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Playful smileAnd outrageous wordsWe've locked eyesEven before saying helloIt might have been my blonde hairOr the way you asked my nameBut we were just the memoriesOf those who we loved the most

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Playful smile
And outrageous words
We've locked eyes
Even before saying hello
It might have been my blonde hair
Or the way you asked my name
But we were just the memories
Of those who we loved the most

In a closed room
Conversations started
Sparks where shown
Your eyes were so beautifully created
Seems like God made them with his own hands
I wonder what you thought about me
The night you asked me to let my face
All naked from my glasses
I wonder what you thought about me
When you saw me kissing you down the stairs
All naked my soul is there
But you lied with that pretty mouth
And your delicate smell turned to poison
Following me is the taste of your lips on my neck
Why would you give me a lovebite
If you still love her?
Water signs are so obvious in this context
I highlighted your wrongs
Just so you to ignore me as if I was in fault
Useless to reclaim for an action
We are going nowhere and still you got me at your knees
The way I missed to feel is now slowly disappearing with me
My heart keeps beating and your name is gone
Is it that I miss someone to manipulate me
As much as he used to?
And I wonder to you dear new not lover
Do I remember you of her
As much as you remember me of him?
So I rather close my heart
Than being just the ghost of her in your life

Playful smile
And outrageous words
We've locked eyes
Even before saying hello
It might have been my blonde hair
Or the way you asked my name
But we were just the memories
Of those who we loved the most

In between texts and pain
I am silently screaming that I have fallen for you
May God be damned for making me love you
In the middle of August, what a bad timing I've got
Just to like someone after a couple of years
Playing you care is what hurt my pride
I don't mean you to love me but try to lie
I hope you can forget her now
But it took a year for me to wake up from that nightmare
Following me like a dream are his eyes
So much like yours I'm scared I could die
Sparks are still there
Whenever I pass my hands on your locks
If there's a shooting star I would wish for your love
All I keep asking myself
Is if you would have looked at me
If you didn't know her first
Crying over a ghost, a shadow I can't really belong to
So much love to waste on what it could have been
The most romantic summer experience
A cold winter is approaching and your words are gone
Is it that I miss someone to hurt me
As much as he used to?
And I wonder to you dear new pain in the heart
Is it that you enjoyed making her suffer
So you found a new brand toy in me?
Is it that you like me
Just because you can't have her anymore?
I rather become a dust
Than being just the ghost of her in your life

Playful smile
And outrageous words
We've locked eyes
Even before saying hello
It might have been my blonde hair
Or the way you asked my name
But we were just the memories
Of those who we loved the most

In overall life
You can't run away from my spirit
I'll follow you until you see
The most terrific things you've done to me
And my head is loaded with thoughts
What could have been
What could have been not
I rather call it love than call it anxiety
You came to stress me out
I shouldn't allow that
But once again I'm letting my guard down
Just like I did when I was sixteen
You tried to play but I could see it now
So you prefer silence over bravery
Threatening me to never see me again if I kept on
Saying you deleted her of your life for good
Sadly, I don't care enough
Your name describes a feeling that has been my companion
Doesn't matter how much I like you
I won't let this happen again
Unlike your head, you can't be his ghost
Let God free me from the pattern I'm in
I wish all of these silly events were gone
With each wind the winter brings
Forget about me if I just remind you of her
Is not safe to fall in love with the ghosts we represent
I won't be making questions any more
All the signs are telling me to stop
This isn't going to end well like before
Being a ghost of her in your life is not what I've planned

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