UNBELIEVABLE

A Hurt so deep only the Mind Could....

** First off, a reader  @LydiaKashung commented about Serkan sleeping with Selin being the last straw and after consideration, I completely agree. It was hard to write and actually hurt my heart to do so. This is my thoughts about correcting that huge mistake..

This is just a short quick fix one-shot.

❤️❤️ Much love to all who read and vote,
Amber

The thoughts of Serkan kissing, touching and making love to Selin was a hurt that was indescribable. It made her heart feel like it was obliterated inside her chest and a hole was all that was left. She wasn't sure how she was even breathing or alive actually.
The soul crushing pain of knowing that now it was really over forever was just to much to bear, because even though he was heartless and hurt her she was convinced that at some point his memories would return and they would've together again. She held on to that shred of hope until it eventually snapped and all of her hopes vanished in the blink of an eye.
She no longer thought of the future because without Serkan there was no future for her, what was she to do? She had to leave, decision made. She would not let him and Selin see her destroyed. She definitely did not want to see them all lovey dovey either. A person can only take so much and she had reached beyond her limit. She was done, if he could do this to her than she never wanted to see or hear him again.

The reality of his life right now was that it was a living nightmare. How could he hurt, hell not hurt destroy the only person that he ever loved and that truly loved him. How? The thoughts of his past and current treatment of Eda was painful to recall, his glares, his words, his actions and the worst was his betrayal of their love. What possessed him to kiss and sleep with Selin, he never wanted to really before but did just to get a release. He never cared about her outside the boundary of a deep friendship but she had humiliated him with her lies and manipulation and he would never forgive her. This was it, he never wanted to see her again.

How do we get past this? Is it possible? Can love conquer all? Was there anything left to fight for now? Was the hurt to deep? All these questions were floating around in both their minds..

Sweat dripped down onto the dark blue sheets. Harsh, labored breathing could be heard in the silence of the room. The moonlight slivered through the opening of a curtain as it blew with the night time breeze. Erratic heartbeat, almost to the point of busting from the chest. Blurred vision and confusion laced with fear. A desperate, sad, devastating loss crosses the mind.
What the hell is going on? Where am I? Why does my heart feel like it's going to explode in my chest? Why am I crying? Why do I feel a sense of panic and dread?
Rubbing of tear soaked eyes, deep meditative breaths to slow down an erratic heartbeat. Clear vision, a familiar space, the cool night breeze. A quick search for comfort and interlacing of fingers. Turned head to turned head. A welcomed smile in between a sense of calmness and peace.

Eda and Serkan reach out to wipe tears and sweat from one another's face and say simultaneously " I just had the most disturbing nightmare, I was so scared." They seek one another's lips in a quick kiss and recognize that their minds during sleep created their worst nightmares but their reality was that it was not real and they were together!!!!

** Author's note: I know it's short and not great but I had to fix my mistake. Now our loves are truly together.