Blowing [Book 3, Completed]

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You came back
Do I really wanted you?
My despair got lost
Since I saw your eyes again
But something changed
It's the beat of my heart
Got slower and my head got faster
Do I really wanted this?
It will be a circle
There's no way forward to move
My tears are now dry in my pillow
The bad things are heavier
Than the good memories I had with you
Do I really wanted you?
You came back.

Moon is calling her
With the light that's all over the place
Around midnight where she sings
All of the songs he dedicated
In those days when they were madly in love
Now it's in the past
And she leaves with the melancholia
Of him next to her
Kisses in between and hugs all around
How could he forget the promised love
The moon didn't
And is calling her.

Everything you've ever loved is right here
Everything you need is in your sight
And I don't know how to deal with that
All above, I'm a lost patch
Trying to climb a wall
For the love you claimed you had
And now I'm a lost patch

Under your bed, she was hiding in your sheets
Now I understand why I wasn't invited
At the family gathering made by Tish
Is she actually your sister? I doubt that
Mocking about money when you have none
Praying to God and disrespecting my goods
Now I understand why this didn't go no more
I was just another hobby to the real girl
She's what you loved and you transferred to me
I have to live with the pain
Love isn't for me and you made me feel loved
Cruel enough, I want to run away
I'll leave you with her, always winning my battles
You're not bad so there's nothing to improve
And I'm here, all left behind
But go on, she's waiting outside