miss her. I didn't wanna ruin our friendship, lets say Relationship. But I did. I was the one who ruined everything, only if I didn't choose Michael.. Everything would be good, well, wonderful, awesome. But what the fuck has gotten into me that I agreed to leave? I didn't want this. I am hurt. I don't know what to do, I dont understand why, why, and why! I don't know if nag kulang ba ako. Why cant we do it again. Maybe I was NEVER enough, palagi ko nalang siya sinasaktan. If I were her, I would do the same..

I took a sip in my wine in a Bordeux. It felt good. I took a little bite in my Mint Ice cream, I remembered her. This was her favorite flavor of Icecream.. We would always order a large cup for Mint Ice cream. One spoon for two's. I didn't forget us. I still remember how I feed you with it. I just miss you so much Leni. Remember the times that we would fight over the last bite? To the furthest Ice cream. Hahaha..When again? When are we supposed to fulfil our memories again? I'm wondering when, where, how? I wanna see you again. I miss you so much, and you have no idea how much I do. Those memories we took are unstoppable. They were worth more than Gold , Silver , Diamond. Please come back. One call is enough, that's all what I'll be asking for.

I finished the whole bottle of wine, masakit ba talaga ang mag mahal? I thought okay na lahat pero my thoughts were wrong. So wrong that I took an advantage into it , now look what happened. I should've been just more careful with my actions. I could've just saved our relationship. Imagine being together for more than 3+ years. I just dont understand. Maybe we were never meant to be for each other? God knows I tried everything, everything I can do but what is this.. This is not good. I wish I could turn back time and fix everything I could. But sadly I can't , and I can never ever change what has been written in the story for us. Remember those times that we used to stay up all night talking about life? Talking about us. Our plans for each other. I can never forget those. I'm praying to God that I can still get it in the edge with you, Len's. I cried down to my knees. I can't handle myself missing her without crying. It's not fair. Everything is not fair.

I cried, cried and cried until I fell asleep. I fell asleep in the floor of my hotel room. I didn't know that.. There the Bordeux was broken. The glass with a few wine slipped in my finger and it was scattered all around the light-pink carpet. The Mint Ice cream also spilled in the carpet too. Wala na sa malay ko na naka tulog na pala ako nun. I was too tired, hangover pa double kill.

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I woke up in the sense of feeling numb in my body. I tried to call the Buffet workers to try and grab me a water because I wasn't feeling too well to get it my self. I tried calling them but I couldn't stand up. My legs felt like they were being tied up under the bed , my arm felt like I got arrested in the night. It was so obvious that I wasn't really doing good.

I took a deep breath and led myself to stand up,

And finally I got up and found my self running out of my hotel room. I was still in my black dress, the one I used last night.

Not knowing that I would might bump into someone, "I don't know"

                         [  LOUD BANG  ]

"Oh my Goodness! I'm sorry Ma'am! It was just an accident! It wasn't my intention to hurt you, Im sorry ma'am. Let me help you"

I kneel down and helped the woman I bumped into earlier. Since her things were scattered around the hotel floor.

As I was helping her to hand her things, I saw the last file. It was labelled as..

"Maria Leonor Robredo"

I looked up slowly but surely, I saw her face smiling and staring at me. Directly in my eye. Naka polo siya and with her light-pink glasses. Napaka pogi.

"Long time no see, Senator Risa"

"Lens.."

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