Gypsy man

Trouble in paradise

In my room I collapse on the bed. I get at least five minutes of privacy before Lulian interrupts me.

"What did I do, Alex?" He joins me on the bed. I sit upright.

He's so close. I lean toward him and kiss him full on the lips. He does kiss me back, but he's hesitant. I kiss him harder. He returns the kiss. I reach for his shirt. He stops me. "Alex, I'm sorry but we can't."

I narrow my eyes at him. "Why Lulian!? Why can't we!?" He looks down at my hands as he takes them. "We're not married."

"Then let's get married." I'm serious.

"We can't, Alex. Not yet."

Not fucking jet!? "Why can't we get married, Lulian? I thought you loved me. Or was that just a fucking lie."

His eyes snap up to meet mine. "No. It is because I love you that I'm doing this, Alexander. You are too young to marry me now."

  "Oh but I wasn't too young to have sex with you!"

His face twists with agony. "It was a mistake..." he says under his breath.

I want to cry. "What?" I choke back tears.

"I should have stayed away from you and you should've stayed away from me."

A tear escapes. I hit him and as I do so I shriek. "You took my virginity!" More tears escape.

Lulian grabs me and press my head against his chest. "I know. I'm sorry. I should have waited longer."

I push him away. "Don't touch me, bastard!"

"Alex, please listen to me!"

"Stay the fuck away from me!!"

He doesn't let me go, instead he pins me down on the bed. A hand covers my mouth as his hard eyes bore into mine. "Alex, you are too young to take part in the ritual, it could hurt and deform you. I will not take that risk of killing you, or condemn you to a lifetime of suffering. So no, we can't get married yet, and we can't make love in this castle yet."
I stare at him still confused, he continues. "If we make love here, it will trigger the ritual to start."

My eyes widen, earning a nod from the demon on top of me. "Yes, Alex, but if you want to, I can take you away from the castle for some fun..." he moves the hand covering my mouth to my chin, trailing his fingers down my throat.

I take the wandering hand, kissing it gently before I speak. "No I am fine here." If he's going to make me suffer, it's only fair to make him suffer as well.