Gypsy man

Confessions

My friends and I crashed at Declan's house. "Wow." Natasha sighs. "What?" Brendan mutters. "I have never seen a grown man on his knees like that. What did you say to make him break like that, Alex? Like he was crushed." Did I make a mistake? I did say I will forgive him in a few days but the truth is I already did. The moment he told me what he did I forgave him. Why did I fight him? Why was I so angry? "I told him I don't need him." "Who took the video?" I bite my lip. "Someone who works for the father of a girl Lulian had a one night stand with. Sabrina." I answer. "She was like Tiffany. Thought they're together but they weren't." "Yeah... Tiffany." Declan murmurs. "Did you ever have sex with her?" He looks me dead in the eyes. "No." "How about all the girls who claims that they have slept with you? You haven't slept with any of them, right?" I answer him with a nod. Abi and Tash. Pull me to a separate room, telling the guys to stay there. "So Lulian was your first?" Tash asks. "Yes..." "why?" What does she mean? "What do you mean, Tash?""Why did you give him your virginity." I don't know. Why did I? Why did I give it away so easily? "He saw me." The girls frown. "What do you mean he saw you?" "I mean he saw who I really am and he still wanted me." Abi took my hand. "Why do you say that like the real you is some kind of monster." No, he's a pathetic little bitch. "No, I'm weak. I can't fight to save my life. I try to protect my mom but I can't! I always get hurt! My bones can't break anymore than they already have! My skin is numb to sharp glass! In one night he broke six ribs, an arm and a leg, al because he lost money!" I don't even know what I'm saying anymore. I'm tired and I'm crying. The girls look so confused. "Zander what are you talking about? Who hurts you?" Should I tell them. I take off my shirt to show them my scars. "Who did this?" Tash's voice is shaking. "Who lost money?" I look at the ground. "My father..." They hug me why are they both crying? "Oh Zander. Why didn't you tell us sooner?" "I didn't trust you." It's true, I didn't think I could trust them. I thought they were only pretending to be my friends. They both hit the back of my head. "We're your friends! Don't be stupid, you can always count on us." That night I fell asleep between two girls. Natasha and Abigail didn't let me out of their sight.